Unsent messages to WILL
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
You will always be my first love. I just wish i hadn’t ruined things because I know things will never be the same.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:22 am UTC
i miss how you made me laugh. i wish i could figure out my feelings before. you also made me hate myself. i hate you for that.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 16, 2020, 10:53 pm UTC
i don't know how you feel abt me. it's confusing. you're confusing. but i think that i like you. for real, this time.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:16 am UTC
You always told me that you and I were the same in that we both always worried so much about the future that we missed the present. Ever since we ended it, I can tell you've been so much happier. I think it's because you learned how to do that on your own and I was the thing that held you back from being happy with life as it is. I'm still trying my best to be happy by myself and to not worry as much as I do. I know what you would tell me. You were always right and I never could see it. I should have taken your advice. I'm sorry for that.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 15, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
id be lying if i said i havent thought about u at all. ur always the first thought on my mind even though its been since june. i miss u. ill always want u.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 15, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
i fucking hate you so much. you never cared about me. you just wanted to use me. why would you make me feel like im not good enough? i already know i'm not. you're an awful person. i can't believe i stayed after you cheated. the breakup hurt me more than it did you. fuck you will. seriously.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 14, 2020, 8:11 pm UTC
im really sorry. it would have never worked out. I should have known sooner. We have very different lives and I don't even really know what I want yet. What I do know is that I need to be with someone more like me.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 14, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
i will never be able to apologise enough everything. i would give anything to be able to talk to you one last time.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 13, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
you’ve been someone else’s for 2 years now, and i’ve moved on but i still can’t stop imagining life with you
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 12, 2020, 11:58 pm UTC
i still remember your face. "Nerd alert!" that's for sure. what kind of loser pines for someone like you?
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 11, 2020, 2:50 am UTC
I think I've been a little bit in love with you since you sat next to me at the movie and that scares me
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 11, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
Sometimes I think about how we probably spent the rest of our lives together in another universe. That version of us is definitely cracking up at the fact that we decided to part ways in this life. I miss you and I still love you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:52 pm UTC
i wish we could’ve lasted longer, do you know how much you meant to me? when i lost you i lost myself
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:12 am UTC
thank you for not loving me. you forced me to find it within myself and realize that was all i needed.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 9, 2020, 12:41 pm UTC
You said you wanted to make up for all the bad things I’ve been through, but you became one of those bad things.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 8, 2020, 6:33 pm UTC
I will never be able to express how grateful I am for the fact that you exist, and I get to know you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 8, 2020, 4:31 pm UTC
I should've listen to you when you told me to go kill myself. I still don't know what I did to deserve that.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:24 am UTC
I don't want to think about you anymore you ruined my life. You took everything from me and destroyed all I had and now I have nothing and you have everything. All I did was try to love you and you're still punishing me for it. I want to get away from you so badly. From here. From everyone who hates me so much because of you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 6, 2020, 1:11 am UTC
I started dating a guy that popped his thumbs like you and I do. It made my stomach drop because you were the only other person I knew who did that too. I had to end it with him.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 5, 2020, 5:02 pm UTC
I really miss you. I wish I could tell you everything that’s happened these past few months. It’s been so hard for me and I wish I could hear your voice. I hope things go well for you and you find someone who’s worth it. I’ll forever love you from a distance.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 2, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
You’re the only person to make me cry from happiness. I know things didn’t work out but I’m still here and I’m happy today because of you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 1, 2020, 2:16 pm UTC
I wish there was a way to let you go without forgetting you because the only thing keeping me from moving on is not wanting to forget how it felt to be loved by someone like you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: November 1, 2020, 6:18 am UTC
I don't really understand what happened. I think I messed it up and if I could go back and change things, I would. I love you so much and want you back.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 30, 2020, 8:02 pm UTC
Lord willin is what I would call you. Your birthday was yesterday. You shattered my heart like no one ever has, and Even thought we are young....I thought you were the one. even after everything I still hope our paths cross again in the future.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 28, 2020, 1:42 pm UTC
I really wish that we never met because I missed out on so much because I was so sad that you didn't want me.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 27, 2020, 11:49 am UTC
I’m addicted to your energy. I always rush out of physics so I can smile at you before you walk away with your friends.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 27, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
I’m addicted to your energy. I always rush out of physics so I can smile at you before you walk away with your friends.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 26, 2020, 5:53 am UTC
