You were my person, my world revolved around you. I think you knew it too, maybe you even felt the same. Either way you picked her over me after everything she did to me, after every time when i would come crying on YOUR shoulder over her, you still picked the person who treated us like shit. It hurt like a bitch when you left but now i’m getting better, please stop trying to butt into my life because i’ll let you and i need to be happy and whole without you. i know you are, i deserve the same.

i would pick you a thousand times over him, but im pretty, if you weren’t making a move on me of course someone else was going to. either make a move on me or not just hurry up because i dont want to wait around just to get my heart broken

Why won’t you come back? Why did you start talking to your ex the second you decided our break was a breakup? How could you

I know you didn't even like me that much and that way i am, but i hope you know that youre always be my first

I know we won't met again. Maybe in another life. But I hope you know that, you will always be ma first love, even if nothing happend, bút i felt it and i know you felt it too. That way you looked a me, that way was not that, you look at others. That was too long to be just classmates. Love.

wow, im struggling to find the words to describe you. i wanted a life with you i wanted everything but you couldnt find it in yourself to get your head out of your asshole. so rude, some of the shit you said to me was gross and ill never forgive you for that. you know you're not all to blame i did some shitty things which i regret, maybe things could of been different, but when we resolved that you went to being more cunty then ever. so idk i guess it was both of us. fuck u and sorry i guess??

i still think about you all the time, i know youre happy without me. i still listen to jeff buckley, just because i know he is your favourite. i will love you until the day i die, honestly

You broke my heart, and I’ve not only lost respect for you, but respect for myself. Now I will forever feel inadequate.

i can’t stop thinking of you and although we’ve drifted apart a little, i hope i don’t lose you. i love you, my frog.

Your the coolest guy I've ever met and made me feel truly safe I will never forgive the person who lost me my chance with you

You broke me in more ways than you thought were possible I thought I could trust you just shows how much I thought I knew you

i don't miss you. but i miss being held. the soft morning neck kisses, your hand on my thigh, i miss the love, man. i miss the love.

I wish you gave me an answer as to why you wanted to hurt someone you loved... If you even loved me in the first place

I like you but I'm scared, you know because we work together. Then again, I like you too much to not try.

hola, fuiste mi primer amor y mi primer todo, jamas me arepentire de nada contigo. ya no te amo. porfin pude superarte. te espere tanto, y ya me canse de esperar. me hace feliz verte feliz y cumpliendo tus metas, siempre tendras un lugar muy especial en mi corazon. aveces si pienso que seria si siguieramos juntos y felices, me hiciste tanto bien pero tanto mal. todavia recuerdo todas esas madrugadas y esos dias tan bnitos juntos, a tu lado me sentia completa segura y feliz. espero volver a sentir eso con alguien. de verdad a tu lado fui la niña mas feliz. despues de ti tuve muchos encuenntros y ninguno como tus besos y tu piel, tu voz y tus palabras tan sinceras y bonitas. te escribo este mensaje porque se que no lo vas a leer. no se si me atreveria decirrte todo esto. regreso al principio ya no siento lo mismo. pero si me gustaria volver a revivirlo.

YOUR HEAD IS COMPRESSED FUCKING FILL IT WITH MANNERS YOU DICK. IM FUCKING SAT HERE CRYING OVER YOUR ASS. FUCK YOU. to think i now have to see you everyday for the next 6 months. shit thats not long. i really hope u get ur head out ur ass and grow tf up and humble yourself. fucking grow a pair ur dick is like 2 inches ur not all that.

The boy that I fell in love with when I was 15, was the most beautiful boy I've ever met. You are now completely unrecognisable to me. You've changed into the person I was always scared you would change into. Why are you doing that stuff again? The stuff you promised me you would never do again. I thought you hated the person you where when you used to do that stuff? I've moved on now, 2 months completely free of you. The night you broke up with me, no longer haunts me every night. I am falling in love with life again, and I no longer need you in my life. I just sometimes wish you would stop making bad choices. I know you hate me now, but that boy I fell madly in love with in the April of 2019, will always hold the most special place in my heart. I loved you Tommy. But I do not anymore. I'm sorry.

I still think of you everyday even if it's been 3 years. I wonder where you are or what you are up to. I wish our failed relationship wouldn't have ruined our friendship.

It's always been complicated. We just happened to confirm it that night. that's all- one day we'll talk.

I hope you know that I’m sorry for being awful to you and thank you for understanding I was broken. I miss you so much get well soon. Talk soon x

Sooo uhm we didn’t talk since last year in August but I just wanted to say that I hate you so much for breaking up with me truh the phone and without a reason why but its okay because you are just a little needy asshole so fuck you tom. N

uhm hi, sometimes I just think about the time we had together. I really liked it, but now u got a fucking girlfriend, fuck off

i miss you a lot although it's been a year and i was selfish. i hope you're well right now. please remember to eat and drink enough and keep up your hygeine. i love you forever, even if it isn't the same way i did when we were together

If you see this, then I'm sorry. I hope you find the strength to take care of yourself and be happy. I think you truly deserve that regardless of what happened between us. Good luck with everything, buddy.

