Unsent messages to LEO

I hope your doing well I wanted to send you this but I don’t want to make you uncomfortable hope your happy with her but I hope you realise I was just trying to love you and I know I got to attached but I love you I just wanted to say that for the last time even though you won’t say it back bye for

i hope that you come back, i truly hope so because when you do, we would both be different people than before.

If I could be your girl idk how I'd react. Stupid pandemic and a year of feelings are the best recipe for wanting you.

I wish we could bake cookies and sing our hearts out, we live so close but I don't have the courage. plz I manifest you.

i love you so much!!! i really miss you, i cant wait to spend my life with you. i hope our feelings last forever

remember rabbit movies? truthfully i hope you never see this because then you'd know i was thinking about you. but i am. i should be thinking about other people so why do i think about you.

I miss you more and more everyday I miss your touch I miss your kiss I miss your hugs everytime I hear your name I cry I hope you find someone who loves you as much as I still do x

I just have so much to say to you but idk how. Ur my favorite person. My favourite notfification. But you keep leaving me on delivered to the point where I’m losing hope. I’m even on delivered now. I just want you to know that I do love you and I genuinely believe that we are soulmates. Do you remember how we instantly got along within the first week of sitting next to each other in English and geography having never spoken to each other before? I’ve been at the same school as you for 8 years yet for the first 6 our paths never crossed and then in the 7th year we were sat next to each other and everything just clicked. We instantly got on and we were both into each other immediately yet we were both too nervous to tell the other. But my best friend liked u so I had to let her have u cos she was going through a hard time. So u dated her after u got over me and dated her for 10 months. Within this time ud message me and meet me after school every week which is bad I know but I was still really into u but no one knew. Then u broke up at the start of lockdown. So throughout lockdown we were messaging more and getting closer and ended up meeting once a week for about 2 months after restrictions were lifted. Those were the best 2 months. I loved when I sat on the handle bars of ur bike and we screamed as we we through some bushes cos we thought we were gonna fall or when we were play fighting in a river and u lobbed me over ur shoulder and then threw me in the water. And the time when we snuck out at 4am to try watch the sunrise except we missed the sunrise cos we were too busy eating dried mango and finding a good place to sit. We said we were best friends but I always secretly thought we were more. After this I told u how I felt and u didn’t feel the same way. This crushed me but I understood and made peace with it but u were so nice ab it and we stayed close. Then we went back to school and we were in no classes with each other so we never talked in person but we still texted but we were definitely drifting. But then I realized one day a week we had a class with our classrooms next to each other at the end of the day so I started walking slower out of my class and u would catch up and then I’d go with u to music to get ur instrument. This still happens now every week and we just have a debrief and we also call every other night or so to catch up and rant about the people at school. I think I’m slowly losing feelings, at least I hope I am considering it’s been two years hahaha. I’m not gonna see u for 3 weeks now and u have me on delivered so I’m gonna take these holidays as a chance to really focus on work and family and not think ab u or text u unless something serious happens. I hope this works considering it’s been two years. My best friend doesn’t know that I liked u while U were dating her, no one does. People think I liked u back in July and that was it. But it’s been two years and idk if I can do it anymore because it’s killing me hearing u talk about these girls who are so much prettier and much better for u than I am. I don’t wanna distance myself because I can’t lose u as a friend u mean so much to me but I just really want to get over u. But then I remember ur smile. Ur hair. Ur humour. Ur laugh. And u were invited to this New Years thing with all these gorgeous popular girls that I wasn’t invited to and the thought of u getting with one of them kills me. I know u told me u don’t wanna go and ur gonna try get out of it but there’s still the possibility. I love you Leo. I always will. You’re the one person I don’t think I’ll ever truly get over. Even in many years when I don’t know u any more, u will hold a special place in my heart and I’ll be reminded of the BEST summer I’ve ever had with you. Thank you for everything. Ur a truly amazing person and I will never stop caring for u. Just don’t forget abt me okay?

