i hope you see this.
you were the worst. you hated everything i liked you wouldn't even give my music a try you'd call it lame or gay and hate on it. all the hours we talked on the phone and id tell you about what was going on in my life you didn't care not even a bit. you'd say can you talk about something intresting? that hurt! and then the not talking to me id ask you to call and you'd say no i think we didn't talk for 2 weeks on top of you never texting me first why why did i put all this time and energy into someone who really wouldn't care about me till it was over? you know before those last texts were sent i made a list of what you were doing to me and my mind i came up with 10 reasons. 10 reasons as to why i wasn't happy and yet i still am in love with you? i didn't want to end it and i still don't but i think for my sake it was the best.
its tough making that decision it really is but i knew once i started feeling so low to the point where i started hurting myself physically and mental it was over. seeing the scars on my body everyday and knowing its because of you makes me sick. and the days after were the worst pain i've ever been in but why do i still think about you? what do you want from me?

I miss you sometimes. Well all the time. When a song comes on the radio I think of you. Or I drive by someplace we went the memories come flooding back. I miss you bosh. I love you. Please don’t fall in love with someone else

i want to text you and talk to you but i know its a bad idea because you never stay around for long. imy

i love u but not the way a friend loves a friend. but u love me the way a friend loves a friend and that breaks my heart.

You hurt. Like...a lot. I know we're in a good place now but I'm still angry. My first experience with love and you broke me. Congratulations. I keep justifying how you treated me in my mind and I can't. I can't take back loving you no matter how hard I've tried. Now all I'll ever believe is that I'm not enough. That there will always be someone else who can take my person away from me, my happiness. I'm tired. I want a love that doesn't make it hurt to breathe. I want that back, that part of me that shattered after you were done with me.

You were my first real crush. The one that wanted to wake up in the crack of dawn to go to school and see. Now, your thousands of miles away and we barely talk. It kills me to think that we once were great friends, and now, we're nothing. come back

i always felt as if you hated me, you could go weeks without messaging me but you would always say you ‘missed me’ and you ‘loved me’ when i’d text you. you’re such a manipulative piece of shit. i hate you so much. but i love you and always will

ahhh. idk where to start. we’ve been talking for a while and then you asked me out. then a week later you decided to mess with other girls. and apparently you’ve been talking to girls this whole time even tho you said that i wasn’t allowed to talk to other people. i forgave you and gave you a second chance. and you haven’t messed up. but i have. now i didn’t cheat i just never gave you attention and i’m really really sorry i keep doing this and you don’t deserve it. you’re such an amazing person. and i love you. i haven’t told you that yet. but i do. i really do. i believe that when i’m with you i’m safe. i just- i miss you. i’ll see you in a bit but i wanna see you know. it’s new year’s day for gods sake. uhhh.

You are the only person I truly love. I wish I could've shown you all the things I wanted to, but I don't even cross your mind anymore. I love you

I love you with whole my hart and i hope we are going to get back together, becouse i think i could see myself spending the rest of my life with you

i wish you could understand how much you hurt me when you said you lost feelings... and the way you used me, but after all of this i still would go back to you..

If you love me and want me back like you say you do, then why aren't you doing anything to change and make things right again..?

I gave you every single piece of my heart through all your lies and all the hurt. Now I hate myself while trying to love you.

You hurt me so much... and I really did love you. But now its time for me to be selfish and start a new chapter in my life.
Goodbye!

i know you don't love me like i love you so no matter who i end up with, a part of my mind will always want to be with u.

why did u do those stupid things. you ruined us, our future... i truly love you but being with someone like you is bad for me. since you’ve left i’ve been able to feel again without needing someone. thank you for those memories i will never forget those but i think it’s time we both move on. if it’s meant to be then i’ll meet you again in the future. i want you but i don’t at the same time. you’re like a drug. i love you dummy.

I really hate you but I can’t stop loving you, no matter how hard I try you always are in the back of my mind and in my memories. It takes everything in me not to imagine what would’ve happened if we hadn’t broken up and if we hadn’t been so stupid.

i fell for you, i miss making jello and watching kids movies together. was it that easy to pretend i never existed.

Even though I know we are not right together I can’t help the feeling that we were made to end up together

Some days I wonder why. Why you broke me like that. Why you left me like that. I wonder if it's my fault. What did i do? Where did we go wrong? Was i nothing more than a toy to you? I wish I could go back in time to tell you that I loved you. You were the first girl I fell in love with. A lot of firsts happened that you're not even aware of. I just want you back. Do you love me? Did you ever really love me?

I miss your tiny hands and baby face. I miss playing football with you. I miss the way you used to run after me. I never stopped thinking about you.

Hi
I like u, it was like u said that Thursday when i was drunk, love at first sight. But your a dick and have spoken to like every girl I’m friends woth. The things you said to me you say to everyone. But your the first person I’ve liked since then and we get on so well. That day when we were walking home on New Years and u put your arm round me. Then you said you pussied out again. I keep wondering if that means what i think it does.
From angry bird

you were supposed to be the one. when you were leaving i asked you what happened to forever. you looked broken. fuck you

You texted me on accident the other day, but it didn't stir anything deep inside of me. I've found someone better now, seeing his face makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. I hope you find yourself one day, you deserve the world, but I've given up thinking I could give it to you, that's something you have to do on your own. We walk different paths now and forever. Good luck in life, I don't miss you anymore.