i really realllllyy miss you. you were my best friend before you were my boyfriend. i miss talking to you how we always did. it was never too serious and i feel like it flowed really well. ive dated other people to keep my mind off of u bc u moved on. i always end it bc i realize i dont have real feelings for them bc of u. we still talk a little but i wish it was more. i regret breaking up with you. i thought i didnt want a bf. i was happy for a little but this year has been hard. in a perfect world i would be with you again but i dont think thats gonna happen. i dont think you feel the same but thats why this is not actually sent to anyone lmao. i want to talk to you about music again. i want you to be my drunk facetime. but now i dont even have your number. i want to hug you. im not even that affectionate of a person but i want to give you a mf hug. i dont know what the girl we do not speak of did to you but im sorry and i hope youre doing ok. i dont even know what happened. but im angry that someone hurt you. i dont think i hurt you too bad bc the breakup was mutual. i hope i didnt. but how could someone hurt you? you do absolutely nothing wrong. youre the sweetest most selfless person ive ever met. i miss you to death. but youll probably never know. i just hope you dont hate me and one day we can have what we had before. probably not. but maybe.

I wish I knew then, what I know now. Maybe we would still be together. You will always have a place in my heart.

i still have all the screenshots from when i first fell in love with you. i look back at them and i fall in love all over again. you’re so fucking perfect, tom.

i’m sorry i led you on for so long. i wish i treated you better. i still read over our messages. you deserve the world

i think you know how much you meant to me. i wonder if you actually didn’t feel the same way or if you were too scared to admit it

I've loved, when I was eleven. And then we tried again but you're to inlove for me, I hope on day someone will love you as much as you do.

Blue. The colour of your fav hoodie. Yes. I paid attention to everything about you, even your chewbacca slippers :) but it all happened too fast and we didn't really know where things were going. We used to facetime for hours. It was obvious we were both in love, but I know we have drifted now and I know you don't think of me anymore like I do of you. I'd do anything to go back a few months. I've shed uncountable tears crying over you, but I'll always be waiting here for you. No one else but you. I've never felt like this about anyone before. I've realised how much I need you. I still and will always love you. All my love, M

I’ve always admired you from afar, I just wish I could tear our distance apart and hold you in my arms

sometimes at 3am i wake up, drowsy, and pull the covers a little closer, and as i fall back asleep, i almost think your arms are around me again

You broke my heart , you broke my heart so bad .I now realise you never deserved me .As much as i wanted things to be different they aren't .I miss you sometimes . But i know i deserve more than what you did to me . I loved you and didnt deserve how much love i gave you .I dont hate you . I want you to be happy . But the thought of you or seeing your face brings me so much pain . Goodbye Tom . i cant be your friend but know you are always tucked away in a deep place in my heart .Those happy memories we shared .

I don’t blame you for leaving and it’s been so long now but I can finally say that I’m over you and I’m gonna be happier without you, you’ll still always be blocked though because I don’t wanna see you on my feed

Hi! I know we don’t really talk often but I love you. You make me laugh and can save my day just by smiling! Even though you don’t know much about me, I love you.

I’m sorry I pushed you away, we could of been perfect for each other but I didn’t give you a chance. I can’t stop thinking about that, it was was fate bringing us together those 3 times. Maybe if it’s meant to be I will run into you, in a coffee shop somewhere in London.I hope so.

As much as girls will always be my interest, I will still always have love for you and I know you feel the same.

des milliers de nuits à rêver de toi
des milliers d'heures à m'imaginer des scénarios avec toi
des milliers de secondes passées à te regarder parce que je ne vois personne d'autre que toi
et surtout des dizaines de lettres jamais envoyées
mais ça tu ne le sauras jamais

You made me realize how cute and beautiful cows are. And i don’t know if you remember something I told you about myself, but I remember the name of your favorite cow and your bday.

i hate the fact i still like you but i cant help it because we talk everyday still. but you like her and seeing you with her hurts but its okay because your happy. i just wish i was her you know? you understood me so well and thats something i will never forget. thank you so much for everything. but please stop snapping me when youre with her because it hurts. alot.

i wish i could feel your arms around me again, and you burying your head into my neck. i love you still

I will always love you and I miss what we used to be. You know where to find me if you ever need me but I hope you’re happy
I also miss your dog

I’m sorry for everything you’ve had to go through, but even though people throughout your life have treated you like shit, you’ve always managed to show that you care for me, and i love you so much for that

Last September
I ghosted you and this September you left me. Hopefully a drunk apology will work again. Miss you always

i cant explain how much a absolutely hate you. i seriously wish you would die. all you have done is ruin my life and my families lives. you divorced my parents, you impregnated my mom just so she can stay with you, you ruined the relationship between my mom and i, you make me and my mom want to kill ourselves everyday, you brought that retarded ass devil child of yours, you ruined my brothers life, you ruined my moms thought of me and made her think that i am j terrible but i know that it wasnt just you it was her sisters as well, you caused so many mental issues with my mom that i have to help her with and she has to deal with, and literally so much more. i am not going to be surprised if you are a sociopath and end up going to jail i really hope you die in the most cruel way. i am nothing of what you think i am i dont care what you think ab me bc i know who i am and how truly sick of a person you are.
-the sister that needs to get off her ass and get her own food.

I didn’t give up, if I gave up I’d still be with you, but instead I fought for myself for the first time in my life

Thank you for being so kind to me even after I moved out. You helped me through a really dark time, and I’ll never be able to thank you enough for that. Love you.

i cant wait to grow so old with you that we r still together at 95 chilling in our little bungalow :)

why was i pretty enough for a ons but not for you to treat me like a human? i still don't understand why you picked her over me...