Unsent messages to ASH
From: ABC
To: ash
i barely even knew u but the way ur memory pushes down on my chest everyday hurts so bad. u were never meant to leave the way you did. you were supposed to come back bc they say you always did. you were so beautiful and i can’t wait to come visit you at the place where you will rest forever
From: ABC
To: ash
Helping your projection lollll just wanna say that I'm sorry there have been times where I've been distant with our friendship, I don't know why I do that, I've done it with other people too sadly. I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you, I hope you know my actions never come out of malice. Thank you for being in my life
From: ABC
To: ash
You saved my life and I’ll never ever forget that, I am eternally grateful...I just wish that I could’ve saved yours...I miss you??
From: ABC
To: ash
You were my world and I feel like I can't breathe without you but we've gone our own ways, I miss you.
From: ABC
To: ash
thank you for making me feel like i deserve the whole world when i don't and treated me like i'm a perfect person for you when i'm not.
From: ABC
To: ash
if i say that i still love you, think about us, and our memories even after it ended. would you say the same?
From: ABC
To: ash
i really really love you, even though we've never met and i could never have you in a million years, i love you so so so so so much and i always will.
From: ABC
To: ash
do you think about me still the way i think about you? do you hope one day we will find our way back to each other... i do.
From: ABC
To: ash
when i first met you i thought damn shes hot but when i got to know you i was like damn her personality is hot.
peg me
From: ABC
To: ash
hey,
i don't think you'll ever see this. i love you more than anything. you're my best friend and you're my soulmate. i know things are hard right now but we can do this. i love you. always have, always will.
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From: ABC
To: ash
i dont know if you will see this, but thank you for making me happy. i love you forever. i hope things went well in a different universe, but now.. its time to let go. i love you.
From: ABC
To: ash
I find it funny how fast it all ended. Almost as fast as it started.
I still think about you sometimes though.
From: ABC
To: ash
hey cutie ;) so beyond lucky to be the one to love you the way you deserve. i love you today, tomorrow, & every day forever after that.
From: ABC
To: ash
hey cutie ;) i’ve never loved anyone the way i love you. it’s overwhelming in the best way & i truly hope it lasts forever. you’ve changed my life.
From: ABC
To: ash
I’m so glad I met you so long ago you make my day on a daily basis and I wish I could put that into better words. There days where I wake up just because I want to talk to you.
From: ABC
To: ash
Sometimes I think about us and want to go back, other times I think of us and want to punch you for doing those things with me. You will always hold a piece of my heart and I hate you for it.
From: ABC
To: ash
i want to be closer with you again :)) you're the only one who i have felt so comfortable sharing secrets i'd never confess to anyone else. why did we have to fade into strangers? i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: ash
you didn't call yourself that when we dated. i feel like i never knew you at all. my heart burns with hate. im sorry
From: ABC
To: ash
You're one of the greatest people I've ever met. You're so funny and I love talking to you everyday. If I'm ever feeling shitty you always make me feel better. Just know that I love you and you're an amazing person.
From: ABC
To: ash
I know you still think about me... The same why I still think about you..I just wonder if we’re thinking the same thing
From: ABC
To: ash
You are an amazing human. I’m sorry I’m bad at being a good friend to you. Please don’t ever leave me.
From: ABC
To: ash
you were the first person to tell me that it was ok to tell people you love them, that it wasn’t some phrase you could only use a certain ammount of times before it lost it’s meaning, you taught me that loving people isn’t a bad thing, you taught me that i don’t have to be what i always have been for the sake of others, but over it all i love you, you are genuinely one of the sweetest and warmest people i know, i look forward to seeing you whenever i can(hopefully soon) i truley belive the world is so so much better with you in it, i love you so much dude
From: ABC
To: ash
I think you and me are pretty similar, both the coping mechanism we use and the trauma we went through. When I saw you with Eiji I felt better, I felt alive, I felt like I could have a good ending too. I know that's bad projecting my hopes on you, I shouldn't do that, I know. But you make me feel like I can survive because you did it and I am really proud of you. I love you in a complete platonic way. When I saw you dead in that library my heart broke in thousand of pices. I'm still feeling bad for that. I think I will never heal. I thought that if you could survive i could do the same, so when I saw you like that I felt hopeless. I still am. You deserve better than this. You deserve better than everyone. If could change things I would, even at the cost of losing my life. You really are one of the best person in the universe and i understad you. I understand all you went through. Please come back. I will never say goodbye to you. I will try to not lose my hope. I will try to survive, because this don't even feel like living. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: ash
I loved you so much, I wish I could take it all back. I want to redo it all. you needed me but I wasn't there. I'm so sorry. I think of you every time I think of kpop or frogs. I hope you're doing ok now.
