I still hear you in the laughs of strangers and I wish one day I’d turn around and it would really be you

I hate how much I miss you, but I miss you more than I ever thought I would. You ghosted me back in July and I've barely talked to you since. I really do hope you're happier, you honestly deserve it after some of the stuff you've gone through. I hope you know that you're still cared for and that I'll always hope for you to be happy. You were the first person to throw me through such a loop and you made me believe that there were still good people out there. I hope that whichever lucky girl you end up with, that she's the happiest when she's with you.

I will never understand how you did those awful things to me, but for some sick reason I still love you.

Connor, you are this amazing guy that I will love to get spend my life with. When you told me you had a girlfriend I was happy for you because I knew you had someone to count on when you felt sad. I have to let go of the feelings I have for you cause it’s only doing harm to me. I hope you have a wonderful life and that you are happy with whoever you spend your life with

i would love a real explanation without lies, but it’s been years and there’s no reason to ask anymore

I wish we had longer together but you needed to find someone who truly deserved you. I'll miss you forever, Z

i love and miss you so much. i think about you and our friendship everyday. i will never forget you. i hope you come back

I really was inlove with u but then u got a gf then u broke up and then I fell harder for u but then i realised that u could never love me back so I have started talking to someone else

i think about you far more than i want to, it's always painful when you cross my mind. i was so in love with you and i wish you could've loved me kindly. you always said you'd change and i kept believing you because you were all i wanted. but you didn't change. and i'm still stuck trying to put myself back together 6 months later. i can't hate you, i really tried for a while. but i hate what you did to me and i don't forgive you. i fell for you and still haven't gotten up and i have to carry that pain with me everyday. why do i still want the best for you

you made me feel like the only girl in the world and then shattered my heart but i still care about you

you came into my life and filled a gap. an emptiness. and now that you’re gone, that gap is bigger than it has even been before. it feels like dying.

i can’t be friends with you not only because you took advantage of me but because every time i wanted to be happy you would flip it and refuse to even try to help yourself. i can’t help myself when you’re around.

i really like you a lot, and i can feel it deep down that it’s gonna hurt when this doesn’t work out, but always know that u were my first true love

you're a good kid. you'll make it far - i know it. thanks 4 everything and it makes me so happy to see that you've got a good group of friends that you love and a really pretty girl by ur side - connie is so gorgeous, go you !! i'll always have love 4 u just not in that way and i hope ur healthy. love - the girl who had her first kiss w you

Thank you because of you I realised my self worth. Because of you, I figured out who I really am. Because of you, I’m not afraid anymore. Because of you, I met the love of my life who knows how to treat me right. And because of him, I believe in love again.

i don’t think a day has gone by since you came into my life where i didn’t think about you. it’s the same since you left it too.

how long are we gonna drag whatever this is between us out i hate having to wait 2-3 days even a week sometimes for a response.

why did you ever call me your baby? you know i overthink things, and you knew i would fall...you knew especially that my parents were strict.

i loved you and you were everything to me but when you got with caitlyn the same day you said you love me, i was broken. when you got annoyed at me for getting over you after a few days that also hurt. its like you wanted me as a second choice, a backup and i just couldnt deal with the thought but i hate you now.

i treated you so unfairly afterwards. i’m so sorry. i was in so much pain. im glad you’re doing well now. i’m glad you found someone else. i haven’t yet but maybe i will soon

I don’t know where we went wrong. I still hope that one day you will text me and it will all go back to being good but you also caused me too much pain so I know that it can never go back to normal.

hi. i am in love with you and i probably will be for the rest of my life. we havent talked in forever and yet there is not a minute of the day where you leave my mind. every single time i get a notification i pray its you but it never is. were not even close enough to call ourselves friends when once we were pratically dating. im sorry for anything toxic i ever did for you and i know you'll literally never see this cause i dont think you know it even exists but if you do, i hope even if you cant tell its me, i hope it reminds you if me and makes you message me :) i love you and i just wish you could see.

I know I had a boyfriend at the time but you still made me feel like the most special girl in the world. I think we met at the wrong time. Maybe in the next life we would work. You still mean so much to me.

No matter what front I put on, I miss you so much. I’m not sure if I loved you, or the idea of you. The more I think about it, the more I realize you were kind of a shitty boyfriend. I just never got to yell at you and scream in your face like I wanted to, and I think that’s why I’m so pissed

i’m in love with you. and i’m terrified to tell you bc i’m scared it’s too soon. i’m scared to scare you away but you’re all i want. you make me so unbelievably happy. this is just the beginning

i’m in love with you. and i’m terrified to tell you bc i’m scared it’s too soon. i’m scared to scare you away but you’re all i want. you make me so unbelievably happy. this is just the beginning

You are doing great alone but just know that I miss you. I still remember the lockers before religion class.

you texted another girl to fuck 20 mins after we broke up. it killed me but it felt like i couldn’t leave you

