why did you have to do me like that? i knew we werent gonna be together but i still wanted to keep you by my side even if it ended up hurting me

You were so toxic you made me tell you everything to get it out just to use it against me at the end. You had me so in love just to go cheat and be with somebody else. I feel like you loved hurting me more than you loved me. You were so mean to me. I still for some reason love you so much. I wish it wasn’t you that was the special one love of my life type. You hurt me so much I don’t know why you hate me so much.

i dont know why but from the moment we met you felt so right. i dont know what will happen for us but my heart is with you always

i dont know why but from the moment we met you felt so right. i dont know what will happen for us but my heart is with you always

i dont know why but from the moment we met you felt so right. i dont know what will happen for us but my heart is with you always

Hopefully this one stays hidden. i can't pretend you didn't hurt but i can pretend you didn't hurt as much as you did

I wish I could have closure. You left out of nowhere and you were the only friend I had. Imy, you deserve the best.

hey. i’m sorry. i should have said no the first time but instead i valued other things more. i’m sorry for breaking your heart.

today you reminded me of happiness and it's scared me. What if you leave, because they always leave right?

you know exactly who this is. i love you but we both know were horrible for eachother. im sorry but youre a horrible person.

i really really liked you and i still do. today i gave timed me with another girl and when she said u likes me i felt my heart skip a beat

you’ve always said you’re distant but you’ll always return. you do, but i’m not sure if i can be okay w that anymore, it’s starting to hurt

For the first time I don't know what to say to you, and that makes me so happy. I used to write pages and pages of the things I wish I could ask you.

if ur reading this - reach out. even if ur unsure if this is about u. pls come back to me i miss u dude

i never like u in a romantic way but for some reason i cant get over u? this was the hardest friendship breakup ever and i seriously took u for granted. i miss u.

I am ashamed of how I treated you. There are many things you don't know. I really thought I loved you. I was certain that I had feelings for you. But now I see that it was an admiration. They were never there. Perhaps that's why I treated you poorly. Because when you love someone you want the best for them. You'd do anything for them. Just like you did for me. Even though I am glad you're not in my life, I still find myself wondering what would've happened if I had been honest with myself earlier. I hope she treats you well and you are happy.

last night i sat in the same swings we sat together hand in hand in. i even had on the space bracelet you got me. i guess our "forever"s weren't the same.

we were friends for 6 years, now you’ve got a gf and you haven’t talked to me in 2 months. i’m scared because i’m starting to find myself not care for the person i used to care the most about.

Your secret admirer- you’re the most pretty guy I’ve ever seen seeing you makes me nervous-S.A ps don’t post this on your story idiot if you wanna hear more

I am so grateful that you showed me things that made me open my eyes and made me show I’m worth more then that.

You helped me find myself and I will love you unconditionally. Right person, wrong time. I am happy I ever had the pleasure of being in love with you ❤️ I miss you

Ayer te vi, tan radiante, con una esplendida sonrisa en el rostro, haciendo comentarios algo desatinados, pera tan tuyos. Ayer te vi, sonreías. Le sonreías a ella, la mirabas a ella.
No lo soporte, tuve que voltear la mirada ante tus ojos iluminándose al verla.
Lamente no ser como ella, enserio lo lamente.

I'm trying so hard to get over you, but you're always in my dreams and the sadness returns every morning

Why did you have to do those things in the past? why..? I know you was just hormonal.. but why? I wish you was just as innocent as you seemed you are. I wish you didn't say those things you claimed you believe in, they were very wrong. Just.. All I can say is why?

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I will hate you forever. You know what you've done. I hate you. Live with that.

you keep popping up in my dreams.. i truly believe that our timing was just bad. someone told me that if it's meant to be we'll find our way back to each other. you never know

i think i’m over you.you’ll always have a place in my heart but i think i’m ready to start living instead of just existing.

i’m sorry i couldn’t give you what she could, and i’m sorry that i won’t be able to be there for you when she’s gone. i still appreciate you even though i have to tell every bone in my body to hate you.

because of you when i think of love i think of pain because you made me think that was all it could be

i don't want to drive you away by telling you how i feel, i told you i'm over it so we can at least be friends. you're all i want, you know this. i know you know, you're not stupid. i wish you'd tell me you want me back, even if you don't. i ache for you everyday and it never eases, not once for a second. i know you're over it and don't care for me anymore, i understand, i'm easy to forget. i don't blame you for what you did, i'll always love you with every inch of me and ill always be waiting for the dat you want me back. i know its been a year and you no longer think about me but i want you to know you're the first thing i think about in the morning and the last at night. its always been you james, you know this. it hurts that you don't even want to acknowledge me anymore, ill never fully understand why i wasn't enough for you or what parts of me weren't right, in all honesty i don't think i could handle knowing so i'm glad i don't. i just want you back, please change your mind. its all i want, ill wait forever if i have to. i know you're my soulmate, i know this. i promise. maybe i'm not yours, but god do i know you're mine. i understand that you only want to be friends and i'm so grateful you even want that but i can't help but get attached again, getting jealous of someone who isn't even mine. its always fucking you, i can't escape you. i don't want to, seeing you in my dreams is the only reminder you were real, what we had was real. i love you, more than you'll ever know. i promise ill wait for you, please, i'm begging, one day want me back. ill always be ready for you, change your mind, please.

