I thought we were so in love. How could you leave me so easily? How did I become so unimportant to you in just a month. I would have fought for us because I thought we had something so special. It breaks my heart knowing you wouldn’t do the same. I keep telling myself you’ll come back. But I’ve come to the realization your not. You were my best friend and not being able to talk to you is so hard. The amount of times I’ve wanted to reach out is unbelievable. But I can’t because your the one who left me. Left me with no closure. And yes “ not wanting to put the time in” wasn’t closure for me. Sometimes I wonder if you were just using me and I pray to god that wasn’t the case. You always jokingly accused me of cheating but I never even once thought of it. Connor you meant so much to me and I loved you with all of my heart. I would have done anything for you and our relationship. I will forever miss our late night FaceTimes and the way things were in the beginning. It sucks that u were the person i was closest to and now we are complete strangers. If I could choose to do it all over again I wouldn’t, because the way you abandoned me when I need you the most has caused me a terrible amount of pain.

I still carry so much pain. I don't even understand why. It has been three years now, but somehow it still manages to break my heart not being able to talk to you and see all the wonderful things you have accomplished. I wish I did something differently and you were still here. I don't think ill ever stop blaming myself just a little bit

i still get butterflies when you text me, just like i used to. please stay forever. you never cease to make me smile, and you become more handsome every time i see you

if you really did love me, we would still be together, and part of me wishes you did love me in the first place.

Even after all this time, I still love you. I wanted so badly for you to love me too, but it was clear you didn't anymore. For me, it'll always be you.

you only said 'i love you' when you were intoxicated and i know i wasn't much better but it still hurt sometimes

just like pyramids. I wish we were even friends, I seriously felt like we were soulmates. Your the one part of home I miss sometimes. Maybe Ill meet you in the next life. If you see this please reach out, trust me con, its me. Hope life is treating you well.

hi,
i really regret liking you but you were my first real crush. at the time it felt like you were trying to hurt me, but now i realize dating you would have painted an ugly mark on my spotless, cringe-less(and also non-existent) dating history. nevertheless, i'm glad were friends now. bye

I'm afraid I'll never love someone again. the person i love is dead, but maybe i'll find you again in another life.

we most probably won’t last, but you were the best friend i could’ve had while i was going through so many things. and the best boyfriend that made me believe love was real. i love you endlessly. i hope you find your person

My mind constantly plays the moments we’ve shared together when Im curled up in bed pretending I get to hold you like I used to. I miss you and what we had terribly but it’s for the best that things are over now. I love your broad shoulders and the freckles all over you and the way your face looks when you’re smiling. Im always gonna treasure you and you better not forget about me either biotch

We were young. We were best friends. I truly loved you and still do to be honest. 6 years later... why did you leave me? I think about you so much, I hope you think of me.

i finally let you go. i feel like i can finally breathe and be with someone who actually loves me and wants me.

I miss you everyday, it pains me so much. I just want to talk to you again, please. I hope heaven is good. I love you

Why did you have to be that way? I thought it was just you and I against the world, until it was us against each other.

you’ll always mean the world to me. we have always found our way back to each other but i don’t think we will this time.

I've been on delivered for 3 weeks. Regardless of my feelings for you that you don't know about, why won't you respond? We're friends. You have time to talk to all your other friends, but me. I don't care if you don't like me like I like you. I just want us to be friends at least.

you’re my first love fr, i thought it was the person before you because he took my virginity, but that wasn’t love i was craving attention i thought i needed to be important to someone and that’s not what love is, connor you’re my first love and i’m still so in love with you 5 months later. yes we may not be together but you could talk down on me and i’d still fall head over heels all over again. i wish i really got to tell you how much i loved you bc i don’t think you truely understood i’m here snotting and bawling in the middle of a thunder and lightning storm just thinking about you and how happy you seem with your new girl. i’m glad youre happy i just wish we could have solved our problems but this is the third time you’ve dipped out on me so what should i expect. forever my first love you will be maybe we’ll cross paths again but for now i hope you’re doing well baby

god, i tried I really did, i tried to ignore how I feel and get over you. but when I look at you I feel so much love and happiness, even now after we've broken up, when we hook up and you kiss me I can feel the butterflies and my heart jumps. whenever you call me handsome i acutally believe it, even after days of self hate. you make me feel amazing and I want you, I want you back and I want our future but you dont know what you want and god does that fucking hurt. but i'll stay and ill wait until you deicde, even if it means just being your fuck buddy until you move on because I really do love you, more then I have ever loved someone. I dont wanna lose you, I love you Francis.

imagine ending things bc u cant do long distance and then still doing it. "it wasn't you" ok fuck off

i can’t describe the way i felt for you, and i think the fact i had to fight for your attention made me want you more. when you did what you did you changed me but...we’re re both different now and i hope we can reconnect once we stop being stubborn. Maybe in another life...

god you give me butterflies, i really hope you invite me over. Im sorry ive been drunk so much, but its the only excuse I have to say how Im truly feeling. otherwise you wouldnt want to be around me. hell Im drinking as i type this. just hoping ill stay ip until youre out of work and you'll invite me over so I can see you, and I can see your handsome face and feel you touch me and kiss me cause fuck, i miss you so much. i hate how much I love you, because I really do love you a lot Francis.