I would give anything to go back and feel the way I did when we first met, even if it lead to the same heartbreak

hey long time no talk. I wish you would talk to me more and its been like 4 or 5 months whatever but anyways i really liked our conversations and all and i felt like our humor clicked and all but you never reached out after that. Its fine though ive found someone else to dream about

I haven't known that long. But I've already fallen in love with you, even though I don't want to admit it since you have a girl. I've never fallen in love with anyone before but this feels like love to me. I love how close we are and how you make me feel. You've become a very important person to me in such a short time and I hope we never become strangers. Whenever I get a hug from you I feel like the world stops and all my problems go away. I feel safe in your arms. I know you'll never feel the same way about me. I mean look at me. I'm not the best looking and I'm not skinny. I'm overweight and lets face it you'd never fall for me. I'll never truly be happy until I know that you're happy. I'm scared that someday I'll lose you like I've lost so many before I've met you. I'll never forget buying you that expensive hoodie but I don't regret it because I know how much you love hoodies. I hate when you talk bad about yourself, I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. I love your personality. You know how to make me laugh during work. God you're so cute. I wish I could call you mine but sadly I'll never be able to. I love you with my whole heart. C.M

You knew I loved you and you loved me back so why did you choose the girl that ended up hurting you so much to the point where you felt like you couldn't take it anymore and ended it all? Why man, I loved you and I always will. I miss everyday and wish you were here.

I just got over the fact that you were happy without me, that you've found a new love. but then you came back into my life and you cheated on your girlfriend and called me a mistake...

I hope you eventually realize what you lost. You left me to suffer by myself when you knew you were the only person I had. Not only did you just leave me, but you left me for someone else. I hope it was worth it because you are out living happily while I sit and drown in my pain that you caused. We were so good together we built so much together and you threw it all away for someone new. I don’t hate you I just regret ever letting you into my life. If I could take it all back I would

fuck you. why do i care so much about you for you to not give me the time of day? this is exhausting.

Dear Connor,

I really don't know how to properly word this, and I feel like I've never really known how but I guess I'll start by saying thank you; thank you for showing me how to love. I've never truly known how to live my life without feeling like every single day would turn out to be a disaster. However, from the minute I met you, I knew that my life was going to change for the better. I never completely knew why, or how, but, I just had a feeling- and I was right. Connor, you taught me that instead of every day turning out to be a disaster, every day would actually turn out to be a story. A long-lasting, pure memory. Every moment spent with you is a time in my life that I'll never forget, as it has helped me grow as a person, has helped me smile and laugh even on my darkest days, and helped me believe that even I, can be loved and accepted into this world. Thank you so much for that. Even if we haven't known each other for too long, I can definitely say that you are the best thing, by far, that has ever happened to me. I will continue to love you until the day I die, because I have always wanted you, and will always want you. I love you so much.

I really loved you.I resented you for doing what you did when I now realize I was in the wrong. I confused you. I'm sorry. You didn't have to go behind my back and start talking to my sister though. I will always resent but love you.

You will forever be my best friend, I would give everything I have to kiss you again. When we meet again I'm never letting you go.

i feel like i don't even like you anymore, but i need to hold on because i care about you so much. please give me your love and attention again. i miss the old you :(

thank you for saving my life. even though you had no idea you were the best thing thats ever happened to me. i will always love you.

i wish we had made more memories together before you left, but i replay the memories we do have over and over. i still have the earplugs that you gave me (dumb i know) and of course, Adrienne. i will probably never see you again but i miss you. maybe in our next life.

Do you still think about me like I think about you? I mean, the answer’s pretty obvious, because you still write these dumbass messages on here for me, right? Honestly can’t tell if they’re you or not. Either grow a pair for once in your life and text me and say what you want to say to my face, or keep being spineless. Truth be told, I am content with never talking to you again due to the complete lack of respect I have for you. Do you even want a proper goodbye or would you just prefer we fade out of each others lives and act as if the other never existed? Your choice.

i dont know how to face my feelings for u. i dont wanna ruin anything we have. but damn it, i really like you.

i keep praying to god that maybe you'll come back and say you've missed me. you wont. you never will.

I wish you missed me like I miss you, I hope you're well and ok and I know we haven't talked in months but you'll always have a special place in my heart and I wish you come back I don't know where we went wrong

you are the problem, i wasted so much time and patience with you, hope you’re doing horrible. fuck you for everything you’ve done, don’t want to hear from you ever again, kys

Hey. I'm really sorry I asked you out last year. We were two sleeves of the pants but I should've known I was just a friend. You're the guy I'll wonder about with a bittersweet taste in my mouth till I'm 80.

Hey. I’m really sorry I asked you out last year. We were two sleeves of the same pants but I should’ve known I was just a friend. You’re the guy I’ll wonder about with a bittersweet taste in my mouth till I’m 80

i wish we talked things out. i dont want to get back together but i cant help still being upset about it

lmaoo why did i even try with you... you gave me so many headaches... thanks for teaching me that i don’t need to change for anyone ig...