I told you I loved you and you still chose to leave. I should've seen it coming, I should've known you would leave me.

Without you in my life... I wouldn’t have a life. I care so much about you that I don’t want to tell you how i feel because I don’t want to break your heart as a defence mechanism.

you are the strongest person i’ve met. and sometimes i get mad at you but i promise i could never hate you.

I won’t always remember what you said or what you did but I will always remember how u made me feel :( - “p”

hi. i dont know if you love me but i love you. you might be kinda eh sometimes but u make me blush and make me smile. i hope u like me back, i cant tell if your shy or you like her. but lets hope its the first one

im so sorry that i didnt tell you i loved you i was scared i feel like i don deserve love but im now torn that i didnt tell you but im happy for you and your gf she got the best bf

im sorry, im sorry i cant let you in, im sorry you love me, im sorry that i wanted to love you back, im sorry for coming into your life

I like u, but u barely know I exist. I’m pretty sure u also think I’m lesbian. Touché my friend, touché

i hated you. for the longest time i wasted my time chasing after you. i dont care now. glad we still talk ig

I know you're lost in life right now but please come back some day, I don't know how much longer I can go on without talking to you

I don’t know what i did wrong, i loved you so much and i thought you loved me too. All i asked for was a reason and you couldn’t even find one...

u were the first person who was ever actually there for me. all the late night talks meant so much to me and i don’t think u understand that. but something happened, idk if it was me or u but something happened. nothing is the same anymore and i don’t think it ever will be. ofc you’ll never see this but u meant the world to me and i always envisioned u to be someone u weren’t. u aren't a good person at heart. u try to be but u are just so manipulative and self centered. i know you’re a bad person but u will always be somewhere in my heart. as u said “if this is over, u will always have a place in my heart.” but i really doubt that. still i’m in love with u? why? i don’t ever wanna love someone like u but when i think of u i think of all the times u said u cared. but u didn’t. u only care about yourself. u will always only care about yourself, logan.

i am sick. i’m not crazy. i was there for you at your lowest. you just left me and called me crazy. i’m not crazy i’m sick.

It wasn’t the fact that you left me for another girl. It was the fact that you ignored me for months. We were friends more then anything

I wish you put in as much effort as I did. I wish you could’ve trusted me. And finally, I wish you didn’t take the backlash of a broken and deprived girl. I was never ready for that relationship.

i will forever be grateful for you and you will forever have a special place in my heart. if we never meet again, just know you were to best thing that's ever happened to me in a long time. i hope she makes you as happy as i wanted to. you deserve the best. i love you forever

The moment I knew it was the "day" I had to text you, I really didn't want to think of you until I actually reached out. I realized how much better you were doing with girls, school, and your "friends". I knew you were forgetting me and I know it was probably for the best. I think to myself, like thank god I never actually got to spend one on one time with you because I would have been way too attached. But I really am learning to let go, even though that is not what I want, I mean I thought I wanted that, until you weren't a part of my week anymore. Sometimes, I think that if I never told you my feelings, I would not be in this much of a heart ache. I'm glad I did though, I just wish I was never lied to. One time, I realized that I cared about you way more than you cared about me. It was when we were texting, and you wanted clarification and I tried my best to give you that. You thanked me for the reassurance but you see, you never gave me that or even asked. So I still have questions but with time, I am slowly forgetting why I cared in the first place. Of course, there are things I wish I had done things differently, but at this point, I do not think you deserved a better ending. I meant everything I ever said as confusing as it probably was for you, but I always had a hard time believing you anyway. I know for certain if I texted you right now, you would either ignore me or tell your "friends" like you usually do and I do know about that. I really wish you were the same guy I fell for. The one who made me smile, the one I trusted, the one who made me feel like I was never alone, and the one who made me feel good about myself. I will never know the truth about you, like why you lied to me, or why you said you "cared" about me, or why I wasn't good enough to make you feel what I once felt. I wish I could receive a text or a call addressing it all but I wont, simply because you do not care and because this sad situation has not affected you. I will always wonder about you, and do not get me wrong because I will always care about you and I always wish the best for you but I wish if this was suppose to actually end that it could have been different.

thank you for making me happier than i could’ve ever imagined. you were the best thing that happened to me in the longest time. you made me the person i am today. you made me love myself again which i never thought was possible. you taught me how to love. i wanted us to be forever, and maybe we will just not right now. i’m sorry i couldn’t make you as happy as i wanted to. i really tried my best. i strongly believe everything happens for a reason, so if we’re meant to be we will be. maybe that time is next year, maybe it’s in 10 years, or maybe it's never. either way i will forever be grateful for you. you will always have a special place in my heart. i may be upset, but not at you. i am angry with you, but i will get over it. i really hope she can make you as happy as i wanted to. i’m so proud of you for finding someone to give you the world. she is so gorgeous. i want the best for you no matter what. i hope yall last. i hope she can give you what i couldn’t. i wish the absolute best for you both and your relationship. you will forever be my first love. again i’m sorry i couldn’t give you what you wanted. i enjoyed us while it lasted and i need to move on. i really hope we can meet again one day and finish our chapter because i truly believe this isn’t where it’s supposed to end. i love you and i will forever have love for you. don’t miss me too much.

