Unsent messages to WILL
From: ABC
To: will
i thought i loved you and i feel so stupid for that. but thank you for being in my life and teaching me that sometimes people are just assholes for no reason. you really sucked
From: ABC
To: will
i wish you could’ve seen yourself the way i saw you, it’s hard now, but things change and that’s life.
From: ABC
To: will
i know it's not your fault that every time im reminded of you my day is ruined. i wish that you had actually valued me in the way it seemed like you did
From: ABC
To: will
I have dreams of you almost every night now. The happier my dreams get the sadder I feel when I wake up from them.
From: ABC
To: will
lol i know were still friends but i remember how we used think we were dating in preschool lol, it was fun while it lasted but you know we were just like 4, also your an asshole just thought you should know that.
From: ABC
To: will
you were 18 and i was 15. i know i loved you and i won't ever forget you, but when i look back it feels wrong.
From: ABC
To: will
it's been you. even through shitty middle school and endless relationships it's been you. i'm sorry i didn't see it sooner. we have a second shot. let's use it :)
From: ABC
To: will
Part of me wishes you were here so that you could tell me what I should do but I know I have to figure it out without you. I really miss you.
From: ABC
To: will
You know, when we first ended everything- whatever we were- I used to see you everywhere. I used to be in grocery stores and resturants and movies and every single guy with dark hair who stood a little taller than everyone else, I could have sworn that he was you. I would convince myself that by some miracle we would be brought together again. Though it never was you and when that hit me, it was like I couldn't breathe. it was like I thought I was going to fall apart. Then a lot of time passed and I could see things clearly again. I saw how badly we treated each other, I saw how you didn't love me at all, and I saw how you knew that I was hurt, and you just didn't care. I still see those tall, brown haired boys in passing but now I'm okay that it's not you and never will be. Better than okay. Instead of falling apart, I feel a little relieved. Kind of like what people mean when they say you duck and just barely "dodge a bullet."
From: ABC
To: will
I hate your smile and I hate your eyes and I hate your laugh. I only hate them because I used to love them. And then you left.
From: ABC
To: will
the way u left hurt the most. things were perfect and then you walked out of my life randomly, like i was nothing to u.
From: ABC
To: will
Why didn’t you come get me on my 18th birthday? You promised. I waited by the window every night for three months. It’s been a year. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: will
Why didn’t you come get me on my 18th birthday? You promised. I waited by the window every night for three months. It’s been a year. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: will
there was a time in my life where i craved validation. i begged the lord to unite me with my soulmate, and coincidentally i met you. are you really the one? or am i still just too much of a dreamer.
From: ABC
To: will
i'm so afraid i'll never stop loving you, just as much as i always have. and yet i can't forgive you
From: ABC
To: will
i really like you. i wish i told you sooner. but now you have a gf.
From: ABC
To: will
why did you hold me so tight not even hours after getting with her ?
From: ABC
To: will
i miss you, i know i never told you i loved you but i do. i do. i do. i do. I DO. please come back
From: ABC
To: will
the truth is i never stop thinking about what we could’ve been. i miss you mustang
From: ABC
To: will
I hope you get the help we all know you need. It’s time to move on
From: ABC
To: will
i know you never loved me, but i wish you were atleast honest about it.
From: ABC
To: will
i'd do whatever it takes to make you feel loved, but it's too late now isn't it?
From: ABC
To: will
I thought I was in love with you. Maybe I was, but mostly I wanted to be you. I wanted to be a boy.
From: ABC
To: will
I hate that I think about u everyday, how ur green eyes looked into mine, & then how u gave up on us
From: ABC
To: will
were u flirting w me when I saw u at ur old job? I was flirting but I think ur straight
From: ABC
To: will
It’s been 18 years and I still think of you. I wonder if you ever think of me.
From: ABC
To: will
idk what i did wrong or if i could have done something to make you stay but ill wait for you.
From: ABC
To: will
I hope you’re doing okay, If you ever wanna reach out don’t hesitate I’ll be a best friend forever
From: ABC
To: will
i think you used me to boost your ego temporarily because i was pretty and young
From: ABC
To: will
Come be my other half. I love you, there's nothing we can't work through, together
From: ABC
To: will
I used ur favourite colour I wonder if you actually loved me but I know I loved you
From: ABC
To: will
How can our very last conversation end in the most hurtful lie you’ve ever told me.
From: ABC
To: will
When you can’t do this anymore, I’ll do it for you because we stick together no matter what
From: ABC
To: will
it hurts so bad to realize i will NEVER have u the way i used to, i miss you more than anything
From: ABC
To: will
I hoped you’d come back but guess not, have a good life or don’t, I’ll hate u no matter what
From: ABC
To: will
Why are you acting this way? Are you falling out of love? Why are doing this to us?
From: ABC
To: will
were u flirting w me when I came into ur job? we're friends and u left that job but I still wonder
From: ABC
To: will
Everything is awful and I miss you so much. I'm sorry I couldn't say it back. I wish I could.
From: ABC
To: will
Sucks that you couldn’t be the person I needed. You are not insufficient, you just aren’t for me.
From: ABC
To: will
and the I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like I love you
