From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:23 pm UTC
please hold on for just a bit longer. i feel you slipping away. dont go back to the bottom of the blue hole, we can’t fucking swim.
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
I can't walk into my kitchen anymore without thinking of the day that started it all. I really fucked up.
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 14, 2020, 4:45 pm UTC
wish everyone the best sometimes you cant see that your in a maze until you look up. i need to focus on myself.
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
You used to be the happiest girl in the world, what did we do wrong? Why are you always trying to hurt yourself?
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
don't kill yourself don't kill yourself don't kill yourself don't kill yourself don't kill yourself don't kill yourself
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 11, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
stop being so nice to people. cuz later in life you'll realise how shit they treated you. love u tho ur a queen xox
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
you need to let him go , even if it hurts. even though he put in the same place you pulled him out of. move on.
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:05 pm UTC
i hope you can learn to love yourself in the future. and i hope you surround yourself with people who make you feel like you're dancing in the rain.
From: ABC
To: myself
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:02 am UTC
i hate your body but i love your personality. everyone hates you but it’s fine because you agree with them you’ve tricked everyone ur better coz u stopped sh but u wish u could do it but ik i’ll disappoint myself