Hi Noah, i just wanted to tell you how gratefull i am for being your friend. I really wish you could see how amazing you are. How perfect you are in my eyes, i really hope you one day will realize this.

i miss you so fucking much. but i hear you’re doing good and i’m not gonna fuck that up for you anymore.

What did I do wrong? I’m giving you everything and I’m getting nothing in return. Do you even care about me anymore?

Rompimos por tu celos pero aún así estoy feliz de verte casado con alguien que te hace feliz, siempre voy a recordarte

i could never keep a favorite color until i learned yours was orange. you’re gone and i still think of you when i see it.

I wish I was good enough 4 you. I wish you and Ella the best. I will always love you. I just care if you're happy.

im sorry. i would do anything to return things to the way they used to be. i miss you so fucking much.

I have a few last things I’d like to say. Hi luv, if this is rlly you reading this.. I wanted to remind you of the good we had together, as well as give you the depth of my emotions that you always deserved but never got to hear out. I was so unbelievably infatuated with every aspect of your being. your big blue eyes paired with the most subtle smirk. You were perfect in my eyes. I remember the way you looked at me, that had to have been real right? Passing by “our place” in a car that is not yours will forever produce looming fog around my heart, our memories and smiles n smoke seshes fill my mind with happiness for a moment until I’m reminded that you left, you’re gone and you aren’t coming back. Do you remember how embarrassed u felt when I was waving at strangers? Or the time we sat at our sandy spot pretending we were Picasso. I had never felt more alive. You told me that you loved me, and that you were for realz, I didn’t say it back right away but I knew I loved you then. Do you still have that leaf I picked up off your front lawn and regifted 2 u? Or what ab that horrible painting you kept and said you loved? Was any of it real or was I just falling in love with the temporary love you felt? I know my love was real but was yours? I saw you again and surprise surprise you got what you wanted, and I haven’t heard from you since. It’s deteriorating honestly but I ignore it and proceed because thats all you can do sometimes. I’m letting you go, as cheesy and over played as it is, “if you love someone you let them go..” just promise to remember the time we spent even if you claimed you were happier without me, those words in particular stuck with me at the end, but I beg that you remember the smiles and love we shared, especially the way I looked into you rather than at you, I really did see you even tho I had a funny way of showing it, I almost let you do the same. I will forever love you sweet, bc when you truly love someone, that feeling never truly leaves. I wish you love.

you almost literally me and my forevers friendship, we didnt ever see an end in our relationship till u

I think I may be in love w you but we are so young and I don’t think it’ll work out so I don’t even try

you confuse me so much. i don’t understand why one day i get you and the next i don’t. i wish you would open up. i wish tomorrow to be a good, better, and normal day.

fuck you asshole i was 15 and thought you liked me back

i should have known better and I should have ruined your goddamn life.

I loved you. I loved you so fiercely that I didn’t care if you didn’t love me back. I thought I’d get the chance to tell you in person, but that was before everything got messed up. I still kind of hope that one day you’ll find out. Even if you never loved me back.

Hey, the truth is that idk if you know this page or if you've ever written to me here but I saw many that had my name, were in english and had my favorite color (blue :)) so here I am and I'm going to use your favorite color:).
It's good to miss, you know that if things go wrong you can write to me bcs even we aren't together I'm going to help you.
and I want you to know that you always meant a lot to me even though we never talked in person you're the person I fell in love the strongest and even though I knew that at some point you were going to break me I hoped never happened it.
I wish you the best, I deeply hope that someday we can meet irl, overcome the distance, overcome your problems together and make a second story together.
I hope you can find a solution for everything you overthink ab, and your happiness.
Smile, your smile is the most beautiful

You are the only reason I still smile at my phone, but I have a feeling you don’t even care about me like that and it fucking hurts

you broke me. literally. i hope you know that. i hope you know how much time i spent trying to get over you and i hope someday you’ll feel the pain that i felt. but then i don’t want you to be hurt bc i still care about you. why am i like this? why do i still care about you? what did you do to me?

You made the hardest year of my life just a little bit harder, and while I still talk to you I will never forgive you for that

I miss you so much i wish I could tell I think about you most of the time sometimes I cant even sleep because of how much I think of you and it makes me wonder if you do to

I think about u to much it makes me miss u so much more than I already do I cant even sleep half of the time and I wonder if u think of me most of the time and when I think about u it makes me remember all the good memories we had together what did I do wrong did I even do anything wrong i miss u so much

sunflower
by post malone and swale lee
(this was our song) every time I hear it I always think about you

i don't go to my favorite spot at the beach anymore because it makes me think of when we went together

you trusted me and told me everything yet gave up on me after me being the one that sat with you through it all

I'm so sorry, I still love you. Right person, wrong time. Or wrong place. I wish we lived closer to eachother. I just cant see you spiral and not be able to do anything, cuz i live so far away. I didnt want to leave.
I wish I could take a walk with you in the forest.

you don’t know but i saw ur tweets about me lmao. seeing u at the concert was weird. u look different. i hope ur doing well tho all the best bro

Looking in my eyes to long, feels like you’re moving on. Write another song and act like nothings going on.

