I'm so proud of you. You stopped counting calories and starving yourself everyday. You look fucking amazing and literally are still so skinny and fit and beautiful and now you balance food and working out like a fucking CHAMP. Im starting to love you like I did when I was little. if anyone is reading this self love is the most important thing

it's no love letter but i really hope you found a friend, not saying my friends right now are fake or anything but like an actual friend that you can tell everything to and u just know they won't judge. I really wish i had that rn

you are worth it. you attract everything you deserve. he's coming back, and if he doesnt, it will still all be ok. ily.

im really toxic to be a relationship with someone. i could have no feelings towards them at all and be with them for years. i would feel to bad to end things and feel no romantic or emotional feelings. i like the idea of intimacy and the length of the relationship. i will love you, just not be in love with you and i hate that im like that. it breaks peoples hearts and there is no point of getting into a relationship if you dont see yourself with them in the future. we told eachother that we like eachother, but when i did that, it hurt the person that i loved the most. we're now talking and i think im regretting it. i like them, just not in that way anymore. i may get into a relationship with him because i dont know how to tell him i dont want to date him. than it may last years. and thats just years of hurting the other person that i love the most.

I feel trapped inside of a maze that I can’t escape from and I feel like I’m isolated, like I have no one to turn to.

just know you are good enough and never let some random boy/girl try and change the way you act and dont let someone call you names just ignore them its the best thing possible keep trying to love yourself because one day you will get there but not rn keep being you please you need to love yourself even when you think you cant you can do it i promise you dont keep people close because some people will break you or make you because they will always leave i wanna promise myself i will never lose myself or get heartbroken over someone who left me for another girl because alyssa you are in a very good relationship it may not feel like it right now but you are yall both are very busy girls and its gonna be hard when people try to tell you what your sexuality is like let me live my life

i think i have always wanted to take part in being wanted and cared for by another person, i've heard the saying you can't expect someone to love you if you don't love yourself, cliche i know but its bullsh*t. why do i feel the validation of wanting to be needed by someone else to feel good about myself?

i know that sometimes it doesn't feel like it, but you were my first love, and you still are. and i know at times its hard to see how much i really do love you, but i do, more than anyone else. im so proud of you - im proud of everything you've accomplished and everything that you've ever put effort into. im proud of you, most of all for being here, for staying despite the constant pull to leave. you are so strong. you are so amazing. i will love you forever

I wanna touch your soft, pale skin. Brush your chocolatebrown hair. Stare into your hazel eyes and hug your m0thafUck!ng body....

i know right now it feels like you'll never be able to love anyone, but i'm sure that will change for you someday. the clouds will part and you'll feel whole again. one day at a time, you're healing.

Sometimes I wish I loved myself because no matter how many times I cry about having nothing but myself and how every guy I liked or dated always had me at second choice or not a choice are all I still know it’s me. Just me. And it stings because all of my friends have that someone and mine just never comes out.I love both love people all of them but no one wants me

Your failing yourself and anyone else. Tell me the last time you did something right. YOU CANT! Why cant you maybe because you cant do anything right your failing school your gonna get held back Robyn and all your friends are going to go to the tenth grade cuz you cant do your school work. stop blaming everything else this is your own fault. You put all this on yourself. wake the fuck up and Do BETTER. You cant keep living life like this your have to move on. Get your life together. Ask for help if you need it. STOP TRYING TO DO THIS ALONE. In the end its not gonna work out for you. Then your gonna end up doing what you said you wouldn't. I'm sure that would kill your momma and your brothers. You cant keep letting your depression win. you need to get back to your old self. Your family needs you back. They need you here on this earth and alive. Mental illness does not define who you are as a person. LET GO! It's gonna be hard but it will help.

I love you.
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She was the girl that no one love but everyone loved at the same time. She never let anyone know anything about her. Yet everyone thought they did. She had a mysterious thing about her. She couldn't be kept down and society did like that.

I’ve lost you and don’t know how exactly how to get back. Like I’m really trying but it’s just not working. So much stuff has happened that I don’t know who to turn too. There is so much stuff that I want to tell to my friends and I know they would take it a good way but I don’t know if I want to admit to myself that. When I was younger I had a crush on my girl best friend and thought it was “normal” and didn’t think about it. I got over it and didn’t think much but I’ve liked guys since. Now for the last couple of years I’ve been trying to find myself in so many ways. I see myself liking women more there are so many beautiful powerful women out there and I look up to them but some others I just have a crush on I guess but I still like guys a lot. I’ve never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend but idk what would happen. I don’t see myself w a girlfriend in the future but I just don’t know what these means. I don’t want to tell my friends bc i don’t even know what to tell myself.

