The way you left was so cruel. I hate you. I hate that I have no closure. I hate that I carry you with me when I know you don't carry me at all. I hate that a part of me will always love you.

Why are you doing this. Why are you leaving my on delivered when I didn’t do anything. I’ve never been anything but nice to you and we’ve always had good conversations and you’re still doing this. Why? Why am I not good enough for you?

from the first time i saw you in february, when you came and sat next to me, i knew you were the one. i love you and i hope we can at least be friends, hopefully more.

using your full name because that's how i referred to you when talking to friends. you were the first person that made me believe it was possible. you made it seem like you cared, that you saw a future. i didn't expect it, but i started to fall for you. and someone i got the courage to initiate it. when i found out that you felt it was forced and unwanted, my heart shattered a little bit. to think that something so small and innocent was becoming a real thing and then to find out it was actually nothing. it's going to take me a long ass time to let someone else in, let alone close. i wish you the best, though. pretty eyes and dimples always were my weakness. i hope you find her, whatever i couldn't be.

i really like you & i want to say sumn before it’s too late. but what if you don’t feel the same? i’m alrdy used to talking to you everyday & i don’t even wanna think of how it would be if you didn’t like me back.

I'm sorry for everything you've been through, none of it is your fault. You deserve so much better and I hope you find what you are looking for.

i wouldn't say i loved you, but you taught me what love looks like and for that i say thank you, even though you took it all away from me in the end

You were my first ever boyfriend. Since we broke up I’m realizing a lot about how manipulative you were. I hope you never treat another girl like that again. I’m happy now and finding out more about my own identity now that I don’t have to cater to every single one of your needs. Fuck you. But also thank you for the lessons.

You were my first ever boyfriend. Since we broke up I’m realizing a lot about how manipulative you were. I hope you never treat another girl like that again. I’m happy now and finding out more about my own identity now that I don’t have to cater to every single one of your needs. Fuck you. But also thank you for the lessons.

hey i just wanted you to know that i'm finally over you. you're going through some shit rn but i hope it'll get better soon. love you.

James, we haven't talked in ages but just know I'm falling for you harder each day and I'm afraid I fall in love with you

I don't think i ever liked you like that but i wish i could explain to you that ive never liked anyone. Im sorry and i miss you, its been months

listening to you play songs on your guitar for me that night in your basement is still one of the most beautiful memories i have. thank you. i hope life is good.

I never understood why you ignored me. All I wanted to do was make sure you were okay, and yet we broke up. I tried to remain friends with you, but you act like I did not exist, like I meant nothing. I don't miss dating, but I miss our friendship. Still kinda mad you dated my friend though, that hurt. But I hope life treats you well. I finally moved on.

what happened to our hellos and goodnights? what did i do so wrong that made you stop talking to me. i really miss you.

j, thank you for always being so caring and loving towards me. the day i started liking you i never in a million years thought that i would have the honour of calling you my boyfriend. you're amazing and literally the best thing that's walked into my life. i love you. i can never thank you enough for all that you do for me. i have high hopes that this relationship will be a forever thing. never let anyone bring your hopes and dreams down, you have a bright future ahead and i hope i get to be the person by your side, supporting you through it all. once again, i love you with all of my heart and soul

You told me you'd seen prettier girls, but you motivated me to feel the most confident i ever have in my entire life.

I’m sorry about everything I wish I could go back in time and go it all over again from the night we met

the beginning was great. we had many laughs and truly cared for each other. the end was horrible. you used me and did not look back. the middle is what i am most thankful for. i was happy.

we held different value in each others hearts. i see that now. it was beauty while it lasted. you weren’t the one.

ill never regrett being with you no matter how much i say it.Just wish you would listen and come back...

Hey james, i miss you even though i shouldn’t and every time i think of your smile it hurts my heart. i’ll always love you even though i know what you’re really like. I think you’ve broken me and i’m not sure if it was worth it.

I miss you, but it's okay. We both went down different paths, I just need to forget. Your happy with her now.