From: ABC
To: ash
Perdón por no ser como tú querías. Ahora he llegado a un punto donde no te soporto y te desprecio con todo mi ser. Ojalá no haberte conocido nunca.
From: ABC
To: ash
i still love you. i want you to know im not mad at you. i just miss being loved by you :((( i wish i could still call you my sunshine
From: ABC
To: ash
i wish i could tell u how i feel but sadly my ego won’t let me do so & i know urs won’t either so now we just sit in silence.
From: ABC
To: ash
I was in love with you and you were in love with someone else and now i’m with someone but I still think i’d choose u
From: ABC
To: ash
At least you aren't in pain anymore :) but now your soulmate is in pain i'm so glad you're happy now though but I think things could have gotten better if you decided to live and go to Japan
From: ABC
To: ash
recently u reached out and it gave me anxiety. i can’t tell if i miss u or want u to stay away. how did u even find me ?
From: ABC
To: ash
i wish you could see how much i've been and i am suffering. i guess i'm such of a high quality actress that could even lie to you by smiling.
From: ABC
To: ash
i awfully miss you and love you. i wish i could fix us to love again because i haven't and i can't move on from us.
From: ABC
To: ash
I lost you as both a partner and friend, I wish we’d ended on better terms. I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: ash
i hope u miss me even though i've been terrible to u. i will always love u. im so sorry. we had our time, and it's gone, but god, we were so in love. thank you for being my first love, but u always deserved better. take care of yourself, love.
From: ABC
To: ash
I love you so much, I really do. I've tried so hard to detach from you and yet I just can't seem to shake the grip you have on me and I truly dread the day we'll have to separate. I just... you really are the first person I've truly loved.
From: ABC
To: ash
Let's play again when we get to talk, once we met let's go stargazing.
i'll wait for you to keep your promise on coming to me.
- Someone who left you because of her emotions. -
From: ABC
To: ash
i'm writing this on his behalf. we are still terrified of you a year later. i don't know how you sleep at night. we both have ptsd now.
From: ABC
To: ash
i miss our friendship. our 8 year, stupid friendship. the countless memories, i miss it all. i'm better off without you, but i can't help but miss it.
From: ABC
To: ash
It’s almost my birthday. part of me wants you to wish me a good one, we were supposed to spend it together
From: ABC
To: ash
I wish you could notice how much you're truly worth, I need you to stay here forever and I can't let you go, come back.
From: ABC
To: ash
u give me anxiety, u know the old me. for some reason i still think of u and miss u. thanks for reaching out.
From: ABC
To: ash
we’ve been dating for a year but you’ll choose her every single time. it’s her feelings over mine, right?
From: ABC
To: ash
thank you for showing me that my trauma is not the only thing about me, you showed me that I can have happiness and i think i found it shes my equivalent of your shorter. platonic soulmates, but I'm scared she'll have the same reaction as you did to shorter's death mine. i don't want to leave her but i know its the right thing.
From: ABC
To: ash
I wish that you would seek help instead of running from your problems. You have so much potential, don’t waste it on superficial and unfulfilling things.
From: ABC
To: ash
It’s been 8 months but still every song I listen to screams your name and I just want to know where I went wrong and what I could’ve done so you would’ve stayed.
From: ABC
To: ash
Je savais que c’était pas réciproque et ça ne le sera probablement jamais mais je t’aime et je t’aimerais toute ma vie .
From: ABC
To: ash
you unknowingly hurt me sm. I love you so much but u don’t love me back. I say we are friends but in reality everytime u talk about dating someone else I break down inside.
From: ABC
To: ash
I am really sorry I couldn’t have been better. I hope one day we have our speak now moment.
From: ABC
To: ash
It’s so hard for me to act like I’m okay with never speaking to you ever again…