it hurts knowing that your trying your hardest to stay alive, its difficult explaining how you feel , the way people react at triggers me i get very anxious , scared , and shaky but my parents dont understand they just think its a game or as if im acting, they just care about themselves

hi, its me. I love you. im proud of the person you are becoming. I know you are working so hard on yourself, and I can see how much you are hurting. please stay, so many people love you and want to see you love yourself again. it will get better, I promise.

what happened to you? what happened to the cheery girl who spent time with her family and got good grades? the one who never cried, never thought ab other people, never picked herself apart to the littlest things? the one who didnt starve herself to be skinny even though people say you are but you dont see that? the one who got sleep? the one who could focus on everything? the one who wanted to stay alive past 12? the one who wanted to be popular? the one who wasnt a disappointment? the one who didnt think ab killing herself every day? the one who loved school? the one who didnt have anxiety? the one who was secure with her self? i lost that. i miss you. please come back.

sometimes i just wish there was a reason you are like this. a reason for this pain. it’s like i make you suffer for not having a reason for you feeling like sh*t. why won’t some just love you. it’s because no one wants to put up with all your crap. no one want someone as toxic and selfish as you anyway. you don’t deserve anyone.

fuck you for fucking everything up, i hate this. being alone, feeling so horrible. the pain gets so bad sometimes my chest feels heavy. THIS IS MY FAULT. why couldnt i have just been better, maybe someone would want me then, maybe they'd love me and need me the way i needed them.

You need to realize that you'll never have what you want, and you're destined to be alone. She didn't love you, she just wanted sex. She married your friend, you need to man up, let her go, and kill yourself like you tried to do so many times before. You never mattered and you never will. You're nothing.

Stop acting like everything is okay. Let someone in on your problems before it’s too late.
You have to stop getting so attached to someone who gives you the slightest attention.

i don't know why i feel so insecure when i preach to be confident. i blame my insecurity on my body and fashion sense, but i know it's deeper than that.

thank you for staying alive and not ending it a few months ago... I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. keep pushing. you deserve the world?

i know i haven’t loved you like i should and i treat you badly sometimes but i’m falling more and more in love with you everyday. i promise to treat you better.

i'm so sorry I treat you so badly. if I could be different, I would. I don't want to struggle anymore.

You will always try to find your Prince charming but stop worrying because when the time is perfect he will come to you.

mnogo te mrazq, ti si choveka koito bukvalno mi razbi jivota, ti si vinovna za vsichko. nadqvam se da opravish vichkata tazi burkotiq zashtoto inache az shte priklycha vsichko.

u know u deserve better. it hurts now, but u'll be okay. pain is temporary and everything heals with time.

im so proud of the person you're becoming. it wasnt all for nothing after all. keep taking those risks and living life to the fullest. the past doesn't define you. but also keep the humble trait you have right now. keep working towards that best version of yourself, and don't look back.

I crave a first love like one straight out of a movie.. but I'm not even straight and were in a panny :0

I'm sorry that through your eyes you think you're not enough. And how you think you're not pretty enough to be with a good guy. The truth is you're more than enough but you don't want yourself to believe it.

I've, never felt this alone with so many people. we have 2 amazing bestfriends and friends, so why are we treating ourself like we have no one ? why do we have to push them away again and again. i fear i know what's happening, but i wish it wont. we cant go back down that hole. i cant.

My heart was trying to figure out who i needed to write about but the longer i thought the more i realized i dont have that person anymore, But the weird thing is im still hurt as if it were a person who hurt me but i just cant figure out who. I have the words i need to say to explain how this person hurt me but even typing the words doesnt help me because i cant think of the person who made me think of those words so it just feels empty. useless i guess. I felt so empty not knowing who i always wrote about but in the end i realized who i was writing about was myself. i hurt myself more than anyone could. All those sleepless nights werent caused by the people i blamed them for. I just found it easier to blame other people for my problems because i didnt wanna be thee person i was scared of but in the end it was me, it will always be me. im scared of myself. when i blamed it on other people it was easy to escape them. it was easier to run but now im unable to do that i became the personn i promised myself i would never be and now im stuck and i cant ask for help. please help me

You love others so deeply that you lose the ability to love yourself. Stop letting yourself go for others who don’t do the same for you. It’s going to break you

You are special. And you have someone special looking out for you. He wants you to move on and do amazing things, so do it babe.