I think I’m in love with you and it really hurts because I know that you’re falling for the girl who is much prettier and nicer and funnier than me and I understand why but it still hurts yk. When ur leaving me on delivered I know ur texting her instead and that’s fine I can’t control u but it stings. U also bring her up all the times w funny things she’s said and it makes me wish I could make u laugh like that. One time I was in the same room when u were talking to her and I’d never heard u laugh the way u did but it made me realize u can be much happier w her than w me. I’ve told u how I feel a few months ago and it wasn’t reciprocated so after a week I told u I was over it even though now I’m more into u than ever. I’ve loved u for the past two years and I’ve told u twice how I felt and the first time u felt the same way but I told u too late and the second time u were over it. It’s fine but I feel like we r soulmates and I don’t wanna ever let u go even though I can feel u drifting. I just miss u and I miss the times we’d go out every week and sneak out at 4am to watch the stars. It’s always confused me how u thought of me as just a friend yet u wanted to sneak out w me. And we call almost every night but ur always talking about her and I was with her yesterday and I saw what u see in her. So I want to try and back off and I wish you well. I love you Leo.

hey a long time ago I really did love you, nothing mattered, no flaws existed I just loved all of u, saw straight through. what really sucks is u don't matter to me in any way anymore, and I spent so much time thinking about you, but now I can barely remember the feeling u gave me. my love for u tumbled down staircases and blood stained my heart but no residue is left to remind me of the time spent hung up over you

do you remember our late night calls when we were laughing so hard we were crying? yeah i miss this and i miss you even though i act like you mean nothing to me. i love u

i still love you. i always will. i’ve never felt like this before. hopefully in the future we can try again..:(

i feel bad because i only text you when I'm drunk and I haven't blocked your number yet cos I think your coming back.

I wish I had met you again because whenever your name is mentioned I think of what we had and how your compliments made me feel :( please come back

You were so unbelievably kind to me and I missed you everyday, I just wish you would off text me more often and showed me that you really did love me and I wish you would of just stopped playing with my head sometimes

Leo if you don’t want to lose me then please text me. I know we both have issues with communication to one another and I can’t tell you how heart fully sorry I am for not realizing you were hurting when were together. I want to try again, really but I need to know you feel the same and won’t just ghost me. I know I turned down the idea before but I was scared to try again. I don’t think I’m scared anymore. Please text me. Please

I don’t really know what you are thinking. I wish we could be a bit closer. I’m trying my best but idk if you are putting in the same effort. I still think you are a good person though. Just misunderstood.

I love you but I’m not in love with you. You don’t make me feel important enough. You’re supposed to fight for me, but all you’re doing is letting go. I don’t want to be the one to reach out but you’re too nonchalant to do it

heyy, it's the omegle girl u texted for hours abt your wild life, u were so funny and so interesting to talk to, i hope we can talk more in the future i would love being a close online friend w u

I knew things weren't gonna go the way we wanted but I stayed because I wasn't sure if ill ever start over with someone new and feel the way being with you made me feel but when Iook back I was right I just wish I met you a little later in life before you decided to move on for good

i really really loved you, i was so in love with you and i thought you too but then i realized that the only person with that feeling was me and you broke me so bad cause u were my person :,)

I tried to forget you because that is what I thought moving on was but now I realize its really accepting what happened between us and accepting that we are just a memory and I did it... Im finally over you. I go days without thinking about you and seeing you doesn't break my heart anymore. You pop in my head every once in a while and I cherish the moments we had, we were young and in love. I still care about you but I have accepted that you and I arent meant to be. I don't regret ever being with you though, I wish you nothing but the bestest cabeza de chorizo

you ruined my perception of love. you taught me all the wrong things and none of the right. i hope nobody ever feels what I felt for you. i was hopelessly in love with you, and you lead me on for years. after everything you've done, I can't get you out of my head. i hate you. i hope someday you want to reach out to me, and when you realize you can't, i hope it breaks you. i want you to feel the desperation to feel whole again. i wish things could have gone better. but that was a choice you made for the both of us. hope you're happy.

