heyy, it's the omegle girl u texted for hours abt your wild life, u were so funny and so interesting to talk to, i hope we can talk more in the future i would love being a close online friend w u

you're still constantly in the back of my mind and I don't understand why. you've clearly moved on so why can't I? I miss you but I talk to you every day

ti auguro la migliore vita e non ho bisogno di stare con te. solo ho bisogno di sapere che quella vita ti ha trovato

oh leo. how i love u dearly, u dont return the feelings. bullshit. i love u sm. yet u only see me as a bff. it hurts so much at this point. anyways ilysm.

It hurts that you chose her over me but all I want is for you to be happy and i hope you’ve found that. I’ll always be here for you and I love you so much more than you know.

the first time I saw you I knew that I felt something but I didn't think anything would ever happen. but after nye I thought we had a chance together but I guess we don't

if only we would be closer in person, the lovely things we could have been still haunt me. whenever i see your name in a math problem a little piece of me cries. did you really love me, or did you just love that beautiful night under the stars together. i want to text you, but i know you’ll never see this. i miss your gorgeous hair and tall, slender, awkward figure, and i wish i could comfort you, because i know that deep inside, you’re so scared of the world and hated life, because i go through the same pain. you probably thought i was immature in the way i would always make jokes, but it’s really just a cover that i also overthink. i also want to die. i also cry at night for no goddamn reason, i wish we could relive that night under the stars, because that was the first time i had ever really truly felt alive in a very long time. thankyou for gifting me with that, and sorry for ruining everything for you. i just wanted you to love me as much as i loved you.

i love you. i miss kissing you. i miss all of you. the joy i’d feel if your name popped up on my phone is indescribable.

I wish we could bake cookies and sing our hearts out, we live so close but I don't have the courage. plz I manifest you.

If I could be your girl idk how I'd react. Stupid pandemic and a year of feelings are the best recipe for wanting you.

nothing i said to you that night in your room mattered to you anymore because i didnt matter to you anymore. "why didnt you tell me?" is what i shouldve asked you. why didnt you tell me about her? why didnt you tell me what i was saying was useless? you let me cry to you for no reason. you didnt even say anything, you told me you hated her and that you were going to her house to get your stuff and then you spent the night. and then you became friends with him after everything i told you he did to me and then you met her and you just stopped talking to me. did i ever even matter? was any of it true?? real? did you mean anything you said? i dont even miss you i just hate you for everything you did to me. you turned out to be exactly like him just like you said you wouldnt. probably why you guys are such good friends now. i just wish i never told you what i did because its not true anymore and i hope you dont think it still is. make sure when things go south with her you actually take some time trying to replace her cause youve done it pretty fast the past two times. i mean does she even know what happened? shes not the one you spent the whole summer with.

nothing i said to you that night in your room mattered to you anymore because i didnt matter to you anymore. "why didnt you tell me?" is what i shouldve asked you. why didnt you tell me about her? why didnt you tell me what i was saying was useless? you let me cry to you for no reason. you didnt even say anything, you told me you hated her and that you were going to her house to get your stuff and then you spent the night. and then you became friends with him after everything i told you he did to me and then you met her and you just stopped talking to me. did i ever even matter? was any of it true?? real? did you mean anything you said? i dont even miss you i just hate you for everything you did to me. you turned out to be exactly like him just like you said you wouldnt. probably why you guys are such good friends now. i just wish i never told you what i did because its not true anymore and i hope you dont think it still is. make sure when things go south with her you actually take some time trying to replace her cause youve done it pretty fast the past two times. i mean does she even know what happened? shes not the one you spent the whole summer with.

I’m really sorry that I can’t tell you the truth, I’ve been trying to gather the courage to do so but I can’t. I’m scared I’ll hurt you.

Thank you for teaching me that despite the love I had for you, friendship was worth more than anything else

I love you but I’m not in love with you. You don’t make me feel important enough. You’re supposed to fight for me, but all you’re doing is letting go. I don’t want to be the one to reach out but you’re too nonchalant to do it

loving oneself is a process; it’s how one acts towards and thinks about themselves. it’s not something that is just accomplished one day.

I don’t really know what you are thinking. I wish we could be a bit closer. I’m trying my best but idk if you are putting in the same effort. I still think you are a good person though. Just misunderstood.

please call me. please reach out. i don’t want to bother you but you don’t understand how much i long to hear your voice. let me love us both. i know you are capable. i know you have it in you.

love can be felt in a song long after i’m gone. just know that inside of my heart that you were the one

i want to give up so bad, but i can't. i know we'd be good together. i know we'd heal and support each other so well. but if you don't believe that then it can't happen. i can't wait forever for you to see how much of me i'm willing to give you. i can't wait forever for you to want to give some of yourself to me. i need to move on if this pattern doesn't change. i deserve love from someone who knows how they feel about me. i deserve to feel safe being vulnerable and sensitive and ultimately myself. you are my number one. please stay my number one.

saying goodbye to u was the hardest thing ive done. neither me not her deserved what u did to us, yet my heart cant get over u.

