Things will change, for better or for worse, and you're going to have to adapt. It won't be the end of the world, and it certainly won't be the end of you. Find a new hobby.

you need to follow your path do what your heart desires, listen to your mind and gut... you only have one life to live.

I hate you so much. Your body makes me so sad it has so many imperfections and flaws. Youre not skinny enough but youre not fat either. You make me cry so much of all the overthinking and i just want to be okay but you’re what’s holding me back from being who i rly want to be.

I’m powerful. The beauty within me shines on the outside of me. I never chase I attract. My love is infinite. It’s everywhere

You are having sleep issues for years now... Maybe you
aren't at peace with yourself like you think you are

breathe. let your lungs fill and empty. slower now. its going to be okay; its okay not to have everything figured out. it will end up how it is supposed to. fate will lead you- even though you are blind.

I know you are suppose to send this to a first love or something like that but I just need to talk about my feelings because there are so many things on my mind and I have no one to really talk to because if I tell people i am not ok they wont believe me so here we go. First of all i just want to say is that i love you dad i know you dont want to be apart in my life you kicked me out the house a young age for the stupidest reason but i still love you and miss you but you dont the reason i know this is that you cant even respond to one of my messages. Secondly i have been thinking why do people hate me i try my hardest to do what people tell me so i can fit in but whatever i do because just become my enemies so that is why i currently only have one friend and i also used to have fake friends that spread rumors about me so that is other reason but im fine with that because i am been lonely for a very long time so i am used to it. if you are someone reading this i dont want to bored you with my whole story so this is the last part. You know when i said im not ok well im really not its just i have to pretend that im ok but all i do is put a smile on 24/7 it gets easier the longer you fake smile so thats the good part but if i tell people no one would believe me not even my own/only friend would believe me they would just say your fine you are being to dramatic which makes me mad a bit but thats ok because i cant lose her like how i have lot a lot of people already so thats the end of this if you have read all of this i just want you to know if you dont feel loved just know i love you, i know i dont know you but i still love you :)

You have to stop defending him to others. He is attractive and charismatic, thats what society says makes a good person. But his actions have proven he’s not a good person. You need to start telling yourself and others he’s a bad person. His actions speak louder than what society says about his character.

stop wasting ur life being worried about someone who isn't worrying about you, he's gone and you have to realize he never cared about you ad never will care about you, so go look and feel the best that you can and turn into the baddest bitch

I just wish you didn't lie when you said i love you. I wish you stopped it. I wish you cared and I wish you didn't make me cry. I wish I didn't have to love you but I do. I still do. Make it stop, please. I can't do it if you do this. Don't hurt me don't touch me don't make me love you. Because it hurts. Your a drug I can't stop using. Please stop.

dont you just love how your friends dont see your in a bad mood?
Its clearly there...they just dont see it.

I know that because of Mateo you feel like sharing your emotions is a burden to anyone, bbygurl if that’s the road you chose you have to learn to BE there for yourself. I know you’re trying really hard to love me. So so close, keep goin lovie.

Somewhere along the line I changed, I stopped being me... and it doesn't look like i'll ever getting the real me back

I hate how you look,I don’t like the fact that I don’t eat I skip 3 meals a day,I cry a lot, I take alot of naps and drink a lot of water I need to be fixed nobody left or came it’s the people who’ve always been there that are ruining me.

everyone tells you it’s not your fault, but if you weren’t as good as you were at skiing, he would’ve never thought to do the jump.

your strong af, yk that. i’m so fucking proud of how far you’ve come and you continue to amaze me everyday. the things that go on in your head and the battles you fight and overcome each day are amazing and u are class, keep it up

i'm sorry that you ever hurt yourself. i'm sorry that you relapsed. you deserve so much better. i'm proud of us- happy six weeks.

i want to fall in love with living. i don’t want to just exist in my story. i want to be alive, every single day.

hey fuck im scared to ask for help. my friends hate me and i feel annoying too much, im not lovable im too complicated. i give my heart and receive nothing in return, fuck, i just want a hug yknow? like a hug not a touch from my mom or a side hug from my brother. i want a hug where you'll let me cry into your shoulder. anyway

Why are you still looking for something or someone you can't have? You are just hurting yourself over and over again.

