Gracias por enseñarme a querer y dejar que me quieran. Ojalá pudiera seguir aprendiendo contigo. Siempre puedes volver a casa.

Sometimes I sit here and wonder what went wrong.I wish you knew how bad it hurt when you cheated.i try so hard to understand why you did this and I always end up blaming it on me. why did you manipulate me like this?why did you lie?why did you make me believe that you're actually different?for what? you destroyed my heart.

I read this poem saying "if only you stopped for a second to really see me - you could have had all of me". I loved you so much but I was never the one for you.

It’s 3am, and I’m up watching Hulu. Mid episode, I had a flashback to a memory. It was about you. & the way you used to rub your thumb against the back of my hand when we’d walk around with our hands interlocked. I don’t think I ever told you but those were the moments I felt at peace. Those were the moments I felt your love. I wanted to tell you about it but I can never bring myself to message you, it would hurt me too much if you didn’t message me back or it didn’t mean as much to you as it meant to me. Then I think about how I’d wake up each morning excited to read your messages and tell you about the cute dreams I had of us. Those were the moments that brought me joy... I miss you. Do you miss me too?

puff it's been 2 years since we haven't seen each other in person, I know that everything ended badly, that you surely hated me too much and you wouldn't even want to see me, although well ... I guess you won't care, time heals everything no? ... I would love for you to know that until long after everything happened, I continued to love you and seeing you with my former friend broke my heart over and over again, feeling that she had what I could never have .. to you, it killed me. Beyond your physique, I loved your way of treating others, I adored that our relationship x to call it that was made of vague jokes, in which I paired with another person to annoy you and that deep down it made my heart shrink . Well, going back to the present, I do not wish you evil far from it, I want you to find everything you want in life and of course live it next to the right person. Honestly in these years if I have remembered you ... that you were my first love, the first person who made me lose myself just by looking at me, the person who I loved to look at in class or who I loved to show indifference at first xra that at least that way you would notice that it existed ... Thank you because despite everything that happened, I do not regret having met you and because thanks to you I also suffered my first "heartbreak" ..., and although I You did the most damage that no one has ever done to me, and you made me cry until the wee hours of the morning, you taught me that no one dies of love and once the first heartbreak is over, the others are less harsh ....

I miss you at night when I'm feeling lonely, but I miss you more at 3pm when I'm in class and my mind finds itself thinking of you. I wish you'd just text me and tell me you miss me too.

Please don't write me any more, cause every time you return to my life I remember and love u again and each time u leave I suffer again, let me try to heal baby
Please
Always yours... MMC

you are so mean.its crazy how you say that nobody loves you and that you’re a loner yet when i try to show you i love you all you do is ignore me.it hurts being in love with somebody that hates you.

U said u regretted it but if u did why won’t u u come back to me, i never even got the chance to hold u, are u rlly not ready? I just want to read ur mind? Is it me? Its not. What happened? I won’t tell.

all i want is for u to be happy even if its not with me. im over you but i still love you. i always will.

I'm sorry that we can't stay together anymore. I wish we could have been more time laughing or something. Hope see you soon ♥.

We didn't talk for 7 months now.. I thought about messaging u, but I'm blocking myself to do that.. You are still going through my mind and I hope that we will meet when we are older..

I’m still trying to forget you. I love you still. I still want it to be us. You feel like my soul mate. I’d wait for you. In a way it feels like I am. I want it to be you. I still want it to be you.

realmente me dolio todo lo que pasamos, tu eras la persona correcta pero el momento no era el correcto, se que algun dia seremos felices , por que se que estas esperando por mi y es mutuo, te extraño soulmate

i hate you so much for lying to me about you cheating on me for what? the third time. i hate that you're my first love and i hate that we always get back together. idk if were twin flames or your a lesson that i still haven't learned. you only loved me for a few months because if you did actually love me i would be missing you and energy never lies, i hate you.

Tonight I thought about the ring you gave me. I even remember the day it happened. We were at the park and you said it was a promise ring. I don’t like to think about what it meant and what you said because it makes me sad. But tonight I was reminded by it. Part of me thinks you still love me, but the other part of me knows it only hurts me more to hold onto those hopes that you still do... Loving you has been the easiest thing I have ever done, and not being able to show you that love has hurt me beyond explanation... Maybe it’s a good thing if you don’t love me anymore, I wouldn’t be able to bear the pain knowing you’re suffering as much as I am. Even after everything, I hope that between the both of us, you’ve suffered the least from this break up. You deserve to be happy, that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. So even if being happy was never meant to be happy with me, I still want you to be happy. I hope one day I am too, even if deep down I wish it would have been with you.

i’m sorry i was scared to truly love you. forever wishing i could go back and do what i couldn’t do then

i wish we could’ve loved eachother. i wish things would’ve worked out. i’m talking to you in person soon for the first time in like a year. i’m not mentally prepared. everytime i see you time freezes even though the things that were going on between us stopped so long ago. i do wish we could get the chance to start over though. when i talk to you and am around you i feel differently than i feel with anyone else. i guess it’s just first, second maybe, love jitters. it sucks to say that i do believe our story is over.

