Even though we have been threw our ups and downs...YOU STILL SMELL BAD SIIIIKE you know who smells worse.

I honestly do miss what we had like I get we’re still friends but it’s not the same you know? Honestly whenever u like someone my heart sinks a little? but I’m still gonna b happy for you no matter who u like even if it hurts me, as long as you’re happy that’s rlly all I want, if they make you happy they make you happy and that’s all I need to know I guess. The only reason I don’t ever know if you mean what you say is cus I never actually know if you’re lying? Like with ur ex u wouldn’t call him ugly to his face would u so I just get worried yk. But also bc you could be talking to everyone the way you talk to me which rlly sucks ngl but I’m not asking you to stop that If you do btw?. It’s weird ig I’ve never rlly felt like this about anyone I don’t think I’ve ever cried over anyone like I did with you which sounds stupid asf. It’s been ages yet still sometimes it hurts and I don’t know why, it’s not like we aren’t still messaging it’s so confusing. I love you so much but sometimes I think I might love you too much yk? Like I’m not in love with you anymore I probably could b but I stop myself ? but I still love you a lot? But sometimes my love for u controls me like one thing u say could control my whole mood, it’s honestly so weird I low-key hate it ? all ur fault ??. But tbh T you mean a lot to me and Ik I can be a bitch at times or I say stupid stuff or I’m rlly childish and Ik you said I don’t annoy you but still Im still gonna love u even if I do annoy u? I just get worried a lot and yeah. Cus obviously I know how you spoke about someone else while in a relationship which is WORRYING sometimes xx. I do have a lot of questions but they’re kinda stupid because you said I was better than him etc but you still chose him? Maybe there’s stuff about him idk about but ?? I know things probably won’t ever b how they were bc of THE DUDE but that’s okay:) as long as he makes you happy:).There’s more to say but I’m sure you’ll read this and have stuff to say too and I don’t wanna make this too long so I’ll write it in the next one if you reply to this (remember don’t send it as a comment dumbass?) even if I don’t say it a lot or I get annoyed a lot I do love you, so much.

fuck you. fuck you for what you did to me. fuck you for what you continue to do to me even when i don’t see you. if you EVER do that shit to another girl i will personally come for ur rapey ass.

my sweet girl is only a memory that I will forever cherish and mourn.

dating you was the worst decision of my life. i will forever regret being with you

pls dont leave me

I admire our stupid conversations each day, I wanna give you all of my love

i like how you arent afraid to be yourself

im so glad weve been friend all this time bc u have changed my attitude to the world for the better

youre really good at drama/acting #actress

you are very hard working

I wanted you to care for me like i did you.

i want to be your girlfriend

i think about you pretty girl and i dont care anymore if you see this

I hope that you will find the love that you deserve. I am sorry I couldn't give that to you.

Hey my gorgeous wifee,I really do hope we last forever and ever,
I love youuuuu

-your princess ????

i adore you and i never wanna leave you i wanna be everything you want and you're everything to me

i miss you, wish it was earlier this year when we were still something. Hopefully summer comes soon.