I first realized I loved you when I saw you smile for the first time. I remember acting like an idiot and suddenly you were throwing your head back laughing, your eyes twinkling as the light hit you just perfectly looking like an angel sent for me straight from heaven. That moment slowed and burned itself into my subconscious. I remember thinking how badly I would like to kiss you and resisting that urge everytime I saw you for the next 5 years. To this day seeing your name pop up on my messages gives me butterflies and I sit back and love you silently. You could never love me back.