From: ABC
To: james
stay out of my life. you werent there for me when i actually, really needed you and wanna pretend everything's fine but it's not.
From: ABC
To: james
how dare you come back into my life just to hurt me again. you knew i would take you back and you took advantage of that
From: ABC
To: james
every time i think you’ve forgotten me, you text me...and i fall for it know in the end it’ll mean nothing to you.
From: ABC
To: james
The way I felt for you was more than I could handle. The sad part was that you would never feel the same.
From: ABC
To: james
I wish i could kiss you again. i wish i could tell you how i feel about you. i know i’m not a very good friend, but why do you feel so down?
From: ABC
To: james
idk if this is just infatuation but i just want to talk to you all the time. but i also have something in the back of my mind telling me to not trust what you say but i can't help believing you even if i didn't want to.
From: ABC
To: james
idk if you meant what you said about thinking we're soulmates. it'd be really nice if i knew for sure but i dont even know how to bring that up, especially when i feel like you're just kind of messing with me. idk what to do about any of my feelings towards you.
From: ABC
To: james
im so fucking sorry for everything. we were so young and barely knew eachother and eventually it went downhill, i just never lost feelings and you know that. im so angry with myself for what i fucking did. i left, but sort of stayed. i told you, we started over. and then i fucked up again. words cant explain how much i fucking hate myself for this. i will always love you, that wont ever change. you played and still play such an important role in my life. i wish some day youd forgive me and im so fucking sorry, ill never ever stop apologising. M.
From: ABC
To: james
it'd be really embarrassing if you knew how many times i rewatched your story. it'd also be really embarrassing if you knew how many of these i'm writing, but i'm not good at communicating my thoughts to people.
From: ABC
To: james
How do I start, you weren’t my first love but there was definitely a connection between us. From the moment we met we just clicked. Now it’s time to forget you and let you go. I think about you too much and it needs to stop. I am writing this to let all my feelings go about you because there shouldn’t be.
From: ABC
To: james
i'm not good at talking so i'm using this as my outlet to say the things i'm feeling about you rn. i hope when i said "maybe" to hanging out, you didn't take it as me not wanting to hang out. i'm just not good at hanging out with boys so i don't want to commit to anything or even really think about it.
From: ABC
To: james
everytime i even think about you, i can't help but smile. but i don't trust myself to say that you're different or i've never felt this way before. but, god, something about you. idk something about you makes me feel like i've found what i've been looking for. but i don't trust myself to say that.
From: ABC
To: james
the night i told you my favorite name, was the same night i was trying to get over you. but clearly that didn't work and now i keep trying to protect myself so i don't get hurt but i already know i'm past that point. i'm done for...
From: ABC
To: james
i should probably stop doing these but i can't help it. just like i can't help wanting to know you and i can't help thinking maybe something is different this time. there are more and more aspects that make me think we're compatible, including the first thing i noticed- our zodiacs are compatible.
From: ABC
To: james
usually whenever boys post things on their stories, it's really easy for me to think it's embarrassing, but every. single. thing. you post makes me like you more and more.
From: ABC
To: james
my mood has changed so many times, so quickly in the 1 week i've even known of you. whether it be you not responding quickly or me thinking about how bad this is going to be for me or all the cute things you say and do- my mood changes to however those things make me feel. this is really bad.
From: ABC
To: james
i wish you'd respond:( i know you're doing stuff right now but i miss seeing your face. i feel like i ruined it by not just sending a picture. i don't think i've seen anyone more attractive in my life:)
From: ABC
To: james
i shouldn't let myself feel anything for you. i've been trying to force myself to not feel anything for you. but it hasn't worked. not one bit.
From: ABC
To: james
why did we listen? why didn't we do what we wanted? maybe it WAS what you wanted. i couldn't ever tell.
From: ABC
To: james
you were my calm before the storm, before everything in my life came crashing down. you made me feel so comfortable, everyday we were together. You loved me and soothed parts of my soul I thought were broken forever. I wish you hadn't taken your life, J.
From: ABC
To: james
If i wouldve known this is how it wouldve turned out i wouldnt have said anything... but just suffered in peace with you instead of without
From: ABC
To: james
I hope you one day realize how much pain you put me through
From: ABC
To: james
I will never stop loving you even if you dont want to hear it.
From: ABC
To: james
I’m so sorry for what I did to you. I wish we hadn’t taken each other for granted.In another life
From: ABC
To: james
it’s amazing to me how much you can say when you don’t know what you’re talking about
From: ABC
To: james
I wish the old you would come back. I don't want to let him go, but I have to if this anger stays.
From: ABC
To: james
I write you letters every week. And then I burn them just in case.
From: ABC
To: james
i want u in my life but i wish you'd act like u wanna talk to me.. procrastinating solves nothing
From: ABC
To: james
Come back to me it matters the most this time. I love you endlessly.
From: ABC
To: james
if i get the chance
to have you in my life
again, i'll do anything to keep you in forever
From: ABC
To: james
I will never forget the way you treated me. You will always hold a special place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: james
i love you still it's been so long. you don't know i love you but i do and i miss you every day
From: ABC
To: james
I miss my friend. I pray you get everything you’ve wanted.
From: ABC
To: james
I like u a lot but it’s too soon to tell u. I hope when ur reading this we found the right time
From: ABC
To: james
i think about you sometimes, but i have better friends now. i wish the best for you Seaweed Brain :)
From: ABC
To: james
Things are hard right now, but they won’t always be. Please keep coming to me. I can learn, I will.
From: ABC
To: james
the universe is telling me that i need to be with you. i need to evolve and not repeat. i want you.
From: ABC
To: james
It's crazy how much I love you you nerd <33
every message you send brightens my day