I know you will never love me the way I love you, I know you dream of her and I left you not because I did not love you, I left you because I did not want to see you sad by my side

thank you for showing me what I do and don't want in a relationship. we were never together, but through this I've learned so much about myself and you as well. I know someday you'll be an amazing dad bc you don't wanna make the same mistakes ur parents made, and someday I hope to do the same, hopefully together with you. I'd love to have a family with you and see how kind you are with our kids, but everything happens for a reason. Anyways, if we're meant to be we will be!

I will never forget how you made me truly feel beautiful and happy despite being in one of the darkest moments of my life. You set my standards for my future boyfriends so high I wonder if I will ever meet someone like you again. You saved my life.

I saw something today that really put things into perspective for me. “Why would you want someone in your life who constantly leaves you feeling confused. Someone who ghosts you, who isn’t there for you, someone who doesn’t prioritize you.” It made me realize... I never asked for a lot. I never asked you to go out of your way for me, all I wanted was for you to be there for me when I needed you. To check up on me the way I always did for you. But you made me feel like I wasn’t even worthy of those simple things. You made me feel like a burden each and every time I reached out to you. It never mattered to me that we weren’t together anymore, because I was always there for you when you called and said you needed someone. How come when I opened up to say I needed you, you brushed me off and took hours to respond back and then proceeded to never message me again. That’s what hurt me most. The fact that you stopped talking to me the moment you didn’t need me anymore and I was left to pick up the pieces once again. Sometimes I wonder if you’re SO dense to not realize how your actions have affected me or if you simply do not care. I wish I hated you, I wish the love I have for you could turn cold the way yours did when you stopped caring about me, I wish I didn’t think about you every waking moment, I wish everything didn’t remind me of you and I wish you weren’t my last thought because I’ve grown tired. I’ve grown tired of loving someone who can’t seem to show me the bare minimum who can’t simply just explain what they want from me instead of coming in and out of my life when you feel like it. I’ve grown tired. I deserved better than the way you treated me. & I hope one day you realize it. But by then I know it will be too late.

I can't help but wonder what we would've been like together. I missed how we used to be. now everything is different and I guess I just miss u

perdón por todo espero encuentras a alguien mejor que yo, siempre te ame aunque no te lo dije por miedo. ojalo hubiéramos podido seguir pero espero que seas feliz.

I guess you really were the right person wrong time huh? I hope you’re doing well. It hurts to think about you. I just hope, that as I navigate through these trials and tribulations, you’ll be at the finish line, waiting for me. But I know I can’t ask you to do that. I’m glad to know that we both impacted each others’ lives in positive ways. Until next time dummy.

“It’s not about the first kiss, it’s about the one that matters.” It made me think about ours. Although you were my first kiss, I remember how you would say you wished that you would have waited so I could be yours too. It didn’t matter to me, because like the quote says, it was about the one that mattered. & ours always did. Ever kiss we had, whether it was our first, our make outs, our fishy kisses, our forehead kisses, or our last kiss, they all mattered to me because they were all with the one who has mattered most to me. You.

i don’t understand why i love you so much, i’ve tried to let you go but the things i felt with you is impossible to feel anywhere else. i’m going to love you forever no matter how much you hurt me

I miss you, let’s see each other again. I want to see you smile and hear you laugh. It’s the little things that I miss most.

I was reminded of you today. Its been almost a full year since we last talked. I miss you. I wish things had worked out between us. I wish I could have talked. I wish you told me the truth. I wonder if you forgot me.

This is like the color of your hair
I appreciate every little detail that you made and that’s why I fell in love with u, I can’t stop thinking bout and I’m afraid that you only see me as a friend

You made me feel so loved and so wanted. In the end it faded, but for a while, your love was everything to me.

i think it's for the best that you didn't love me anymore. i think i'm better without you. and that hurts.

Habría querido que lo nuestro se pudiera dar. Pero no siempre pasa como lo planeamos.
Me enamoré de cada parte de ti, y estoy segura de que fue amor puro. Espero logres encontrar un amor lindo y sano en alguien más, pero sobretodo en ti mismo. Te amo infinitamente, mas allá de las estrellas. Si lees esto envíaselo, Ig: andres_.rs ?

Por fin logre olvidarte paso mucho tiempo pero lo logre, cicatrizaron todas las heridas que dejaste me enseñaste cosas que nunca creí descubrir te agradezco y a la vez te digo adiós.

Sometimes I can’t sleep so I stay up reading old messages & in those moments I fall in love with you all over again.... but I wish you still felt the same way as when we first started dating. I wish you would have never given up on us. I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving you, it wouldn’t be love if I did.

i will never understand why you changed, and why you stopped caring about me and left me wondering every night where it all went wrong but more importantly what i did wrong , everytime you came back gave me hope , its fading now , i love you & ill always think your the one even if it was one sided.

