The boy that I fell in love with when I was 15, was the most beautiful boy I've ever met. You are now completely unrecognisable to me. You've changed into the person I was always scared you would change into. Why are you doing that stuff again? The stuff you promised me you would never do again. I thought you hated the person you where when you used to do that stuff? I've moved on now, 2 months completely free of you. The night you broke up with me, no longer haunts me every night. I am falling in love with life again, and I no longer need you in my life. I just sometimes wish you would stop making bad choices. I know you hate me now, but that boy I fell madly in love with in the April of 2019, will always hold the most special place in my heart. I loved you Tommy. But I do not anymore. I'm sorry.