My heart still races every time i see you and i cant help but smile at your face. even when i was the one who left...

i hope you see me in little parts of her. i hope the words i said to you haunt you. i hope you regret hurting me.

You left me when I needed you most after you promised you wouldn’t. After I dropped everything to be there when you needed me. And yet I would do it again in a heart beat. I still Love you with everything in me, and will for a very long time.

u are the best brother i could ever ask for even tho urr pissing me off rn i love u endlessly or whatever

Thank you for being so kind. i think about the back of your car a lot. i know you won’t say you love me but i wish.

i fucking hate you. you made me so scared to ever fall in love and yet you still blame it on me. after everything you put me through, she was still better.

IM LITERALLY SO FUCKING SCARED TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU SO IG I WILL JUST TELL YOU ON THIS WEBSITE! UH YEAH I LOVE U SM I WOULD FUCKING KILL MYSELF FOR YOU, I WISH I HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO SAY THIS IN REAL LIFE BUT I DONT LMFDJHUBFYGQKFWUG

sup jazz boy. I doubt you'd use this site so I'm gonna say stuff ig. ur pretty cool u know. don't let anyone tell u different. :)

i chased until my legs ached because you made me feel like i was worthy of love. unfortunately, it was only temporary.
we were too different, and i've changed a lot since then and i think we would get along better now but i have no interest in chasing you ever again. i must let my legs rest

I rly like you but I feel like if I tell you you won’t feel the same and and molly and I won’t be friends anymore.

I trust you its just that you've played my trust multiple times and I still give you chances because I love you.

I wish our relationship was something real and we did actual things together not the same repeat schedule everyday. it makes me feel like im just your friend. we are together so why don't we actually act like it

i still think about you all the time... i really miss having you around. you always knew how to cheer me up... please tell me what i did

I have never had a love like you before, you brought more light to my life than ever before. I’m sorry my head got too much. You were my everything even when I didn’t show it. I wish things could be different but I know it’s time for me to grow now. Although you’re no longer the person I knew you to be, I’ll never think you’re a bad person deep down. Thank you for making me happy. It was short; but it was sweet.

hey connor, it’s been awhile. in another lifetime, we probably would’ve stayed friends, and I’m sorry that couldn’t be a reality this time around. i hope you’re doing ok, wherever you are.

man you fucked me up you'd mesage me like. you really loved me and be the same when we were alone but switch up around other people and you'd say you loved me and you'd SAY all these nice things but never show any affection I got 1 HUG in 6 months never even held my hand or cuddled me regularly idk man you fucked me up I got deeply screwed up after you Ive felt shitter ever since I started smoking w33d and drinking a whole lot more
thanks man its great

I’ll always miss you. There’s so many songs that I cant listen to anymore because they bring me right back to staring at your brown eyes and wishing I hadnt left town. I wish I hated you sometimes, i wouldnt still be thinking about you after all these years. I’ll meet you in another lifetime connor, maybe even in this one. If it was as simple as texting you and telling you all of this, i would, but it’s not. I always wonder if you think about me like I think about you, or if you could imagine how much it sucks to see you in my dreams all the time. This all just sucks. I love And miss you.

i know it wasnt much and i wasnt your first choice, but maybe later we will meet again. still im grateful for what we started even if we left it openended

I miss you more then you will ever know, and being your friend is the only way I can be in your life. that's fine though, better then nothing I guess. I just miss the version of you that was in love with me.

i'm sorry, i think i caught feelings for you again. i know you just want to stay friends but i miss you a lot and i know things can never go back to the way they were before but i still think of you a lot.

why wasn’t i good enough for you? what did she have that i didn’t? i would’ve given you the world but you decided your world was her.

I really like you and I don’t know how you feel about me. I know you said you don’t want a relationship but idk. I can’t tell if we’re on good terms or not but I really really hope we continue to talk

I'm sorry I never knew what to say. You were the first person to ever care and I didn't know how to handle that.

I really do love you. I’m tired of watching your relationship from the sidelines, but I know I’m just a friend. I just wish that I had the comfort of knowing he loves you like I do.

Ive moved on now, but i still think of the pain you caused me as you lead me on and manipulated me for so long

i don’t know why u ever did what u did but i hope you know it haunts me that i still think about you everyday

terrified to move on because moving on means forgetting, and I would rather be heartbroken then to forget about u

i really do love you. your losing feelings aren’t you. i rlly think so. ik you are. i want to know the truth man.