Unsent messages to MUM
From: ABC
To: mum
you bitch, I can never forgive you, you made me live my whole childhood thinking what you were doing to me was normal, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: mum
I wish it was easy to forgive you for what you’ve done. The woman who should’ve protected me the most put me in the most amount of danger. I’ll never forgive you for not being a mum when it mattered.
From: ABC
To: mum
I cant describe the a hatred i have towards you and it breaks me heart but you caused this yourself. ever since dad left i have been so unimportant to you. i was only 15 , you made me leave. how could you expect everything to go back to normal. i love you but you havent done enough to fix this. fuck you
From: ABC
To: mum
you want honesty? you’re an overweight ugly fuck who projects all their problems onto other people instead of taking responsibility. you are the reason i never want kids because i don’t want to end up like you.
From: ABC
To: mum
I'm a Lesbian and deep down I don't care if you care because I've got tons of people who does care and that's what matters - Your Youngest daughter Chloe.
From: ABC
To: mum
Honestly, I dont think you'll ever explain to me what's going on but I just wish we were all okay again. I dont want to leave you all but it's getting really hard again, it's scary I guess. Maybe I'm just being stupid. I'll always love you but sometimes you do really scare me
From: ABC
To: mum
i hate u so much. sometimes i wish u were dead but then i remember id be nothing without u. U ruined me. U burnt me out
From: ABC
To: mum
i know you try your best, but i cant take the comments you make. you shower me in money and materialistic items but i need you to treat my emotions better, they are fragile. i only talk back at you bc you dont understand me which is crazy bc you are my mother, you call me immature and tell me i dont get it, i do. please learn me.
From: ABC
To: mum
you scared me so much and in so many ways. i shouldn’t be scared of my own mum that’s wrong. you have hurt me in so many ways and don’t even realise i am so broken
From: ABC
To: mum
I love you so much. I’m sorry I get angry or act ungrateful but I truly don’t mean it. You deserve the world and nothing less you’re such a perfect person
From: ABC
To: mum
Why wasn’t I good enough for you. You don’t speak to me anymore. You still try save yourself saying you love me. But I wish you loved me enough that you wanted to show that love to me and not yourself. Why weren’t we good enough for you mum? Why did you need a new family?
From: ABC
To: mum
I’m sorry dad left, but I’m not to blame; it’s not my fault. I know you see him when you look at me and I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: mum
i’m not ready for you to be disappointed in me, but i can’t do this anymore. i’m so sick of school and exams and the constant stress and pressure you put on me. i’m sure you don’t mean to, but constantly telling me how much you’ve sacrificed to make sure i have a good education makes me feel so guilty. because what if i do bad in my exams? what if i fail all of them? you say you’re so proud of me but i feel like as a person i don’t exist. i feel like i’m nothing more than my academic achievements. and when i lose those, i will be nothing. there’s so much riding on these next few weeks but i’m so burnt out i don’t care anymore. i just want to be carefree for once in my life.
i’m edging towards the edge of a cliff, mum, and i don’t know if i’ll survive the fall.
From: ABC
To: mum
please stop manipulating me. it places a wall in between us that will be there forever unless things change
From: ABC
To: mum
its to late to try to make amends and be the person you should've been before. you weren't a bad mother, you didn't know what you were doing but I am allowed to be mad because if I wasn't the second child I could be so much happier.
From: ABC
To: mum
I love you, I love you and i love you some more. I will never be half the woman you are, but i will always try. Thankyou for being so wonderful. i love you.
From: ABC
To: mum
im so sorry. i want to be a better daughter for you. but i cant do it. im sorry you have to deal with all the shit dad does to us. u shouldnt have to go through this. ur the best mum in the world and im sorry u dont hear that enough. i will always be praying for ur happiness mum. thank u for raising me up till now. thank you for listening to me at times. i appreciate you so much and i couldnt have asked for a better mum. i just wish u could stand up to dad sometimes. but its okay because ik ur scared. we all are. i love u so much mum thank u for what you've done for me.
From: ABC
To: mum
i loved you and you manipulated everyone one around me for your own gain. i hope you’re my happy now i’m depressed
From: ABC
To: mum
i've been self harming since i was 11, i'm sorry that 7 years later i still haven't told you. i didn't want to make you sad, i love you. i'm 6 weeks clean today.
From: ABC
To: mum
You ruined my life in so many ways yet some how I could never live without you. I love you so much and I’m sorry for everything but yet you’ve said sorry but don’t show it. I just wish it could all go back to the way it used to be when I was little and you where innocent even though that’s when it all the bad started to happen
From: ABC
To: mum
nobody ever talks about your first heartbreak being your mum not being the kind person you shaped her to be in your mind
From: ABC
To: mum
I love you more than you can imagine, when dad was disappointed in me you weren’t you were there happy for me and proud of me. I was still sad about that I couldn’t please both of u guys but atleas
From: ABC
To: mum
i used to look up to you, i used to believe you could do no wrong. now i realise you're the reason i'll never truly trust anyone.
From: ABC
To: mum
i love you, but please just listen to me. it hurts just as much when you ignore my thoughts, because you don't really know best anymore.
From: ABC
To: mum
I will never be able to thank you enough for what you have done for me. I'm sorry I can't take away the pain.
From: ABC
To: mum
please just stop and pretend to care about me for a few seconds
From: ABC
To: mum
I really want to love and forgive you but somehow I don't think I can. I'm so sorry.
From: ABC
To: mum
i wish u got the daughter u deserved. im sorry im so volatile. i love u and im trying so hard.
From: ABC
To: mum
why do you never apologise for hurting me but i apologised 10 times for being angry about it
From: ABC
To: mum
Why can you play happy family with the kids you have now and couldn't with the ones you had first
From: ABC
To: mum
I am so scared this illness is going to be the death of me. I love you.
From: ABC
To: mum
I know I hurt you but why did you hurt me the same?
I’m just a kid I don’t understand.
From: ABC
To: mum
I need you I need your help why can't you see I'm struggling. Please help me.
From: ABC
To: mum
It’s Mother’s Day tomorrow, why don’t u love me why wont u talk to me
From: ABC
To: mum
I keep having dreams where I can’t call you. I’m scared that’s going to become reality
From: ABC
To: mum
for you it was just another day, for me it is my worst memory.
From: ABC
To: mum
I miss you so much. I wish I could turn back time and relive every moment with you
From: ABC
To: mum
u cause me so much pain,youre worse than nan and pop ever were, ill never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: mum
i know i say i can never love you again but deep inside i cant stop loving you
From: ABC
To: mum
You asked me if the pants I was wearing were the only ones that fit. I wore them cause I felt pretty
