Unsent messages to MUM
From: ABC
To: mum
when you died, everybody acted like everything was the same but something had changed in me
From: ABC
To: mum
i wish i could raise you as my kid. i’d give you all the love that you deserved and never got
From: ABC
To: mum
I wish you noticed me. I wish you wanted me. I wish you cared. I wish you loved me.
From: ABC
To: mum
I’m sorry for making you feel that way. I was frustrated and confused.
From: ABC
To: mum
Sometimes I wonder if my life would’ve been better if you weren’t my mother.
From: ABC
To: mum
I wish I could go back in time & be the daughter you wanted, I know how much you see yourself in me.
From: ABC
To: mum
I can't talk to you and I hate it. I miss you and I see you every day.
From: ABC
To: mum
I wish that you would care about me as much as you cared about him.
From: ABC
To: mum
I never wanted you to fix it. I just wanted you to hug me. why did you make me cry on my own?
From: ABC
To: mum
I love you more than anything how am I supposed to go the rest of my life without you
From: ABC
To: mum
i miss you forever and i love you always, cancer didn’t deserve you. i love you to the moon and back
From: ABC
To: mum
you and the cats are the reason i keep on breathing. i love you and i miss you
From: ABC
To: mum
why cant you see how hard i try. just pay attention to me. im trying my best.
From: ABC
To: mum
I know you tried to break the cycle; I forgive you, but I can never become you.
From: ABC
To: mum
'Night night', the last words u ever said to me. I say them back to u every single night. ???? always
From: ABC
To: mum
I'm sorry I can't connect with you like we used to. I'm trying so hard and I love you.
From: ABC
To: mum
Thanks for letting me talk to you about things going on. Thanks for accepting me no matter what.
