I've compared everyone after you to you. It's kind of unfair, because no one can compare to you. Thank you for showing me what I deserve.

I love you and everything about you more than I could ever say. I’m not exactly sure if you feel the same about me but I do hope one day you will. I’d do anything for you, I’d sacrifice all my happiness for you. I love you so much and I hope you never leave

Dear Noah,
I thought the last words I said to you would be it. The end. The day I walked into that class I wanted to leave just as fast. I don’t think we can take back the pain or damage we’ve done to each other over the years. It felt like a fever dream all the words between us, now it’s nothing more than awkward looks and unsaid feelings. I loved you and still do in some twisted way. I wish you would see this and think of me. I don’t think I’ll ever look at you the same, and it might be for the better. I was so blinded by you, I’ve spent the years being wrapped around your finger to only be your second option. I hope it hurts when you figure out now, that I don’t care and could care less about what happens between us. Sooner or later you know I’ll leave and for the last time. Also happy early birthday.

U keep talking about bad outcomes about trying to be in a relationship. Me getting my feelings hurt is a bad outcome of this friendship.

we obviously can’t even be just friends because friends don’t hu well at least I don’t with my friends, idk about u.

I hope you know, I really did love you. But it hurt me on how you found someone new and left so easily. How did you move on that fast?
n.v

Hey bub its me. I can't stop writing these just because I have so much to say. I hope you're not alone. I hope you're leaning on someone other than music. I hope you're taking care of yourself. I know you didn't have what you needed, but I hope you've found it. I hope you're happy, secure, and finally in love with yourself. And most of all I hope I run into you someday soon, maybe. Meet u on the pkwy? Chipotle on me.

i've loved you for longer than i admitted, but i'm scared of telling you because i'm terrified that you'll leave me. please don't leave me angel. i love tou so much.

why did you leave me. i just want you back, the way we were. i miss you. you’ll always be in my heart no matter what. i love you so much..

after you broke off with me, I felt like a piece of me was missing. All our promises you’ve broken. Now i feel like I can’t love someone else the same way i loved you.

you will forever be my first real bf and longest bff. i am so grateful to have you in my life. i hope we get to see eachother get old

My heart skipped a beat when I saw your comment. I restarted thinking abt everything that happened. And I realized I don’t love you anymore. Your just a name that makes me anxious. Every time I hear your name I only think abt you cussing me out or you talking to other girls or you ignoring me and being dry to me for no reason. I don’t love you anymore snoezie and I think I never will again

Every time someone else tells me they love me, It doesn’t feel the same way like you said it. i’m unable to say it back to people other than you.

I'm still waiting like I promised you I would, even though I know you moved on. You make me complete, you make me completely miserable.

Im so incredibly thankful that you were my first real relationship and my first love. I took you for granted and I am sorry. I can't believe I haven't seen you since the day I broke up with you. I hope you've found someone since then that gave you everything you deserved! I have yet to find another guy that treated me the way you did.

I'm really sorry I wasn't the person you needed me to be. I'm not even the person I want to be. I'm so sorry I drove you away.

yk two nights ago when we were together i let that moment sink in bc i knew it was the last time you would ever touch me again.

i actually like you but I can’t let myself fall for you. when you asked me out on a date.. i wanted to say yes but i don’t feel ready to love someone when i can’t love myself... i have a crush on you but am too nervous to date you because i have never had someone actually care for me like you do...

I wish i was good enough for you to even spark an interest in me, i feel like a failure whenever you flirt with her.

i miss you everyday more than before i listen to our song and cry every time and it’s been a whole year since you passed away. it’s been hard without you here.

I’m in love with you I just can’t build up the courage to ask you out maybe on the 333 day of you dancing I’ll ask you out

no one ever loved me like you did. just bc you cheated doesn't mean my heart doesn't want you. i miss you more then ever today. it would've been our one year

I really miss you. I might not act like it but the truth is I think i'm in love with you still. You and I might talk to other people but i always loved you the whole time. Even when i had a different boyfriend it was just a thought i ignored.

hi. i still think about you. i was too young, i didn't know any better. i didn't know how to fix things any other way. i'm sorry. do you ever think about me? even for a moment? or has she completely destroyed your image of me? please acknowledge me. help me let go.

I just wanna say that I hate you. I actually fell hard for you and ur just gonna push me away like wtf. F u

tbh i never liked you. it was all a game. your personality is way to shitty to be liked you racist ass bitch. fuck you and Trump.

every morning, I roll over in bed and reach for you. the bed is always cold. pls come back and keep me warm

you broke me. you won’t ever touch me again in this lifetime. i cant believe you lied to me the entire time. fuck you noah.

you are the person i want to spend my life with, the reason why i smile and wake up every day. i love you more than i have loved anybody.

