Unsent messages to LOGAN

I don't know if I'm trying to little or too hard but I love you and I miss you and I'm so sorry that this is hard for you bc it's hard for me too. But I'm going to keep trying bc I love you so much

this is my second one to you today but. i hope life treats you well and thank of spending all tho lonely nights with me while we talk about some dumb ads or bagged fucking milk or you making more hot chocolate or me trying to figure you out more. and please take care of my heart you've stolen that from me so many times. i hope you live a happy life and they weren't lying i didn't like my real name til you said. i don't mind hearing ur laugh after making fun of my height. i love you alway i just don't know which way.

you seem to like the color red so here i am. thank for being there for me and making me laugh and feel a way noone has every made me feel before. thank you for understanding and the nose bops. thank you for the long convesations and your explaination of bagged milk. thank you for putting up with my crying and thank you for being you. I will always love you im not sure if its romantically or platonically anymore.

I just wanted you to know I loved you so much you were the reason I carried on and I know I was never the same to you but that’s ok
Cause you saved me

You prolly will never see this but i’ve liked you for forever now. since 7th grade i think. ik this sounds creepy but i’ve literally been having dreams about you lmao. we don’t really talk i don’t know why i like you but i do. i think i might have a chance with you but i don’t know. anyways i rlly hope we will start talking someday

i dont know why we became friends in elementary school and i dont know why you changed in middle school but i miss you

I couldn't stop thinking about you until recently. I'm glad you left me, I would have never had the courage to do the same.

why did you hurt me so much? i trusted you. i was only 11. you gave me the worst trauma anyone could ever have.

i might not have known you for that long, but thank you for being supportive and nice to me. no guy has ever been like that and you might not think much of it, but giving me relationship advice and talking with me about the stupidest things on facetime means a lot to me so thank you.

Hi.
I don't think I could ever tell you how much I love you. The thought of it scares me. I know you don't feel the same but a girl can dream, right?

i miss you so much that it hurts. i can't sleep or breath without thinking about you. just know that i love you and always will love you

When I look into your eyes, I see what we could’ve been. No matter how apparent it is to me that you’ve moved on, I can’t bring myself to put out that fire within my heart, the passion that I have for you... because it’s the only thing that keeps me going anymore.

i miss you so much. i miss what we had and i hate how things ended. if u see this just know you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. i hope you’re doing well- trollunderthebridge

It wasn’t the fact that you left me for another girl. It was the fact that you ignored me for months. We were friends more then anything

im sorry, im sorry i cant let you in, im sorry you love me, im sorry that i wanted to love you back, im sorry for coming into your life

Without you in my life... I wouldn’t have a life. I care so much about you that I don’t want to tell you how i feel because I don’t want to break your heart as a defence mechanism.

I told you I loved you and you still chose to leave. I should've seen it coming, I should've known you would leave me.

I know you lied to me, you left me for her, I hope you know that I've never hurt like this before, and its your fault

I fell in love with your voice, your laugh, your touch, everything. You've moved on, and I wish I could say I have too. When you left, you took a piece of me I can't get back. I hope she was worth it.

I first realized I loved you when I saw you smile for the first time. I remember acting like an idiot and suddenly you were throwing your head back laughing, your eyes twinkling as the light hit you just perfectly looking like an angel sent for me straight from heaven. That moment slowed and burned itself into my subconscious. I remember thinking how badly I would like to kiss you and resisting that urge everytime I saw you for the next 5 years. To this day seeing your name pop up on my messages gives me butterflies and I sit back and love you silently. You could never love me back.

i hope your dogs get as excited to see her as they did to see me. I'm over you, I just miss your dogs

I wish we could’ve spent more time together we had so much potential. you were my first love somehow we were never official but the memories we have stuck in my heart everyday. the way you made me laugh
will never be forgotten.

you’re the only one who made me experience what real happiness is. you’re the only one i pictured myself with. i hated everything about me, until you said you loved them. i won’t give up on us. i’m sorry for everything. i love you my sunflower.

You are so sweet it’s hard seeing you in school halls. But I understand you didn’t want to talk anymore but I don’t hate you for that .:)

you ruined me. does it feel good to know that? i hope you cracked a little too when you shattered me.

Your so amazing and sweet and goofy . I keep pushing you away because I’m scared you will never care about me the way I care about you. I know you need time to heal but the more I get to know you the more I fall.?

i love you more than you will ever know. no matter how bad you broke me i will love you forever and always my sweet boy?

you meant so much to me for so long and you never felt the same even when i would’ve done anything for you

I still miss you so much and I’m hoping everyday that you’re the one i’m meant to be with in the end. I love you more than anyone and anything i’ve ever known.
-❤️

I would do anything to be with you again. I don’t get why you don’t love me, but I will always love you.

I will always love you even when I know you’ll never love me back. I will always be here even when you don’t want it. I will support you because I know you need a little extra love and support. I know you’ll get better eventually and maybe you realize what you missed out on.

I’m so sorry for not having my shit together, I love you so much I just want you back. I’ve changed so much, I just want you to love me the way i love you

You made me feel ok. I fell in love with you before I really even knew you. I was never going to give up on you and it hurts that you let me down. I always looked for the good in you and I even defended you. I can’t watch Aladdin or Toy Story anymore and part of me is still waiting for you to come back. I know you felt something when we made eye contact, I know there was a spark when we played lap tag. I’m never going to give up on you because I know that we are meant to be. I love you. I think about you everyday, you meant everything to me.

I will always love you some type of way...but thank you for helping me find the real love of my life.

It hurts that you’ll never see me the way I see you, and I am not as important to you as you are too me.
-I miss you, Riley

it was 11:11 and all i wanted was you. but by the time i made my wish it was 11:12 and i realized you were never coming back

idk u don’t even look at these things but maybe that’s for the better. i wish we could’ve done what we planned. i love you still. i always will.

i wish i didn’t have to just watch our streak end. yea it’s just a silly streak but that was the last i had of u.

i miss you sm. the way we used to be. we still talk daily but you have a gf. you said u miss me but don’t show it. what are you thinking bc you make it seem like you wanna get together again but don’t show it. but i have sm faith you’re my right person wrong time. like we say i love you unconditionally

I wish you were still here. I miss you more and more everyday. Nothing’s the same anymore and I know you had to go but it’s hard to accept the fact that you’re gone, man I just hope you’re finally happy and at peace. I love you idiot and I regret never telling you that, you’ll forever be in my heart.

you gave me hope when I had no one. why did you stay when you knew you should've gone? I understand why you left, but I had no one. I was so young and you were all I had. you used me and my body and left.

I trusted you with my fragile heart just for you to stomp all over it and break it into a billion pieces.

You changed my world before you decided you didn’t want to be in my life anymore. I wish we got to know each other more than we did because we were so alike you just didn’t know it yet

i was never over him, and im sorry i got into something thinking i was. you seem happy now, but i still regret ever hurting you

I don’t know why but I’ve always compared myself to you. I guess that’s why I acted the way I did. I always felt bad about myself and I still have no idea why I get so jealous of you. Glad we’re talking again though.

Im letting you go again, I hope you grow - I know you’re my person, and always will be. Come back when you’re ready. G

You make me so happy. Even when I’m mad at you, I still love you lots. Thank you for being my best friend & fiancé at once. Thank you for teaching me love again.

ive loved you since the day i saw you, i can never tell if you feel the same. the way you look at the other girls but then you look at me with love

I don’t know what i did wrong, i loved you so much and i thought you loved me too. All i asked for was a reason and you couldn’t even find one...

after how hard i tried to make you feel wanted, that "instant connection" we had, you still went ahead and acted like i didn't exist.