I hope one day you’ll call me your daughter instead of your son.

I love you, even though I never say it. I hope one day I'll be able to say it to your face.

sadness really does turn into anger. I don't know why i argue so much.

one day, i am gonna grow wings

I am your baby girl, no matter what. I love you.

i'm sorry i'm just not what you wanted me to be. i hope i never have to talk to you when i leave

I wish we got to spend more time together because I know you want that to.

Im willing to forgive you, please come back I still love you

I love you so much mom you're the best person ever I miss you so much

Hi mom I just wanted to say thank you for everything you have done for me. I love you.

I love you !

I cry a lot because I don’t know how to express how much I love you. You’re so beautiful & kind.

Thanks for always loving me unconditionally and being my best friend when there was no one else. :)

You don’t understand how badly I want to be with the guy you think is the one, but I’m lesbian.

I miss you when can i see you again? it's been almost a year

there’s so much i haven’t got to tell you, but one thing i want is to be held by you one more time.

What happened that you became so good to me? It feel weird now

i have a girlfriend. i hope one day you’ll accept for who i am instead of who you want me to be <3

I miss you and i’m sorry if it seemed that i pushed you away.. i wish you could come back

sometimes it’s really hard to talk to you and i often wonder if you are proud of me

I miss you more than life misses the vibrations of the earth

thr so many unsaid thoughts I wish I had told u before w went our separate ways,

love you

I'm so sorry, I just miss you. Why can't things just go back to the way it was.

I forgive you for not being there when I needed you

Can I be your baby again, just for a moment, I don't want to be aware of your cruelty, I miss that.

hey, i’m hope you can see that i’m only here for you. i can’t believe you’re gone. send me a sign.

i wish i knew how to tell you

I´m really trying. Am I ever gonna be good enough?
Please, try to understand me just this once...

It’s been 10 days since you passed. I’m still checking my phone hoping for you to call. I miss you

I'm sorry I'm mad all the time. There's things I can't tell you about. I love you sm

I don't hate you but I hate what you did

I'm sorry I'm mad all the time. There's so much in my head you don't know about. I love you

I love you!

I love you. I hope you’re okay.

11 years since you passed, I hope you're proud of me

i wish i could fully forgive you for everything

im sorry im so mad all the time. i love you so much. i wish you showed me you cared.

I love you and I’m sorry I never should have said them things

sorry i overreacted. there’s just more in my head then u think. love u.

i really miss you. it’s been a year and five months since you passed away. when can i see you again?

Taking care of you the past few years is the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do. I love you.

Altho u rnt my bio mom, you’re my mom, i dont have anyone else.
Please see that im trying.

Am I still young? Can I dream for a few months more?

i love you so much. im sorry if i disappointed you. im trying. i love you i love you i love you

white. a pile of bones buried deep underground. i dont really remember you that well before illness destroyed you and that makes me feel ashamed and guilty. i barely visit you. i make excuses not to, just like i do for everything else in life. they say people too pure for this world get taken first. i would do anything for another minute with you.
i miss you mom.
i pray we meet again someday and we can tell eachother everything we missed.

this isn’t a first love but i have so much stuff to say. man mom , when i was younger i wanted to be you. i wanted your job , hair , lips , body , smile , laugh , &amp; humor. i don’t want any of those things anymore. i want the old you, the happier you. you used to be so happy but now you’re stressed about every single little thing. i was so happy growing up, i wasn’t worried about your flaws. you really have to understand that being on your phone , drinking beer daily , &amp; smoking sm daily isn’t doing anything. youre killing your own body. you’re so manipulative , two-faced , &amp; toxic. i’m trying. i’m trying so much. i cry EVERY NIGHT just so you can yell at me the next day. mom , i know i’m behind in my classes but you don’t know how much pressure they’re putting on me. i’m sleeping during class bc i have to look at a screen for 8 hours , 5 days a week , &amp; no breaks. mom i care and worry about you. you’re putting yourself in so much danger with how much alcohol and tabacco everyday. mom i do care. i’m trying to regain your trust. i know i’m always in my room but that’s bc if i’m out of my room i get yelled at by you and get made fun of by your son. dads the only one that understands, he understands so much. you always have to kick him out , call him names , and call him a bad person. you’re the bad person mom, you don’t know how much pain you put on me , dad , and your son. so much pain that i starve myself bc you call me fat everyday, you were just talking about me like 2 hours ago. i cant trust you, i want you to be like other mothers, happy and able to trust their kid. when you smile i know you’re hurting so much inside. i can tell it in your eyes. man your eyes are so gorgeous. they’re big and pretty. even though you put me threw so much pain i’ll still care. i wish, just wish i could tell you everything. i wish i was able to talk to you about boys, girl stuff, school, &amp; so much more stuff. i cant do that bc you’re so judgemental &amp; selfish. you never let me speak my mind when you have something to say. i hate it.

I really wish I got the time to know you better, you really hurt me and I just couldn't let myself get past that for the longest time. Rest easy

i just want to know what i did that makes you not trust me. I tell you everything and you act like i hide everything. you used to be my best friend but now you use everything against me, i don't know why you chose to do that. maybe you forget that im an adult and you cant control me anymore... so please stop trying and be my friend. you did it, im raised, so stop trying to ruin the life you gave me... its ruining all the good memories that i have- do you want them to be replaced by the bad ones? seems like it. let me live.

i wish i could be more open with u, for some reason I feel like i cant. im sorry im such a disappointment to u