You manipulated me and I was naive, it’s embarrassing how I settled for you and you wore the same 3 shirts..

If you really loved me, a small mistake like that shouldn’t of mattered to you. I care so much to the point that I look dumb.

you hurt me so bad and so often but i still miss you.
i was trying to fix it whenever you left.
now i'm all alone.

I start to loose hope in us and then i remeber what it felt like for you to be in my arms one more time.

When i see you again please promise to let me hold you like it'll be the last time ill ever see you..

I know this isn’t something you want to hear because you literally haven’t spoken to me. I have learned that sometimes I have the inability to love the “right” way but I did love you. Sometimes people self sabotage good things, like I did in regards to our relationship because I never thought I was worth of any of your time. But I just want you to understand, I never intentionally meant to offend, embarrass, or hurt you in anyway. It had nothing to do with you, I told you I loved you and I meant it but most of the time the thoughts in my head kinda take over. I can’t define the type of love I felt for you but it was love. I didn’t understand myself and therefore, I didn’t know what to do so I ruined it :( I definitely still have a lot to learn about relationships. I don’t say this to justify any of the things I did that may of affected you but I just wanted to offer a different perspective. I want to let you know that I’m still hurting and I think a part of me will always old onto that pain. For now, I can’t see anything good about the situation but I wish that one day I could careless like you but I don’t see that happening because that isn’t me. I would love to say let’s catch up sometime or let’s hope overtime time we can meet again but I don’t think I could actually say that. The truth is I liked you like I have never liked someone before and to be honest I wish the way this relationship ended didn’t affect me like you. But it did, and I have accepted that and I hope one day to believe that this was for the better. I’m glad we got to wish each other a happy new year but I wish it was an actual conversation but I feel so strange about all of this. I’ve been hurt before but it was never by someone I loved and cared for, so it’s a different kind of pain that I wasn’t ready for. I appreciate all the kind things you have said about me but I don’t respect the lies that were told to me by you. I am just so confused why you felt the need to lie to me when I could have understood you like I did in the beginning.

thank you for showing me what’s it like to be loved but also showing me what it’s like to realize my worth. i’ll always have a place in my heart for you my sweet boy, but i need to let you go.

I hate you for cheating on me and treating me horrible but for some reason I can’t stop thinking about you.

I still think about what I could have said to make you stay. I still miss you, and will forever love you.

You helped me at my worst moments, gave me a family when I didn't have one. But people grow apart and that's okay. im now on this journey with hunter, you led me to him. You showed me that what we had was not real love.

If you think I’m actually selfish than that is the problem. I was protecting myself from this exact situation. I could honestly never look at you the same again. Do you know how many times you took back or revised what you said. Do you know how many times you changed the story and the reasons why we couldn’t be together. First it was bc u didn’t want to ruin our friendship then it was because u liked someone else and that everything you said was wrong and the other bullshit excuses. You should have told me the truth THAT u didn’t like me because that wasn’t going to break me. Of course I would be sad but not nearly as sad as I am right now thinking about u. If u want to call me selfish fine, just know that you meant more to me than anyone else in my entire life. I don’t lie, I hide things but those things are for ME to know and I think that’s fair to say. So if u want to forget me or pretend it never happened thats fine, I’m okay with that. But I’ll never forget any of it or pretend it never happened. I did love you and I still do which is the shitty part because I don’t think I ever got to really know you. I fell for the way u made me feel and it wasn’t all good. Sometimes u made me feel like such a bitch and other times you made me feel like I could say anything to you and not be judged or made fun of. I trusted you too, which is something I never do. If I had the guts to text you right now I would. But I wouldn’t explain anything to you because you don’t deserve it. I would just want to listen to you because everything you ever said made me feel like you could actually like me too. I was wrong about everything and you hurt me Logan. You told people things that I told you and I really believed I could trust u. I don’t want you to wish that none of this ever happened, infact I want you to text me and tell me you remember it all. but you’ll never do that because you aren’t that kind of person. You act tough but I do know you have a big heart, you don’t physically show it. And I think that’s where the mix signals were coming from. Because I was hearing everything over text but never anything to my face. I miss you constantly and it’s the kind of missing that I’ll play a sad song to and just cry thinking about your lame jokes and your smile. I never want to embarrass you or make you feel obligated to say something you never meant. I just wanted the truth and I never got that and I probably never will. I’m learning to accept that but it doesn’t make anything about you easy to understand. You do have a place in my heart but I wish you we could be close again and I could give u updates on how I’m doing and I want to hear everything about you that I’ve missed. I can’t really come to terms with never actually getting to talk to you again and it makes me sad. I know your mind isn’t always in a good place but I felt like when we talked our minds were ok. I do want the best for u, I always have since the moment we started talking. I don’t wish anything could go back to the way it was because I don’t think I would have realized the kind of person you are. But I do wish, I could hear your voice and see your face and just listen to you again.