Leo if you don’t want to lose me then please text me. I know we both have issues with communication to one another and I can’t tell you how heart fully sorry I am for not realizing you were hurting when were together. I want to try again, really but I need to know you feel the same and won’t just ghost me. I know I turned down the idea before but I was scared to try again. I don’t think I’m scared anymore. Please text me. Please

fuck ur double standards. im so much more accomplished than you'll ever know. I really did like u too, and what u said hurt me. :/

fuck you, you fuck. i would've done anything for you and you don't even care. i've never felt so worthless in my life. i wish i never met you

i hope you're doing okay. if i was with you right now i'd hold you in my arms and tell you how empowering and magnificent you are. i wish you could see yourself how i see you. i love you.
i'm not sitting and waiting for you since i know i deserve to live my life fully and not hold myself back out of hope for your return but i also know that my arms will always be open for you. i chose you a long time ago -- you are my number one and you'll always have that place in my heart. if not in this life, in another life, we will reunite and make sweet love and feel sweet love. i feel it in my bones. i know this had/has a purpose. without you, i wouldn't be the person i am today or be on the path i am on. thank you.
i truly hope the rolling river of this life will bring our leaves back together. floating with you is magical. goodnight leo. i love you.

im sorry, i wanna say that i hate you with every goddamn bone in my body. but deep down i still care about you. deep down i think you are just so sad and in your own world because of that sadness that i cant see to comfort you in, that you dont see how much its hurting me. how im upset you arent talking to me anymore because youre sad. you have every right to be sad. but please communicate? so im not assuming ive been replaced or you just arent talking to me on purpose? you've only said goodnight. tonight you really hurt me. when you said "im gonna go to sleep" after i tried talking to you (after a long day of you not responding or even opening my texts).honestly i dont know why this hurt me so much because ive only known you for a week and it shouldnt bother me that much because we're not even dating. you just really broke my heart this time.
honestly i dont think i can talk to you the same way anymore..

im sorry, i wanna say that i hate you with every goddamn bone in my body. but deep down i still care about you. deep down i think you are just so sad and in your own world because of that sadness that i cant see to comfort you in, that you dont see how much its hurting me. how im upset you arent talking to me anymore because youre sad. you have every right to be sad. but please communicate? so im not assuming ive been replaced or you just arent talking to me on purpose? you've only said goodnight. tonight you really hurt me. when you said "im gonna go to sleep" after i tried talking to you (after a long day of you not responding or even opening my texts).honestly i dont know why this hurt me so much because ive only known you for a week and it shouldnt bother me that much because we're not even dating. you just really broke my heart this time.
honestly i dont think i can talk to you the same way anymore..

You were so unbelievably kind to me and I missed you everyday, I just wish you would off text me more often and showed me that you really did love me and I wish you would of just stopped playing with my head sometimes

i hope that you come back, i truly hope so because when you do, we would both be different people than before.

i know i am way too good for you but for some reason i still want you even though it seems like i meant nothing to you

I hope your doing well I wanted to send you this but I don’t want to make you uncomfortable hope your happy with her but I hope you realise I was just trying to love you and I know I got to attached but I love you I just wanted to say that for the last time even though you won’t say it back bye for

I know we haven’t talked in forever and I don’t expect u too but I just had to say I’m still madly in love with you all I can think is you

Hey Leo,
We have been friends for around 4 months and its been one heck of 4 months. We've had our fights that I would regret instantly after. You've always been there to comfort me, always there when I need someone to talk to, always there to brighten up my mood and always there for anything. You really mean a lot to me and I honestly don't actually know what would have happened if I didn't meet you. Thank you for everything Leo I'm so fucking grateful to have a friend like you. I love you lots, Leo

I wish I had met you again because whenever your name is mentioned I think of what we had and how your compliments made me feel :( please come back

i feel bad because i only text you when I'm drunk and I haven't blocked your number yet cos I think your coming back.

idk if it was you that wrote under my name but if it was... please know i do think you're special and i know you're not just any other boy

You shouldn’t be proud of who you are. I was so scared of losing you, but you never deserved me anyways.

i want you to fuck the shit out of me. i miss your throbbing in my throat ugh :( JUST FUCK ME ALREADY

i still love you. i always will. i’ve never felt like this before. hopefully in the future we can try again..:(

do you remember our late night calls when we were laughing so hard we were crying? yeah i miss this and i miss you even though i act like you mean nothing to me. i love u

hey a long time ago I really did love you, nothing mattered, no flaws existed I just loved all of u, saw straight through. what really sucks is u don't matter to me in any way anymore, and I spent so much time thinking about you, but now I can barely remember the feeling u gave me. my love for u tumbled down staircases and blood stained my heart but no residue is left to remind me of the time spent hung up over you

I don't know why you didn’t just tell the truth, you could’ve saved me from the embarrassment and heart break but i cant stop thinking about the way we danced and kissed; you made me happier than i ever thought possible but i never want to see you again

I will confess horribly that I never loved you as much as you loved me. The fact that I knew this at the time and had already had someone do this to me (George) makes this worse but I was young and naïve, I'm sorry.