Se suponía que me cuidarías como tu novia, como tu amiga, como tu amante... Se suponía que tus abrazos serían cálidos.

You ruined music for me. All of my favorite songs are tainted. I don't think i can let you go. "sorry i didnt kiss you"

non so se leggerai mai questo messaggio ma sappi che sei diventato un pensiero constante però ho paura di come possa finire e cosa possa succedere.Nonostante ciò io davvero tengo a te però sono molto impacciata a dire le cose

I hope you’re happy with her, of course, all i want is for you to be happy. But i will always secretly wish i was the one who is yours.

i love your pink beanie and your sliver rings but i have still have a better style then you deal with it, hun ;)

I miss our late night walks around town, remember when you pointed out that my top was see-through and i laughed because i wore that top to see if you noticed what i wear, the same with when we first met and i wore an iron maiden shirt and you pointed out that it was an iron maiden shirt. I miss you, text me please.

idk why but you make me happy. i told myself not to fall again i think i’m succeeding. i’m sorry if i can’t give you back the love you expect. first i have to know if you’re serious about us.

i dont love you anymore, dont think i ever did
i mean, i did loved you but no in the amount i am cabaple of. i think i could've done better, but you cheated anywas... so i dont know why i care about this.
what matters is that, the next person i love... i will give my all
it's going to take a long ass time for me to love/ be in a relationship again... i can feel it, but oh boy when i do... its going to be so good and better than anything else.

i'm saying this, but i think when you find someone else, even tho it's been a while, i will probably cry

ti auguro la migliore vita e non ho bisogno di stare con te. solo ho bisogno di sapere che quella vita ti ha trovato

My friend is out of your league and she deserves better so she is going to date ollie sadly hes a bit young, but hes better boyfriend material. Think before you act silly little boy

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I don't mean to. I just want to give you space and let you live your life. I'm just a burden to you. I'm sorry.

I always think of you, you can't imagine how much i need you...
your last goodbye i still remember, but only the memory remains when we were little
you much

i miss what we had. not even in a relationship. i know we weren’t meant for each other, but god i miss the time we spent together. i just wish you’d put an effort to talk to me again.

I will confess horribly that I never loved you as much as you loved me. The fact that I knew this at the time and had already had someone do this to me (George) makes this worse but I was young and naïve, I'm sorry.

I still think about you. At night. In the shower. When the water is cold. And the music is loud.
I think about you.

I wish you could call me beautiful. Even if it’s just for one more time. And even if you don’t mean it.

hi, you're an idiot. i wish you knew how much i love and hate you. you make me so happy. but at times im confused. but i still love you

you came into my life when i needed someone the most. You were always there for me even if we were not on the good terms. You said you would always be here. Now you are gone, you are with her now. I just hope she makes you happy. You will forever have a place in my heart. I love you

i don’t think you know how much i like you. when i talk to you i feel happy and less stressed but now you don’t reply and it makes me sad. i wish we’d kept talking and that you liked me because i missed the hours we’d spend talking about our similarities and we’d reply so quick to each other. now i feel like this liking thing is one way. have a good life and i hope we stay lose xxxxxxx

I’m so sorry for the way I treated you. You didn’t deserve it but I had to put myself first - if you’re seeing this I wish you the best in life :)

hey bb. i wish you didnt leave. tbh u were using me but ur face was too cute to let go. pls come back and rail me like u said u would. ty babes

I wish I told you that I loved you. I think you knew. But if you did, I don't know why you hurt me so badly and expected me to forgive you. Still, I can't seem to let you go.

I miss you dummy. I'm sorry we hurt each other to the point where we're not in each other's lives anymore. I wish we could go back and do things differently.

I miss you more than words can say but you broke me so bad that im forever stuck overthinking every little thing.

sometimes you brush my mind, and like a tsunami every single emotion u ever gave me comes back to me at once

Even though you hurt me more than words can explain I still wish you the best and hope you’re happy with someone else. What goes around comes around.

I'm happy we're still friends but sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we never met. Don't you?