When i was in your room last wish i stayed over like you asked. Cuz that was the last time i saw and things were how i wanted them to be

I've been in love with you for years, sometimes I think that you feel the same love for me. In another life, perhaps. If only.

I feel like its always been us. From when I met you 5 years ago, we've always had some sort of relationship. Remember when you hated me? I remember. Do you think about me? Do you ever see me and think about what we could've been? We would've been so good together. I look at you and wonder what the other girls have that I don't. You're so open with me, you talk so freely about whatever you're feeling with me, but throw it all away just to get stoned with a girl you hardly know. It hurts. I think about you and what we could've been more often than I'd like to admit, and I'm not sorry. Maybe I would be if I knew that you didn't have feelings for me. But you told me. You told me you were in love with me, but that we couldn't be together. You never gave me a reason why. That's all I want. A reason.

I know our lives are too heavy right now but if I truly thought you loved me I would wait centuries for you. Please tell me you love me.

I gave you my heart and you took it for a walk like some dog, sometimes i still feel the leash tugging at it.

I hate the way you make me feel,the way I started to get butterflies when you’d compliment me, the way you’d always check up on me and how you’d said you’ve never felt this way before. Now you never do any of those things, I’m forgotten

You tried to play us both at the same time and ended up with neither. Always good at playing the game, never good at winning.

l was the winner, N

dear tom, i loved you, i wanted to grow old with you, i wanted to feel your head on my chest and i wanted to plan our future together but i get why it didn't work. i was in love with the idea of you but the more i tried to get to know you the more i realized you dont want me. you never did. i was a time filler and nothing more. i wish things worked out between us but im also so proud of myself for understanding youre not worth my time and that i have more to do with my life then wait for a snap back. sorry that you lost me but at least i found myself

It's just easier for me to hate you than to hate myself, you're a big asshole but I hope you get that

I know we keep on coming back to each other, but I need to leave. I can’t love u if I can’t love myself

I know you still care about me, but I'm not going to wait for you forever. If you still love me, tell me.

You used me for my body you abandoned me. you where my first love. I thought what you said was true. And after that you used another girl for her nudes. When does it stop? you are hurting people. Was I just another girl? How many have you done this to?

It’s hurts to know you didn’t care enough to stay, but I’m thankful because I’ve learnt to be there for myself.

I love you, always have always will you were my person even if I wasn’t yours. You really do deserve the world i will forever be thankful that I had you in my life for those 4 years

I don’t know why I’ve started liking you but I just have and I don’t know how to get over it so I’m sorry if I’m needy or annoying but you for some reason mean a lot to me

I love you, but it's not enough. How much of it is love and how much is dependence? You deserve more.

You deserve a love that makes you shine. Maybe that was ours before, but now all I taste is tarnish.

I wish I could give all of my heart to you. I wish I was strong enough to leave.

i’m so sorry about last time and i know i can’t tell you now cause i don’t wanna fuck shit up for u but i love u

It’s been over 2 years since we lost you. I still can’t get it to my head why you never asked for help and I blame myself sometimes for not asking if you were okay. I never went to your funeral because my dad said it would be too sad and everyday I regret not going because there’s a part of me that believes you’re somewhere on this earth waiting for someone to find you.
Love you tommo

I won’t forget the feeling of fear i felt stood beside you that day. Your an idiot. Yet I can’t stop falling for that gorgeous smile.

I think about you everyday, even though we only spent two months together and you're with her. The possibilities of us are always on my mind

My life felt as if I were just breathing... it had no meaning before you spoke to me. I was so happy. You talked to me almost everyday for some reason, and it made me so happy... even if you said just one word, a text message. You probably don't realise it, but you changed my life completely. I hate the fact that I could never muster up the courage to tell you this Tom, but I love you. We don't see each other anymore, but I hope you're doing well, I will never forget the memories you gave me. Even if I lived for a million years. No memory could possibly overwrite the ones with you in.

I want nothing but happiness for you. I know the way we loved was the way that only happens when you’re young. I’m glad we had a moment to understand.

