it really fucking hurts when i know you don’t like me back, you don’t even like me in general and idk what to do. honestly i don’t even cry over it at this point because i’ve stopped becoming sad at this point, i think it’s just like empty there’s nothing there when someone does something it’s like it doesn’t even affect me anymore and i kinda like it that way. either way i won’t talk to you anymore sorry i bother you so much but you were the only one who could make me feel something, i used to sit there and blush even tho you didn’t even give me actual answers and ive just seen you’ve left me on opened when i’m trying to make conversation and i don’t know how to feel about it. i just wanted this one thing.