i miss you so much. i miss what we had and i hate how things ended. if u see this just know you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. i hope you’re doing well- trollunderthebridge

its been 3 years. i will never get over you. you came into my life and filled a void. and no one will ever be the same. im sorry i never said anything. i dont even know if it wouldve worked out but i wanted a chance. im so stupid sometimes. well, ill never stop talking to you, asking you questions, listening about your day, trying to make you smile. -E went back and wrote your name because im not THAT big of a pussy. but if you do find this dont text me about it unless you feel the same. LOL

When I look into your eyes, I see what we could’ve been. No matter how apparent it is to me that you’ve moved on, I can’t bring myself to put out that fire within my heart, the passion that I have for you... because it’s the only thing that keeps me going anymore.

ive loved you since the day i saw you, i can never tell if you feel the same. the way you look at the other girls but then you look at me with love

i miss you so much that it hurts. i can't sleep or breath without thinking about you. just know that i love you and always will love you

We've known each other for such a long time. I've always had a crush on you and for obvious reasons I'm sure you know now, or at least have an idea. I wish I knew if you felt the same, and I wonder if you'll ever see me for more than just my body :/

i was never over him, and im sorry i got into something thinking i was. you seem happy now, but i still regret ever hurting you

With or without you, im learning that i will be okay. I do think about what we could have been. Because you honestly complete me :). I know that sounds crazy but honestly we had a lot of things in common. Like our stubbornness, our weird humor, our relationships, and the things we keep to ourselves.

You changed my world before you decided you didn’t want to be in my life anymore. I wish we got to know each other more than we did because we were so alike you just didn’t know it yet

I like you and I’m fucking tired of hiding it school so the reason why I like you in a way I’ve never liked anyone before.

I trusted you with my fragile heart just for you to stomp all over it and break it into a billion pieces.

I realized that my heart will always skip a beat when I see you. The love I have for you, will never go away. I have to let you go though. Because trying to hold on to you hurts too much. I will always care for you, but I can't constantly check up on you anymore. It isn't healthy for me anymore.

you gave me hope when I had no one. why did you stay when you knew you should've gone? I understand why you left, but I had no one. I was so young and you were all I had. you used me and my body and left.

I wish you were still here. I miss you more and more everyday. Nothing’s the same anymore and I know you had to go but it’s hard to accept the fact that you’re gone, man I just hope you’re finally happy and at peace. I love you idiot and I regret never telling you that, you’ll forever be in my heart.

Hi.
I don't think I could ever tell you how much I love you. The thought of it scares me. I know you don't feel the same but a girl can dream, right?

i'm seeing you for the first time in years, you're across the country now, will i be able to leave you again

at one point you were all i wanted but now i'm not sure who you are and i act like i don't care to protect myself

I know you think relationships are pointless right now, but please, let me care for you. I know you need it.

i might not have known you for that long, but thank you for being supportive and nice to me. no guy has ever been like that and you might not think much of it, but giving me relationship advice and talking with me about the stupidest things on facetime means a lot to me so thank you.

I never really got why you never asked me out,I dont know if you where waiting for me to make the first move or what.I assumed that I wasnt good enough or that there was someone better. But I didnt wanna belive any of it so I just let you tear my apart from the inside out. I dont blame you though you had no idea how much I really loved you and how much you where hurting me.Im still trying to move on.

i miss you sm. the way we used to be. we still talk daily but you have a gf. you said u miss me but don’t show it. what are you thinking bc you make it seem like you wanna get together again but don’t show it. but i have sm faith you’re my right person wrong time. like we say i love you unconditionally