Unsent messages to TOM
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:23 pm UTC
home isn’t home unless you’re here. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:13 am UTC
even though you don’t care, i always will and i wish you well
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:21 pm UTC
I would take you back in a heartbeat if you gave me the chance
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: July 11, 2023, 7:55 pm UTC
on friday im going to tell you that i love you
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: July 10, 2023, 7:21 pm UTC
I am so in love with you that my heart beats your name
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:26 pm UTC
If you see this, then I'm sorry. I hope you find the strength to take care of yourself and be happy. I think you truly deserve that regardless of what happened between us. Good luck with everything, buddy.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:34 pm UTC
The boy that I fell in love with when I was 15, was the most beautiful boy I've ever met. You are now completely unrecognisable to me. You've changed into the person I was always scared you would change into. Why are you doing that stuff again? The stuff you promised me you would never do again. I thought you hated the person you where when you used to do that stuff? I've moved on now, 2 months completely free of you. The night you broke up with me, no longer haunts me every night. I am falling in love with life again, and I no longer need you in my life. I just sometimes wish you would stop making bad choices. I know you hate me now, but that boy I fell madly in love with in the April of 2019, will always hold the most special place in my heart. I loved you Tommy. But I do not anymore. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:02 am UTC
I wish you gave me an answer as to why you wanted to hurt someone you loved... If you even loved me in the first place
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:30 pm UTC
i can’t stop thinking of you and although we’ve drifted apart a little, i hope i don’t lose you. i love you, my frog.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:56 am UTC
Why won’t you come back? Why did you start talking to your ex the second you decided our break was a breakup? How could you
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:41 pm UTC
I fucking love you baby even if your not here. I don’t blame you for going up there but I miss you and wish it never happened. Sleep well my love
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:35 pm UTC
I had a crush on you for the longest time, if you have a crush on me now, just wanted to let you know know i don’t feel anything back luv xx
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:46 am UTC
i’ve just unfriended you because i’m hung up over someone who doesn’t like me back and if i don’t unfriend you i’m going to keep on texting you and you’re going to keep leaving me on read and i can’t keep hurting myself like that
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:44 am UTC
it really fucking hurts when i know you don’t like me back, you don’t even like me in general and idk what to do. honestly i don’t even cry over it at this point because i’ve stopped becoming sad at this point, i think it’s just like empty there’s nothing there when someone does something it’s like it doesn’t even affect me anymore and i kinda like it that way. either way i won’t talk to you anymore sorry i bother you so much but you were the only one who could make me feel something, i used to sit there and blush even tho you didn’t even give me actual answers and ive just seen you’ve left me on opened when i’m trying to make conversation and i don’t know how to feel about it. i just wanted this one thing.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:38 am UTC
i really like you but i’m pretty sure you like someone else, i smile whenever i get a text from you but i’m always the one to start the conversation and i can’t drop you no matter hard i try. i always feel like i’m the one trying and you aren’t which is probably what’s happening because i don’t think you even like me. i like it when we joke around and mess about because even if it’s just in lessons it’s the only time i ever get to talk to you. you constantly insult me and put me down tho and i don’t know if you’re joking or do it on purpose but i laugh it off but it actually hurts me
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:50 pm UTC
i’m so sorry about last time and i know i can’t tell you now cause i don’t wanna fuck shit up for u but i love u
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:00 am UTC
I wish you could see how much better off and stronger I am without you in my life anymore. I didn’t need you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:33 pm UTC
You taught me so much yet you hurt me so badly. I will never forget what we had. I wish you a lifetime of happiness. To be very honest a tiny little part in me still believes we'll end up together. But I don't think we will and thats just fine. Love, your first girlfriend
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:58 am UTC
I took the time to change for the better, for a better us. It hurst knowing you don’t love me enough to change, just enough to hate me for it not working out perfectly.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:27 pm UTC
i fell in love with your eyes. i planned to spend everyday with you until death. overtime, everything changes. but your eyes, they would always stay the same.beautiful brown.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:21 pm UTC
I’m glad I met you, and I’m glad you were my first love. I wish things didn’t go the way they did but i did truly love you. It’s scary going from being your everything to strangers. I wish you had properly said goodbye to me. I wish it wasn’t so abrupt. I wish you’d given me the chance I asked for and saw me that weekend. Saw that we were fine and that you were thinking too deep but it didn’t happen. I’m still upset and I guess I’ll never fully get over you. You were my first love and it’s hard, I told everyone about us. I miss how we were in the beginning and I wish , more than anything , that I could reverse the moment it all went wrong between us. We tried and we tried but I don’t think your heart was all there. I truly hope you find happiness with someone else, someone who will love you just as much as I did and make you 10 x happier than I did. You deserve it. You had the right intentions but I guess I wasn’t the one that could bring that love and affection out of you. I’m sorry for the hurtful things I said to you when we argued and I’m sorry for not being understanding. I wish you didn’t end it so close to my birthday, but i guess you felt it was right. The break up was good for me, I’m finding myself now and I’m finding confidence in myself. I’ve learnt I can’t love anyone else until I love myself. You taught me that. So thank you. For everything. I love you so so much , you’ll always be the one boy I remember forever. My first love.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:27 pm UTC
You lied to everyone and said to these people that I was a bad person just to feel loved by the others and now feel lonely because of you because you lied to everybody . Maybe One day you’ll know what it is to be rejected because of one person . I’m sorry for myself to fall in love with you
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:18 am UTC
I hope you were telling the truth when you said we’re going to be friends for a long long time
Thankyou
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:18 am UTC
Its sad how i tell you all my secrets and you know all about my family and life problems, and then ur gone
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:02 pm UTC
You broke my heart , you broke my heart so bad .I now realise you never deserved me .As much as i wanted things to be different they aren't .I miss you sometimes . But i know i deserve more than what you did to me . I loved you and didnt deserve how much love i gave you .I dont hate you . I want you to be happy . But the thought of you or seeing your face brings me so much pain . Goodbye Tom . i cant be your friend but know you are always tucked away in a deep place in my heart .Those happy memories we shared .