you deserve to be happy. even though i know you don't deserve it, you do. stop comparing yourself to others. you're enough

i know it’s hard what you are going through and i know what you are doing to yourself and it’s so so bad and it’s not going to help all it’s doing is helping you lose weight but in ways that will ruin your body. love yourself please

Bitch.
you need to stop being so lazy. You legit have such a happy and alive personality anyone would fall in love with you instantly when they meet you. Live life a little go on random adventures, see places by yourself, meet new people. You keep thinking that everyone is the same and keep getting sad at the thought of loosing yourself. you. got. this. You are going to uni soon, if now is not the time, when is? Take a breather. Get ypu stuff ready and lets go on a ride. A ride with life before it all finishes and your a 50 year old woman with a bunch of stories to tell. Until then GET ON IT.

i wish you loved me, trusted me, and had confidence in me. why does everyone else want me to stay and you can't even think of one reason i should?

please just feel normal again, im sick of the tiredness, boredness and traumatising moments, i love you just dont let go.

I'm sorry for everything, you had so much potential and i stripped it away from you every smile replaced by tears. i wish i could tell you how beutiful you are evn though you dont see it, and i know its scary but you get through that night you know the one. you never really get over him you just distract yourself long enough. your starting to love yourself only because if you dont start now youll never get out of your own head. i want you to know your not alone and how strong you are and how much i love you. keep going

You genuinely can’t catch a grip can you, you think everyone is going to leave just because you once lost a friend through a tragedy you think just because someone wasn’t with you ages ago they’ll end up leaving you too, I don’t take him for granted because I’m scared I’ll loose him if I do I love him so much but I have to start realising how much I’m not worthy of his time

I wish I could love myself, know my worth and not blame myself for being me. Im so sick of myself I keep comparing myself to the people around me.

I'm so proud of you for getting this far in life. I know it was so tough at first but look where you're at now. Please don't give up because you're worth more than anything than this world can give us. You are loved.

What happened to you? You used to be the happiest person in the world and than... things changed people changed and you became so distant and hateful and sad you’d cry yourself to sleep wondering why you weren’t good enough or why you never tried hard enough to make people happy and love you. You gave up because you thought it was a waste of time because you felt like no one loved you no matter how hard you tried... And maybe that’s true... :,(

you need to get help. You are more beautiful then what your mind tells you. I love you so much even if it doesnt feel like it,

Remember you are everything you ever need if u have urself you don't need anyone else.
Love Yourself.

god i’m not even sure how to the word this anymore but i love u. i know u don’t rn but u will. keep pursuing whatever dreams u wanted. it’ll work out.

Hi, lately life has been hard and I just want to tell you that you'll make it you're a good person. don't ever lose yourself again.

I miss the old me. I miss being happy and not caring about what others thought of me, just living for myself. I miss the real me, the real Ciara. I just wanna find you again but how? Where do I even start to look, it’s a lot to unfold after holding so much issues to myself after all these years.

you shouldnt have created those scars on your skin. now you're ashamed of yourself, and you're unable to wear short-sleeved shirts. pathetic.

Well done. You've made it. i'm proud of you. you're beautiful and it's going to get easier. i love you

Hey me. I know you're going through quite a bit right now, but you should just power through it. No matter how many times you cry yourself to sleep at night, or have mental breakdowns, you got this.

sorry i destroyed you, it was for the better tho. we then created a better version and we learned and grew so much, i love you forever

your an ugly ass stop being annoying and go to die abahahhahahahahaahhhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

why are you feeling so empty and sad, I know your going through the thoughest years of your life, but just pick up the pieces and move your ass on.

You got this, it’s just a little wall you can get over it and you wil. Let it go and fix it because u can and u will

You dont have to label yourself if you like girls and boys its okay be with someone who is good to you and someone who loves you it doesnt matter what gender they are

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault I'm sorry

maybe one day you won’t forgive everything and walk away for yourself for once.

Why am I always ready to love no matter what?
I wish I was the one emotionally unavailable for once

I’m so happy you’re still here.

i don’t know what feels good for me i feel so lost and used

what is wrong with you ?

Focus on yourself<3 don’t pay attention to useless boys who distract you