I want to be the person you text in the morning, in the evening & every moment in between. I want to know how it went at work, I want to know how you got annoyed that your brother took too long to pick you up from school, I want to see your random mirror selfies of how you felt cute and liked your outfit. I want to know about how you’re truly feeling. I want to know what keeps you up at night and how you lose yourself in music. I want to know what song is stuck in your head and how many goals you made playing fifa. I want to know all the random things about you, I want to get to know you all over again like it’s the first time, except this time I want it to be so much better. I want us to radiant love and happiness. I want to watch you grow into the amazing and hardworking man I know you’re meant to be and I want to grow along beside you. Because the truth is that, to me, it will always be you. You are my person, you motivate me to be better by simply being you. Because when I look at you, I see love, I see hope & I see everything I’ve ever dreamed about turned into reality. You make me believe in myself. You are my brightest star. & boy do you shine.

I will always be here, patiently waiting for the right time to come. I will always love you. I know that it can't work right now, but.. there's something out there telling me that I should keep waiting for you.

You said you loved me first then left. Then said you didn’t wanna be apart of my life. Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong with you... I did nothing but try to make you happy and this is the thanks I get. I corporated on the abortion, I baked you and your siblings food, I made sure you were straight all for this to just happen. Just for you to move on like I never existed. When you were the one who broke up with me... I should be the one who wants nothing to do with you, but I’m not that type of person, you can always come to me if you need help finically or with anything, I just hope one day you realize my worth. Its just so weird how one day you loved me next day you didn’t. Hopefully you don’t feel the same way in your next relationship... I wish you nothing but happiness even though you’ve said some hurtful things to me Im not gonna get angry, maybe you were having a bad day and I don’t wanna make it worse. Thank you and goodbye

You said you loved me first then left. Then said you didn’t wanna be apart of my life. Sometimes I wonder where I went wrong with you... I did nothing but try to make you happy and this is the thanks I get. I corporated on the abortion, I baked you and your siblings food, I made sure you were straight all for this to just happen. Just for you to move on like I never existed. When you were the one who broke up with me... I should be the one who wants nothing to do with you, but I’m not that type of person, you can always come to me if you need help finically or with anything, I just hope one day you realize my worth. Its just so weird how one day you loved me next day you didn’t. Hopefully you don’t feel the same way in your next relationship... I wish you nothing but happiness even though you’ve said some hurtful things to me Im not gonna get angry, maybe you were having a bad day and I don’t wanna make it worse. Thank you and goodbye

i guess i knew i was in love when i’d imagine us venturing every path that i currently i walk alone and the thought of your smile made my own world go round

I hate that I'm changing for you. I loved myself so much. The more I change myself so you'd like me, the more i dislike myself.

Maldita la hora en la que me enseñaste a amar.
Te intente olvidar pero no puedo te tendre en mi corazon toda mi puta vida

I wish I didn’t care about you anymore. I wish I could forget about you the way you so easily seem to forget about me. I wish I would stop worrying about or wondering about how you are or what you’re up to. I wish I was like you, I wish I could so easily forget about the person I love. But I can’t. Or maybe you still cannot forget about me either. I do not wish to assume but with the little words you speak to me I have no other choice but to do just that. Yet I will never find the answers to my questions because those can only be answered by your lips. Sometimes I want to scream into the void and beg for you to let me into your world, the one you seem so trapped in that you cannot even gift me a few minutes of your time to tell me how you are doing. I don’t know what to think but I find myself thinking way too much.

And maybe I do not know how you feel about me nor what it is you want from me. But here is what I do know. I know that I still love you. And that I have loved you every moment, whether we were together or apart I have loved you with ever best of my chest and ever breath I have taken in and released I have loved you. And maybe it is foolish of me to love you but I do. And I think that in-spite of everything that has happened between us I have not loved you any less. Because even if you struggle expressing how you feel or struggle with your own demons I continue to love you. Even why you told me the deepest and darkest secrets of your heart I only learned to love you more. There was never any doubt in my mind that I loved you. It didn’t matter how much you had or how much you didn’t have because I loved you. It didn’t matter that you weren’t perfect because it only made me love you more for ever inch and every part of you that was not perfect. And even when the darkness hit and you found yourself drowning in your thoughts I loved you so much that I pushed you to find your way out of the darkness because that is what you do when you are in love. You push the people you love to be the best that they can be. You believe in them and they make you believe in you. You are not perfect nor do I expect you to be but for a second I wish you could love me as much as I love you. For a second I wish you could see the way I love you.

I love you. I have loved every part of you. Whether it be today, yesterday or years ago. Whether we’ve been together or apart I have loved you with every part of me. I don’t think I’ll ever stop. I don’t know how to.

i hate the fact that you know how i feel about you and you choose to take advantage of that bc yk i can never hate you

I'd never thought I'd say this but I think i'm finally getting over you. I will always love you but you will never get that version of me back.

Me gustaría saber si aún guardas el ukelele que te regalé en tu cumple. Hacías magia con la música y ese siempre será mi recuerdo favorito de ti.

Hello H. Watson, I hope it's you, I hope you'll find this, thank you for being with me when I'm sad and made me feel better, sorry for everything, I was coward for being afraid losing you and greedy for asking more when you were already trying so hard, thank you and sorry for everything, I'll let you go now, we shouldn't and can't be together, thank you for the memories, I hope you will find happiness and having a great life, goodbye