Looking in my eyes to long, feels like you’re moving on. Write another song and act like nothings going on.

it’s better for us to stay as friends but i wish i could do more things with you . i hope you stay in my life forever because i don’t want to lose you . you mean an incredible amount to me and losing you would crack my heart and results in an unfixable wound that won’t heal . i wish you thought of me as much as i think of you .

while the days go by without speaking to you it gets worse and worse, i miss you so much. I wanna sleep to avoid thinking of you but you’re in my dreams. please come back. i love you

i still don't understand why you did that to me. i thought you weren't the typical boy who would lie and keep things from me. but i guess you were, and it hurts, a lot noah, it really does. i told you my heart gets attached fast and it did, but you didn't realize i guess. i just want to know why. i still love you, to the moon and back bub but i don't know how i'm gonna be okay again.

You were the person that showed me there was love left in my heart to give, even when I believed there wasn't. Thank you x

i really dont like you, and i should hate you. but its hard to hate you when i still miss you sometimes. but seriously go fuck yourself you piece of shit.

noah, what you did hurt me very bad. you could've TOLD me you didn't want me you motherfucking bitch.

You were my first true love. I thought I had been in love before I met you, but now I realized that wasn’t true love. I’ve never felt this way to anyone before. And I truly love you with every single bit of my heart. Even though you’re not the person you used to be and I miss the happy noah who used to tell everything about himself and ask questions. I’m still in love with you, but sometimes I wonder. Am I in love with you or the person you used to be? I chose the color yellow bc you really used to be my yellow, my only happiness in my darkest place. Even though we’re not as close as we used to be, I will always have a place for you in my heart.

you hurt me so much, it was just the fact that I laid in my bed crying thinking of why I wasn’t enough for you.

fuck u you told me you loved me and just left then done it agian and agian how could you do that to me not even an explanation :(

you’re so manipulative, grow tf up. i hope that poor girl realizes what ur like. stop blaming me for u being the way you are, you’ve always been messed up.

ur such a piece of shit you made me believe we had something then broke my heart i haven’t felt love since

I don’t even know where to start. When I met you I felt a connection with you I had never felt with anyone else. I knew I wanted to be your friend and when I did I realized I would give up everyone else to be with you. That sounds toxic but I never really connected with anyone the way I connect with you. I was so young and didn’t understand and I still don’t. I never understood why I thought about you more than anyone else. Why I was jealous of your crushes. Since I didn’t know I never made a move. I don’t regret that because I did move on. I liked someone else but I didn’t connect with them the way I did with you. And now we aren’t even best friends anymore. I’m not the one you rant to or the one you FaceTime when you feel like you will cry. I feel like I barely know you. And you don’t even want to hang out with me. I miss you so much. You were my everything but I wasn’t yours. I know I’ve moved on but it still hurts hearing about her and I sometimes I wish I was her. I find myself still holding on to hope even though that won’t happen. But you are amazing and deserve to be happy. Love you Noah.

dear noah. this was your long distance girlfriend. you probably won’t ever know of this website. but if you ever see this. you know who it is. the color is red bc black and red are ur favorite colors. elijah is ur middle name. any idea yet? you made me believe in love again. you gave me so much confidence and i took advantage of it. but you cheated. and you broke me. you left when i was finally happy. i thought we were gonna be forever. and i miss you. we knew eachother for 3 years. no matter how bad you hurt me i will always love you. and i know you’re happy now, as long as you’re happy. but i’ll be waiting for the day you come back. i love you.

thank you for giving me my smile back. forever waiting for the day the universe brings us back together. third time's a charm.

it’s been awhile since I’ve even thought of your name let alone anything that we ever went through but lately you’ve been stuck in my head it’s like your a permanent piece of you is stuck with me, I wish you could see how much love I truly have for you...

I don’t understand what happened or why you left but I wish you all the happiness in the world. I don’t rly like the word dummy anymore

I sent you an anonymous letter on here to get closure then you randomly started texting me again and I'm going to fail for your shit again :(

I told you to pick a colour and you said purple. I have always felt a connection with the colour purple

hey. I still think about you everyday. I try to pretend I moved on but I can’t. I can’t let you go. I love you so fucking much. I can only fall asleep at night because I know in another life, we’re happy. I would give anything to feel you kissing me one last time. you are etched so beautifully into my heart. I am forever and always yours.

I hope you are doing well. is it bad that I think you aren’t alive anymore? I still love you even if you aren’t..bye

i like u so much and ive tried all the signs to let you know, all i wanna do is fucking hang out wiv u all the time, youre so cool, marry me thanks:)

I don't think I'll regret us, but I'm mad at you for treating me that way. I'm even more mad at myself for letting you.

Purple makes me think of you. And so does most everything else. It feels good to be able to genuinely say I'm no longer am in love with you, but I'll always miss the part of you that was my best friend. I know we wouldn't work out long term, but I just want to know you're doing well. Thank you for the incredible impact you made on my life. Miss u always nodh

i love you. i know you know that and i know you think i’m lying.. but noah you have no idea how much i want you and i want us. we would be so amazing together and i would treat you so good. we have both made our mistakes in the past but i promise.. no one is you, no one has ever been you. ive been in love with you our whole lives. please. let me show you. let me prove to you. give me a chance..