Whenever I hear cars parked outside my house at night, I pray that it is you coming to tell me that you want to try again. Whenever I hear a loud ass car speed by, I imagine that it is you coming to kiss me again. My mouth didn’t shut up about you since the first time you kissed me, the thought that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since, before any kiss. There’s a Chinese proverb that says “An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, despite the time, the place, the circumstances. The thread can be tightened or tangled, but never broken.” I cannot put into words how much your words/presence made me feel. You were so amazing to me. You truly made me feel like the happiest girl in the world. It’s 2 am when I am writing this and I still care for you, in 2 years I will still care for you, 2 months ago I cared for you, 4 days, and 12 minutes, I will still care for you. I just hope that you are there for all this time. If nothing else, I hope you realize your importance to me and everyone who has been lucky enough to know you. I hope you know that when you’re feeling down, I only strive for your happiness. I hope you know that no matter what, I’m hear for you and I fully intend on staying in your life for quite some time ( this sounds threatening lol ). I hope you recognize the fact that I appreciate and adore you without restraints, and that this will never change. I opened up to you early because I learned that the only way to find happiness is to risk being open, but this only works for me. Not you. Not anyone else. I didn’t delete the memories of us because I have hope that you will come back. I’d love it if we made it. I look back at the memories of me laughing so uncontrollably on FaceTime and me unable to keep my smile when I see you. I wish I could’ve given you that feeling. That feeling made me feel alive, the light at the end of the dark tunnel. I was never religious, but since I met you I prayed to God that he would keep you in my life. I miss you so much Leo, not just your presence, but you. I hope that we try again. I apologize for all the anger and confusion I have given you. That was never my intention and it never will be. I also apologize for this poorly written letter, that is because when I think of you my mind stops working, I can’t think straight when I want to talk to you. While I may be able to open up to you easily, it will never get easy verbalizing my emotions to you. So much to say, such little space.

no matter what you do or how much you hurt me i will always come right back to u bc i love u and i cant stop no matter how much i try or how much i want to.

it's been so long, i can't even remember your favorite color anymore. i'm sorry for everything and for all the pain i put you through, i was so toxic. i hope you're living your best life. thank you for everything.

You were never mine to begin with, but a year of falling for you in silence meant every feeling hit that much deeper. You're going to date someone now and she isn't going to be me. Sometimes I think its for the better but I also want to be yours. You are the only genuine person I've met in a really long time. I spent the past years in and out of relationships with people who used me and took all they could. You made me slow down, realize that what I can give and what I should give are separate. You helped me reflect on where I have been this last year and you've made me regret not being honest sooner. Our time isnt now, and our time might never come. I will always have a place for you when you want to come back into my life like that. I love being your friend, I love hearing your unique laugh. I love the way you say my name. I didn't have side hoes while I really liked you bc what was the point when I knew what I wanted. Clearly you didn't feel the same and that's okay. Ill see you soon one way or another, we do have mutual friends after all and have the exact same club schedule.

I don't love you, but I know I could. Like a lot. Not just a crush or a fling but that real and raw type of love. The type of love where you would die for each other. We would be so good together. My crushes and obsessions with other guys come and go but you're still always there and I always seem to find myself coming back to you. And i think this is because i really do love everything about you. I love your hair and the way you move it out your face, only for it to fall right back to where it was before. I love the intensity of your eyes. I love the way your smile makes my stomach turn. I love your laugh and your hands and your lips. But it's more than that. I love the way your mind works and the way you think. I love the way you view the world. I love the way you communicate and the way you present yourself. I love how much you care about the things and the people around you. I love how you always know how to make me smile. I love how gentle you can be and your sense of humor. I even love the parts of yourself that you hate, the side of yourself that you keep hidden from the world. And as I'm writing this I'm beginning to realise that I actually do love you. A lot. I would do anything to make you see yourself the same way I do.

i miss what we had. not even in a relationship. i know we weren’t meant for each other, but god i miss the time we spent together. i just wish you’d put an effort to talk to me again.

i still think of you when i see the moon.