i still think about you all the time. you literally could not care less about me, i’m blocked and we haven’t talked in awhile but for some reason i can’t get you out of my head. i have so many dreams about you. ones i wish were real. this all sounds really dumb but i don’t think you have any idea how strong my feels were or are for you. i’m in love with you. no matter what other people say i know i am. it’s a really shitty first love and you can be a really really shitty person but i know you aren’t as shallow as everyone thinks you are. there’s so much more, so much good no one else sees. but i do. i need to move on but it’s hard. i don’t think i’ll ever be completely over you even if i say i am or try to tell myself i am. there will always be something there for you.