why did you pretend i didnt exist when she started to give you attention. i dont know what i did i trusted you

i didn't realise how comfortable i felt with you until i noticed i had never said those things out loud before

i really like you but i’m pretty sure you like someone else, i smile whenever i get a text from you but i’m always the one to start the conversation and i can’t drop you no matter hard i try. i always feel like i’m the one trying and you aren’t which is probably what’s happening because i don’t think you even like me. i like it when we joke around and mess about because even if it’s just in lessons it’s the only time i ever get to talk to you. you constantly insult me and put me down tho and i don’t know if you’re joking or do it on purpose but i laugh it off but it actually hurts me

it really fucking hurts when i know you don’t like me back, you don’t even like me in general and idk what to do. honestly i don’t even cry over it at this point because i’ve stopped becoming sad at this point, i think it’s just like empty there’s nothing there when someone does something it’s like it doesn’t even affect me anymore and i kinda like it that way. either way i won’t talk to you anymore sorry i bother you so much but you were the only one who could make me feel something, i used to sit there and blush even tho you didn’t even give me actual answers and ive just seen you’ve left me on opened when i’m trying to make conversation and i don’t know how to feel about it. i just wanted this one thing.

i’ve just unfriended you because i’m hung up over someone who doesn’t like me back and if i don’t unfriend you i’m going to keep on texting you and you’re going to keep leaving me on read and i can’t keep hurting myself like that

i hate the fact that we will never be together but i want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart. I love you Tom

i like to think that you were genuinely my first love, you made me feel safe and feel things no one has made me feel. you told yourself you weren’t ready but, who knows. i miss you, i loved you.

I think the funniest thing to me is what could’ve been that wasn’t. I’ll most likely never see you again now but I think I’ve come to terms with that now. The endless hours I sat next to in class now seem centuries ago but I still wonder what would’ve happened if I’d made some form of signal I liked you. I wouldn’t call it love but I think it may have turned into it x

I just wanna say that i love you and that i am happy that we are talking again. I hope we will have the chance to reacreate something together. I hope that you are my soulmate.

i hope you always know how much your love fulfills my soul. thank you for filling my night skies with moonlight.

A.A

I know we only spoke on a dating app and never met in real life. But i really wanted you to be real. I can’t stop thinking about you and what could of been, what if you were The One.

I wish you knew how much you truly hurt me, made me hate myself and how i thought it was love.I hope she gets treated better

I honestly have no idea why I’m attracted to you, you have no personality whatsoever and your kinda annoying

I love you and you will never know, you put me through so much but i would do it all again for another year just to have you for a minute

i always talk about how much i hate you, but the truth is, i wish you would’ve stayed and been there for me.

you'll properly look at this and think 'aw what a lovely yellow' when in fact it isn't. but its okay, you're cute and i love you and you make me so incredibly happy and so immensely comfortable that those small silly things just make me love you even more.

sometimes i miss what we had and how everything used to be, but i know that people and things change and that’s not who you are anymore.

sometimes i think of you and i think of how dumb i was to like you. cuz u look like a monkey's ass xx.

I love you even though you don't think I do. I'm just too messed up to tell you why I can't be with you. I'm sorry for hurting you.

I don't know if I loved you, or if you were the first person who just treated me like a normal person

i wish i wasn't so impulsive and scared, maybe then we'd still be having lots of fun together now. it's been 6 months since i've seen you, you look as good as ever...i guess what i'm trying to say is that i miss what we had, i miss us, and...i miss you, so much. but the worst part is i'm pretty sure i've no rights to yearn for you, to feel what i feel and to act how i am now.

with love,
jennifer

I loved you even though you hurt me when I saw you I was happy I guess it was never meant to be you could never even tell me how you felt so i moved on Im sorry.

im sorry i cant be the perfect girl for you i want to be i promise and its so hard i think i do like you but its so complicated as i cant even tell if its me talking or my mentalhealth i want u the way u want me but i cant rn my feelings just wont let me
if i do text u abt this youll know its ur ruby. im sorry i do like u

Hey Tom,
I really don't know how to put this into words, i doubt you would ever read this but i like you. i know we haven't talked much, but the few times we have talked, the few times we have looked each other in the eye, i get butterflies. You're an amazing person. i love the way you're playful, i love the fact that whenever i see you, you're smiling. like all the time. i admire that. i honestly don't know what you think of me but i know what i think of you. i really hope that we become close. don't forget me xx

I had a crush on you for the longest time, if you have a crush on me now, just wanted to let you know know i don’t feel anything back luv xx

I fucking love you baby even if your not here. I don’t blame you for going up there but I miss you and wish it never happened. Sleep well my love

no matter how many times i try, i can’t get you out of my head. i can’t find a solid reason for loving you. you saved me more times than you could ever imagine, and at the same time you’re the reason i’m broken

You were my person, my world revolved around you. I think you knew it too, maybe you even felt the same. Either way you picked her over me after everything she did to me, after every time when i would come crying on YOUR shoulder over her, you still picked the person who treated us like shit. It hurt like a bitch when you left but now i’m getting better, please stop trying to butt into my life because i’ll let you and i need to be happy and whole without you. i know you are, i deserve the same.