I wish I could remember the day I fell in love with you but I just can't seem to do it. It's like we were always connected somehow, like the history of us went back way further than the time we started and ended. It's so strange how life happens. One day you're a boy who I know and I pass and I don't feel a thing and now I don't think I'll ever be able to look at you and not feel a thing. Sometimes I imagine what life would have been like if it just never happened. if that day, that moment, that exchange, whatever it was, if the universe had just let me not feel it and let it pass. Sometimes I wonder but then I realize I wouldn't wish for that ever. Because the lesson of you, of us, all the hurt and the fights and the mistakes, it just taught me what it meant to love someone. Not perfectly, not in the best way, but it taught me how it felt to look at someone and know that you always wanted them to be happy and that you always would feel like they made you better. You taught me how to love people and I wouldn't change that for anything. Next time I'll love better. If only I could have gotten it right the first time. I can't believe how much time has passed and so quickly. I'm so happy that you're happy now and i think I finally mean that. For awhile I was so angry with you but as time would have it, I can see it clearly now. We had to end whatever we were doing and we should never do that again because we're not right for each other. You deserve someone who gets it right the first time and I deserve a chance to start over somewhere else. She deserves you, Will. Because I think for a long time she was unhappy and a little lost and I think anyone who feels like that needs to be around someone like you. You are human sunshine. You should be around other people who feel like sunshine and don't take any of that away. I know, I know, you'll never see this and probably will never want to hear from me again. But I just wanted to put it into the universe that I'm happy for you. I hope you stay happy. And I forgive you. I didn't think I ever would, but I understand why you had to leave and I see that it was for the best. I think you two are good for each other and I hope that it lasts, for whatever it's worth.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:43 am UTC
I would give anything to twist my fingers around the curls in your hair, and hear you say my name just one more time. God I fucking miss you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 22, 2020, 8:18 am UTC
I keep sitting around my apartment and imagining you in the places you always stood - staring out my window at sunset or standing in the kitchen pouring a glass of wine. I’d give anything to see you here again.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how crushed I would be if you made that decision, but I can’t. This already hurt us once, and I’m scared of it happening again and so are you.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 20, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
You liked me before i realised i liked you, then we were separated. i thought i was over it but you still live in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 18, 2020, 4:05 pm UTC
i had the biggest crush on you when i was 12 and now as we’re finishing secondary school it’s all coming back to me. these last couple of weeks i did think we had something but you’re back with bella and that’s ok . you know where to find me if something happens
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 16, 2020, 6:18 pm UTC
i’m tired of pretending you wrote all of these to me, we fought, pandemic, i moved, no goodbye, i miss u
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 16, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
i’m tired of pretending you wrote all of these to me, we fought, pandemic, i moved, no goodbye, i miss u
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 16, 2020, 12:25 pm UTC
how dare you? i trusted you and you used me. i don’t think you ever really loved me, but i still supported you while you ruined everything. i hope you’re alone forever.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 15, 2020, 7:42 pm UTC
you were my first secondary school crush, and now as we’re finishing secondary school, it’s come flooding back. i thought we were developing a bond, meanwhile you were drawn back to her :’) i think you’ll always be in my heart, whether it matters to you or not. enjoy the record
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 13, 2020, 1:14 pm UTC
I am really sorry for all the pain I put you through. I hope you found the happiness you deserve, even if it’s not with me.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
i will never love somebody as wholeheartedly, unconditionally and completely as i loved you. wishing you nothing but bliss xx
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
i will never love somebody as wholeheartedly, unconditionally and completely as i loved you. wishing you nothing but bliss xx
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:25 am UTC
i will never love someone as wholeheartedly, unconditionally and completely as i loved you. i wish you nothing but bliss
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:30 pm UTC
I should have been the one to break you but I stayed by ur side through everything and you yet u ruined me
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:28 pm UTC
I should have been the one to break you but I stayed by ur side through everything and you yet u ruined me
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 5, 2020, 2:00 pm UTC
I know you never knew I had feelings for you, but I was scared to tell you. I knew you wouldn’t like me back
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
You hurt me in ways I can not explain. I trusted you and you took my trust and basically said it doesn’t matter. Hope your having fun with my bestfreind
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:04 pm UTC
I don't regret it, but I do need to move on, I miss you loads but i guess it wasn't it for us
Go live your best life for me
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:46 am UTC
william
i love you. know you will always be apart of me and have a special place in my heart. thank you for giving me your all and for loving me so much. I wish you didn't live so freaking far.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
dude where do i start. so it's been 2 years of liking u. i can't get u off my mind. all day, every day it's u. i KNOW the feelings not mutual, but i can't bear the thought of moving on from you, i know we're not gonna happen cause i'm wayyy out of ur league, but i wish we could be together. GOD i hate you, but i also wish i could tell you how much i love you. maybe one day.
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:21 am UTC
You are the best friend I don't know what it would be like if I had never met you. When you talk to me, my day is lit up and I will never forget how much you made me laugh and the weird noises that I only found funny. I miss you the absolute most and I will never forget you. I feel like if I needed to come to anyone and tell them my issues, I know you would laugh and my face but still maybe help me. Miss you the most
From: ABC
To: will
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
You didn't know what was "for the best" for us. You just didn't want to try harder because you knew you couldn't apologize for everything you lied about that I found out.