I loved you when i was 12 and 13 and had no clue what love is. And i love you now that we're together. I miss you even when im with you. I love and appreciate you so so so much

i want to hate you but i can’t. hope she was worth it. i’ll still miss you forever. thank you for being my best friend

I can't fall in love with anybody else because i love you. I've tried but you always circle back to my mind. I miss you. It's real pain when you know you can't forget about somebody, every time i kiss someone else i think about you, everytime i fall asleep in someone else's arms, i Imagen it's you, everytime somebody messages me that they miss me, i wish it was you. I know i will feel like this until the day i die, wishing we even had an hour of time together so i could show you how much love i have for you. I miss you

what did she have that i didn’t i want to be with you so bad but i don’t know how to get past that it was so easy for you to fall for her while you were with me because i was so in love with you and i thought you felt the same way about me but i don’t know now but i want you but i don’t really trust you i’m sorry i’m trying

i wish u knew how much i liked you. i really wanted you but i know you’re happy with her. i hope i see you again.

I loved what you were but now I hate what you have become. I don’t love you anymore and I am relieved to say that

if you came into my life and asked for me back, i would willingly come to you. i miss you and how happy you made me

im so scared but im trying to be better for you. you have helped me so much more than you will ever know. i love you loser, forever and always

I’ve loved you ever since I saw you. I know I ruined our friendship but my love for you will never be ruined.

You will always mean the world to me even if i no longer mean the world to you. You never deserved the hurt people put you through and i should never have been one of them people. i will forever love you J.

It upsets me so much that you can’t see that I’m in love with you when I’m the only person that gives a damn about you.

sometimes i miss everything we had. but when i think about it. me leaving was the best decision ive ever made. i made new friends and im so much happier and positive towards myself. theres a guy who makes me feel so special and i hope you can find that one day and be at peace :)

I don't know why I'm writing this exactly. I suppose for closure. Or maybe just because I'm selfish. I was so so in love with you. I was willing to drop everything, not persue my dreams, to move near you. There's nights I lie awake wondering where we went wrong. But there's no point anymore. There's no us. I miss the old you James. The one who could make me laugh when I felt bad, the one who got me through some of the darkest times. But you probably wouldn't care about me now. And I understand. I hope, I really do, that she's good for you. That she loves you, for not who you could be, but who you are.

It’s gone, whatever we had is gone. We need to stop forcing it just because where scared to grow up and get over it. You where special to me but we both need to move on. You used to feel like home and now you dont .

You’ve never liked me back. Not even once. But I’m glad because if you did I would’ve done something I regretted.

maybe its best for us to be friends, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't want to go back to how it was :/

neither of us will ever admit it, but I'm certain we both feel the same way. I wish you were allowed me

i wish i held you a little tighter the last time i saw you because i didn’t know it would be the last time.

you left me out of nowhere and left me thinking where I went wrong. I may care for u still, but what's the point if you stopped trying... I guess I'll stop too.

I really did love you I’m sad that things didn’t work out I miss you and I hope we meet again in the future I love you forever

i wish we could’ve worked out, i would’ve hugged you tighter if i knew it would be my last time. i love you forever

you said said my name and suddenly i loved the way it sounded. You loved me and suddenly i loved the way i existed. You left and suddenly i hated my own presence. please come back

I have started to forget the profile of your face, curvature of your back, the warmth of your smile and the light of your eyes. I can barely recall your scent and the feeling of your embrace. I cannot any longer imagine the sensation of your fingers in my hair, your eyes locked with mine, your lips on my neck, your voice in my ear, your laughter in my life, your love in my heart. It's all fading away as fast as it came. What we had was a treasure. I love you dearly. Please be mine once more

i wish i could let go, i love you but ur killing me. i just cant do it anymore. why is it so hard to let go?

you were my first true love and even though we no longer love each other in that sense, i’m thankful for the moments we had

I still love you.
but I have to move on,
not because I don't love you anymore.
but because I do, and I can't have you.

I fell in love with things about you that weren’t real.. scenarios of a person you never were. I wish I could fully forget that I moved on and i think i’m finally happy. I wish you the best in life even if you never became what was imagined i will always have a special place for the real you.