i wanted to prove to the world that i am worth a lot. idk what happened but i now know that im not. im sorry for letting you down. im sorry because i flinched at you raising your voice. im sorry that i cry at every instant of you yelling at me. im sorry that im selfish. im sorry that im tired. im sorry that im not enough. if only i could tell you. if i could scream at you every single shitty thought that has ran thru my mind. if only i could hate you because you taught me to hate myself. im sorry that i couldn't be what you wanted. i just want help man. i just want to be okay again.