you ruined my perception of love. you taught me all the wrong things and none of the right. i hope nobody ever feels what I felt for you. i was hopelessly in love with you, and you lead me on for years. after everything you've done, I can't get you out of my head. i hate you. i hope someday you want to reach out to me, and when you realize you can't, i hope it breaks you. i want you to feel the desperation to feel whole again. i wish things could have gone better. but that was a choice you made for the both of us. hope you're happy.