I hope years from now you look back and realize you have always been that bitch and you forever will be bitch xoxo

i’m really trying. it’s so hard. i want to give up but i can’t. always remember - dying a virgin is not an option

I do not love you. You know that. The people who did... well you overwhelmed some, pushed others away ect. Now what am I left with? Nothing, no one... Having no friends is a lonely world, having no lovers is a grey filter and pushing away your family leaves you empty with no hand to hold. My life is anything but love, ha how sad. It's my fault and I hate you for that. What is my purpose now? I'm so touched deprived that when I'm reached out to all I can do flinch. Your heart is so heavy with love to give but you keep it locked under all your pain and doubts. So much loneliness is rapped around that weighted heart. How am I to change this?? I feel like a different person, this isn't me bruh! How did I become this emotionless person, I can laugh off pain like a bad joke. Sure things hurt but it never bothers me anymore because the pain is now my reality. That's all I know so... because I have nothing the pain is my friend now :) Loneliness is my blanket at night, how poetic. Most poems are tragedies though. Self explanatory. Good luck future me, let's hope you're around hehe xx

hey, I know we're going through shit rn but it'll be fine. We've gone through worse. We'll be fine, right? About b make sure yo

we actually do like her before getting into a relationship with her. She's our closest friend don't do anything stupid and ruin it. Umm and about p. Its time we get over them. Its been months. 3 relationships with them should be enough to realise its not going to work out a 4th time. But hey thats okay no big deal were still best friends them. please dont let us forget how to love ourselves. stop giving a fuck about what our friends say were great how we are. thats all for now. i love you, we dont say that often enough. to anyone, maybe its time we start specifically with ourselves.

So...
I think out of everyone you loved you hurt me the most. Now I hate you. I have given you so many chances that it's left me wondering "Can I even make anyone happy". My love... so foolish. I'm so scared of hurting someone like I hurt myself. That's why I'm so lonely now. The old me is a ghost who haunts my memories wishing to be real again, how can you be someone who is dead? Spooky.

why can't you just be happy? i'm trapped inside of my self and i'm trying to be heard and let out. why can't you just accept the fact that you're not okay? i feel as though i'm in closed in this dark abyss where there isn't anything to pull me out. i feel like i can't breath, why is that? god , i just wanna feel that euphoric happiness that so many people get to experience and live my teenage years to the fullest. instead i lock myself away and wrap myself in a blanket of self-loathing, loneliness and pain. you're so angry at the world and for what? You've been through a lot lately and you feel as though you have no one to turn to, losing someone who you thought would be with you for a long time hurts but i want you to know that she wasn't worth it. you are worth so much more even though you don't believe and it seems like a lie even whilst i'm typing this but i want you to know that when you're ready, there's a whole world out there for you to experience and although you don't think it will happen, you'll meet someone later in life who'll love you until the universe collapses. please know that. i won't say i love you because we know that's not true. hold on a little longer for us, okay?

i love you, even if it took too long for me to realise that. i love you now, and im here, and i'll keep you safe.

youre a bad person. but i didnt have to tell you that. you already knew, perhaps always. its almost like you know you could be better, yet you don't care enough to try. why wont you try? you're hurting people who cared about you. you cant blame everything on someone. sometimes things happen, and no one is at fault. i know you are angry and i know youre holding that in. honestly, i think you are the one who hates yourself the most. i know you better than anyone. i remember the nights when you couldn't breathe, praying for death in your sleep. i know how much pressure you feel to be perfect. i know you. just fucking forget it. youre already hating this anyways.

i hate that i dont believe in you. I doubt everything that you do, and I dont think you have much talent. I cant stand the fact that i talk to myself or that im black sometimes. I hate that i try so hard.

I’m laying down fading away with me myself & I between these 4 little corners and I feel helpless, breathless cause I can vision you crying,dying in the corner while I’m on the other side of the town and there’s nothing nothing nothing that I can do but face time you although I know my words won’t help you…you just need a hug and shoulder to cry on but baby I’m sorry that I can’t give you that when you need it the most cause I’m on the other side stuck between my screaming demons too and there’s no one to help us but our thoughts and our thoughts but darling this time will pass this quarantine will end our sadness will leave and we’ll be happy and lovely all again ... I wish cause I know each and every soul will leave out of the door empty and scarred

you used to be so confident and happy, now you hate everything about yourself and life. keep trying bby ♡

Too bad that your past love experiences for now ended up revolving with so much trust issues youre now a result of wavering anxiety. but i hope if love visits you again, love would be kind enough to teach a love without being anxious anymore

- you love the way you felt back then, and you miss the butterflies, i get it, just keep in mind that best things are coming.
- it´s been just three months and
you´re in the process of healing.
- it´s just normal that some days you feel like not being able to get out of bed, It hurts.
- don´t be so damn hard on yourself, you´re doing great.
- i love you. so much.

im proud of how far you've come. i think i could finally love you someday, hopefully its soon. I hope you can see yourself the way he does, tessa. please don't hurt yourself. you are loved