I love you so much. I really think im gonna marry you someday. you came into my life when i was so broken and you put me back together. you make me so happy. I cant beleive i found the one so young. All that heartache from the past is so so so so worth it all for you. I love you weiner.

I still think about you, everyday actually. Although I think it's the idea of you I'm in love with. Do I even call it love?

i wish we could've been something... you'll always have a special place in my heart... words i never said "i love you"

I miss the way you made me feel when you held me close and stared me in the eyes like your prey- you had a sickening way of making me feel absolutely euphoric when we were together. I was drunk off of your love, the toxicity and twisted aspects of it all consumed me in its warmth like a mother’s womb and entangled me in all its complications. I now feel hardened and cold, barren. I shiver. My heart aches to be in your warmth again, as if I was the winter moon in your summer sunlight. Sometimes i really hate the way you make me feel.

how dare you convince me that love was as pathetic as what you made it seem; I realised now you were wrong

I said it on the night we ended things, but it's still true. You will always hold a special place in my heart.

You’ve moved on, and you made it clear that you don’t wanna talk to me. yet my heart tells me i’ll always be in love with you. and it hurts knowing that while you’re moving on and finding someone else to call your happiness, i’ll be stuck thinking about you forever.

i miss the old you. the happy, funny, lighthearted you. because i look at you now and all i see is someone i don’t recognise. i hope one day you’re able to see that

It's been almost a year and I still think about you almost every day. If you changed your mind I would take you back in a heartbeat and I hate myself for it. I keep looking for someone better- someone who loves me- but I'm not sure I'll ever find it.

i think this is the name you go by. not sure. thank you for teaching me so much about friendship and love. thank you for hurting me. you are the reason i started writing, so you are the reason i found my favorite thing. it might have been a result of pain but it was necessary for me to find myself. you will never know how much you have impacted me. i will always love you despite what you put me through. i wish you nothing but the best, my first love.

Even though I didn’t mean to say it, I don’t regret what I said. The only reason I liked you is because you liked me and I’m glad I eventually realized that.

i tried talking to you and as days passed with no replies.. i should’ve known that someone else was occupying your time

Hey, I know you probably don’t want to hear from me but I’m sorry I hurt you. It ended up hurting me more in the long run

i didnt know i was able to like someone i hardly knew so fast! you mean more to me then i could ever put into words even tho i was just another girl in your mind that you where using for there body. you still mean so much to me and i will miss you:) but i know myself worth and that i want someone who likes me for me and not my body i still care and will always be here for you

my feelings are confusing but i care about you and i smile a lot when we call. my only fear is that you feel more for me than i do for you, but that’s something we can talk about. i love it when you talk about things you care about, even if i haven’t watched jojo’s yet. i can’t wait until we can finally hang out

i wish i kissed you that night and miss talking to you every day...i hope we can be together one day :)

i love you. i really do. i just wish you didn’t live so far. and i’ve been keeping something from you that i wish i could tell you but i don’t know how.

There's so much I could say. Sometimes I hate you. Sometimes I'm grateful for the time we did have together.

You are the love of my life and i truly couldn’t live without you. It’ll always be just the two of us forever.

I truly believe you are my soulmate. I’ll love you forever and ever. It’ll always just be the two of us.

i hate you so much for the way you make me feel. I hate that you yourself said you’re no longer in love with me but still choose to act like a “couple” with me, knowing that i’m still in love with you. I hate you for using me as a way to fulfill your need for constant attention, and only being with me because you wanted a relationship. I hate you for putting on an act, in which you say that you love and care so much about me but minimize my feelings and make me feel stupid. But most of all, I hate you for making me fall in love with you. I hope that maybe someday in a another life, our story could have a happy ending. I love you.

You were my first true love. I miss you so much and even though Im moving on a lot of things still remind me of you. I hate that I still love you. You made me feel disposable. and yet I still love you. ill never understand why things didn't work because I truly felt like you were the love of my life.

it still hurts. i still think about you, almost every day. why did things end the way they did. somedays i hate you, other days i want you back. i sometimes think we'll get back together, that you miss me too, that it was just the wrong timing. we were both dealing with our things. you're the first girl i fell i love with. i wonder if i miss you, or the feeling you gave me. i keep wanting to feel up the empty void you left inside my heart, i keep looking for a replacement that i cant seem to find. unblock me, let's talk things out for real now.

i like u alot more than i'm willing to admit. i could never gauge how u felt about me. i've come to terms with the fact that were just friends and we will probably never be anything more but i do wish we were closer cause i think you're a cool person and i enjoy spending time with you.

noah you thought me how to love what love was. you showed me happiness. i love you so much even though you love someone else

I’m sorry I realised I loved you too late. I’m sorry I lead you on when I wasn’t sure about how I felt. I miss how we used to be.