Unsent Messages

I think I’m in love with you and it really hurts because I know that you’re falling for the girl who is much prettier and nicer and funnier than me and I understand why but it still hurts yk. When ur leaving me on delivered I know ur texting her instead and that’s fine I can’t control u but it stings. U also bring her up all the times w funny things she’s said and it makes me wish I could make u laugh like that. One time I was in the same room when u were talking to her and I’d never heard u laugh the way u did but it made me realize u can be much happier w her than w me. I’ve told u how I feel a few months ago and it wasn’t reciprocated so after a week I told u I was over it even though now I’m more into u than ever. I’ve loved u for the past two years and I’ve told u twice how I felt and the first time u felt the same way but I told u too late and the second time u were over it. It’s fine but I feel like we r soulmates and I don’t wanna ever let u go even though I can feel u drifting. I just miss u and I miss the times we’d go out every week and sneak out at 4am to watch the stars. It’s always confused me how u thought of me as just a friend yet u wanted to sneak out w me. And we call almost every night but ur always talking about her and I was with her yesterday and I saw what u see in her. So I want to try and back off and I wish you well. I love you Leo.