It feels like it's really the last time this time. I guess I'll never get through to you, even after all these years.

i barely knew you, but i miss you. i miss your smile and your laugh and the way you made me smile. i wanna see you again just to see if it was all in my head or if we still have a shot at making it

i don't know if we ever would have worked out. i think i made the right decision but i never stop questioning it

i know we are over but for some reason my heart tells me that we’re not. i can’t believe i lost you. im losing hope but God knows whats best. i am sorry ive made you think that that is not me, but i promise you it is. i didnt realize how important you were until i lost you. im not into anyone else... i just want you back and ill do it right this time.

yeah i thought i liked you but turns out i was just a pan girl who thought i had to like a boy, and i picked you

i didn't know what falling in love meant until i met you. i don't know if this will last forever. although my one wish is that it does. i never want to lose you, you're my best friend, my safe place. my person. i love you and always will no matter what. you will always have that special place in my heart.

i felt so close to you, and i thought you felt that with me too but your heart was still with her and that’s okay. i just don’t know why you made me believe anything could happen between us and then tell me you still loved her.

Deep down I’ve always known you were just using me but I just don’t want you to leave. I rather have you hurting me than not having you at all.

I love you. I think it’s so hard not to think about you and you were my first high school crush. And now you’re gone. RIP

I had another dream about you. We kept missing each other, but both felt the same way. I wonder if it’s a sign.

we’re to start noah u made me the person i am today. thank u so much for that. i don’t know what my life would be today if i never got hp. i wish we didn’t give up as fast as we did though. if i could re do it i would any day. we have so much unfinished. no one, has ever made me feel the same way you make me feel. i wish you knew the impact you have on people. you saved my life. i will always be there for you. i hope you know that. even though it breaks me u never really felt the same. you made me feel something no one else has made me feel. with all those memories i will forever regret not telling you how much i cared when i had chance after chance. in your wrong i cared so much for you i just overlooked it and i have never done that for anyone. you took for granted what you didn’t even know what i was doing. to this day if you wanted me back. i would say yes. you are my first love. i can never see me feeling the same towards someone else. but what am i supposed to do when we don’t talk like we used to. yes we broke the silence, yes your back. but it’s not the same. and it’s so hard to explain. if i knew it was gonna end the way it did. we didn’t even fight, just drifted. abs that hurts the most. but if i knew i would have never wasted that year. it may have seemed i moved on, but i don’t think i ever will. i think about you all the time. it hurts i will never have you because you will never feel the same way. i was so involved i was okay just being your friend. but everyday i ask why wasn’t i good enough. what didn't i have. why did u just leave one day. when i first met you i didn’t think it would go this far. but here we are.

hey stupid! can you believe that the year is almost over? i had a dream last night, i was in canada and i was with my homie. my friend and i went to a skating rink and hockey try-outs were about to happen. i kept seeing the numbers 29/27. funny really because it was the 29th yesterday. i miss you like crazy. i hope you're doing okay.

I love you. And I hate that I never got the chance to tell you. I miss you so much, but I know you don't miss me. I wish you hadn't given up on us. I miss us watching "Our star" together.

I love you. And I hate that I never got the chance to tell you. I miss you so much, but I know you don't miss me. I wish you hadn't given up on us. I miss us watching "Our star" together. I miss going out late at night to stargaze with you. I miss being held by you. But overall I miss you. I know it's been 3 months since we've last spoken but when you gave up on us a tiny part of me thought you would come back so I made myself a promise that I'd wait for you. I love you Noah don't ever forget that, even when I'm gone.

this is what, my third time writing this to you? god, every time i think im over you, you somehow manage to squeeze yourself into my daily life. im happy with where we are though. i’ll put my feelings aside for our friendship.

u may be tall and have a big dick but you are the WORST kisser ive ever kissed and its not like u have extremely small lips so im kinda confused

thank u for teaching me what love is, i'm sorry things ended badly, i will always care about you and i hope things work out for u

why did you cut me off like that? you hurt me a lot, and i reminisce on what coulda happened had i answered you back in the summer but you hurt me so much i couldn’t bring myself to answer back. you were so special to me i wrote poems about you and wondered what it’d be like if you were to hug me. it’s silly how worked up i got over you (did you ever feel like i did?) we’re strangers now. but like for every stranger i pass by, i hope you’re doing well now. a while back i woulda said i miss you and i love you, but i don’t think that’s true now. thank you for all the happiness and laughter you gave me, but i feel at peace moving on now. (night noah).

you said you wouldn’t break me like the others did. but u did worse. u shattered me, and i don’t have enough glue to fix all those pieces anymore.

I know this isn’t it for us. I feel that deep down, life will bring us back to each other. But until then, take care of yourself.

it stung a lil when you gave it to her. obviously it’s yours to give away and everything. but come on man you didn’t even wait until the 3rd of December to make it a lol romantic so she could be like “i still remember, 3rd of the december. me in your sweater”. god you will never get much better at this flirting thing.
but you know what, im glad you did, I’m happy for you and I’m happy for her. just know that no matter if you were to ever need me desperately even if we stop talking completely then I’m always a phone call away. okay? :)