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:47 pm UTC
sometimes at 3am i wake up, drowsy, and pull the covers a little closer, and as i fall back asleep, i almost think your arms are around me again
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:35 pm UTC
i’m sorry i led you on for so long. i wish i treated you better. i still read over our messages. you deserve the world
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:26 pm UTC
i still have all the screenshots from when i first fell in love with you. i look back at them and i fall in love all over again. you’re so fucking perfect, tom.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:09 am UTC
I wish I knew then, what I know now. Maybe we would still be together. You will always have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:22 pm UTC
i miss you a lot although it's been a year and i was selfish. i hope you're well right now. please remember to eat and drink enough and keep up your hygeine. i love you forever, even if it isn't the same way i did when we were together
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:35 am UTC
I still think of you everyday even if it's been 3 years. I wonder where you are or what you are up to. I wish our failed relationship wouldn't have ruined our friendship.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:08 pm UTC
im sorry i cant be the perfect girl for you i want to be i promise and its so hard i think i do like you but its so complicated as i cant even tell if its me talking or my mentalhealth i want u the way u want me but i cant rn my feelings just wont let me
if i do text u abt this youll know its ur ruby. im sorry i do like u
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:23 pm UTC
you'll properly look at this and think 'aw what a lovely yellow' when in fact it isn't. but its okay, you're cute and i love you and you make me so incredibly happy and so immensely comfortable that those small silly things just make me love you even more.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:14 am UTC
I know we only spoke on a dating app and never met in real life. But i really wanted you to be real. I can’t stop thinking about you and what could of been, what if you were The One.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:56 pm UTC
i hope you always know how much your love fulfills my soul. thank you for filling my night skies with moonlight.
A.A
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:43 pm UTC
I just wanna say that i love you and that i am happy that we are talking again. I hope we will have the chance to reacreate something together. I hope that you are my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:01 pm UTC
i cant wait to grow so old with you that we r still together at 95 chilling in our little bungalow :)
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:01 pm UTC
I want nothing but happiness for you. I know the way we loved was the way that only happens when you’re young. I’m glad we had a moment to understand.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:11 pm UTC
My life felt as if I were just breathing... it had no meaning before you spoke to me. I was so happy. You talked to me almost everyday for some reason, and it made me so happy... even if you said just one word, a text message. You probably don't realise it, but you changed my life completely. I hate the fact that I could never muster up the courage to tell you this Tom, but I love you. We don't see each other anymore, but I hope you're doing well, I will never forget the memories you gave me. Even if I lived for a million years. No memory could possibly overwrite the ones with you in.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:00 pm UTC
I think about you everyday, even though we only spent two months together and you're with her. The possibilities of us are always on my mind
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:31 pm UTC
I won’t forget the feeling of fear i felt stood beside you that day. Your an idiot. Yet I can’t stop falling for that gorgeous smile.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:46 pm UTC
It’s been over 2 years since we lost you. I still can’t get it to my head why you never asked for help and I blame myself sometimes for not asking if you were okay. I never went to your funeral because my dad said it would be too sad and everyday I regret not going because there’s a part of me that believes you’re somewhere on this earth waiting for someone to find you.
Love you tommo
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:48 am UTC
You used me for my body you abandoned me. you where my first love. I thought what you said was true. And after that you used another girl for her nudes. When does it stop? you are hurting people. Was I just another girl? How many have you done this to?
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:14 am UTC
I gave you my heart and you took it for a walk like some dog, sometimes i still feel the leash tugging at it.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:30 pm UTC
I love you, first and foremost. I found the love of my life so early, I feel so blessed to know I have you for the rest of our lives. I can’t wait to meet Teddy and Daisy, I can’t wait to see the father you’ll be to them.
I can’t wait to be your wife