Your walls were this colour. And they watched me fall in love with you, whilst you felt nothing at all.

hi babe. thank you for being you. i know we’ve both had a hard past, with lots of broken promises and fake love. there’s been lots of heartbreak and tragedy. but we found each other. you are not my other half, but my equal. i was okay on my own, but you came in to make me a better version of myself. i haven’t been this happy in a very long time. your’e my rock, my muse, my yellow, the reason i want to stay. thank you for seeing things in me that i didn’t think were there. for so long i have felt unlovable. when i see myself as less, you see me as more. and that is something i find truly beautiful. i won’t leave you, not in a million years. i cannot wait to spend my life with you pretty girl

sometimes i cant sleep without saying goodnight

i know its probably annoying but thanks for always saying it back

I can’t say for a second that I ever thought I’d be in this position with you. I have to keep reminding myself that you don’t care for me the way I care for you and I can’t afford to let myself to continue to do so. The truth is I loved you with every fibre of my being and I did everything in my power to hold onto you, to hold onto us. And if I’m being honest with myself, I still haven’t managed to completely let go of that because the way you treat me sometimes makes me hope you’re still coming back to me. But I can’t keep thinking this way because I’m just letting you ruin me over and over again. You get my hopes up and then I realise you don’t care the way I thought you did. Please stop stringing me along. I’ve completely lost myself trying to make you love me and I don’t know how to get myself back. I can’t remember who I was before I loved you. And I shouldn’t feel this way anymore. I shouldn’t even care. You’ve treated me like dirt. You’ve humiliated me in front of all our friends. No one has ever hurt me the way you have hurt me, and I still would do literally anything for you because you keep roping me back it and making me care about you. How is that fair?

Sometimes I feel like the world is closing in on me, shrinking into a light then blinking out when you say you got a crush that isn't me. The longing I feel is stronger than the deepest void in my shattered heart.

im sorry for what happened that night. it's my biggest regret. i miss having u as a friend and talking to u everynight. pls give me a chance to make things right.

you didn’t chose me. I can sit and choose you over and over again until the end but that won’t change the fact that you didn’t chose me. I deserve someone who chooses me. I won’t make the same mistake again. you made the decision to lose me it was your fault. i’ve struggled long enough trying to escape the landslide that your decision caused. I want to move on. I am trying. i’ve been trying since you left but I finally think i’m ready now, goodbye james

Thank you for being there when I needed you and for breaking up with me when I needed to be on my own x

une barque sur l’ocean. We loved it remember because it was geeky to listen to classical but it was us. two that never crossed paths before. crossing for even a splinter of my path with you is wonderful.

i miss you. i wish you would say something to me. i want to reach out to you but i’m not sure if you even want to hear from me. i’m afraid you hate me for ending it but i needed to be alone in order to grow into this new person. i wish i could show you the new me

I hate how minimal the effort you put in is, I cant believe I've fallen for someone that does the bear min. If you even tried we could be so happy together.

i didn’t ditch you without an explanation, i just came to my senses. i was oblivious for so long to the damage you were causing. from the constant manipulation to the hurtful things you used to do or say. people warned me about you and the things you used to do but i dismissed their concerns. it took so long for me to realise what you were doing to me. and i can’t do it anymore. i’ll admit that i miss the memories we share too but the negative outweighs the positive. let this be a learning experience and please never treat people the way you treated me. you have potential and i hope you grow from this. goodbye.

i knew you'd come back to me. And when I felt like I was an old cardigan, under someone's bed, you put me on and said I was your favorite.

It has been almost 2 months since the breakup. I still think about you everyday and try to understand why you broke my heart. You seem to not need me. I see your friends posting about you and I'm glad you're happy but it also hurts knowing I wasn't able to put that smile on your face. I hope one day we can talk and become friends again. I've never experienced pain like this and it has left me broken. I tried to find ways to hate you, to make the healing process easier but I still miss you. A

You were my everything and you just walked away like I was nothing. All I want is to hear you say that you never loved me the way that I loved you. Maybe then I would be able to move on without my heart aching every time that I hear your name. My heart breaks every time that I hear your laugh or think about you, because you weren’t just my first true love. You were my best friend.

you've made a lot of mistakes in the past, I try to forgive but you somehow find a way to make is worse... :/

I said that I forgave you when you apologized, but in truth I don’t. Your apology came two years too late. You only apologized to relieve yourself of guilt, not because you truly were sorry. You still have no idea what you took from me. My self esteem, my confidence, my happiness were all destroyed. It took years to build myself back up. Even after your ‘apology’ you continued to cross boundaries and play with my emotions. Sorry doesn’t make up for the long nights I cried in my room until I fell asleep, or the emotional spiral of wondering what I said or did wrong this time for you to ignore my texts for weeks. I asked myself everyday why I wasn’t good enough, why you didn’t love me and why were you so indecisive about being together or not. Six months you went back and forth about wanting to be together and through it all I stayed because I thought I loved you. And when you called it off for good it took less than six weeks for you to get a girlfriend. It took me a long time to realize that none of this was my fault, it was yours because you were too much of a coward to be alone so instead you used me to fill the emotional and sexual void until something ‘better’ came along. For that, I can and will never forgive you.

i know your not my first love and i know your not my last, but god i would do anything for you to be my last and i need you so very much you make me have these weird feelings like i’m really happy when i’m talking to you and i haven’t been that in a really long time and your smile drives me crazy and you are so friken cute in my eyes you are perfect but i guess i’m not enough for you and that’s really just alright cause i’ll survive right i will go back to this fake smile that’s been fooling everyone for 8 years in the end all you really need to know is that i love you to the moon and back a billion times.
i love you so much and i would chose you over the world anyday...

I miss you, I wish I could've changed our outcome, but sadly our love is unrequited. Goodnight James, I love you.

How come we've liked each other on and off, at different times, for so long and then, when we finally get the chance, we both don't take it? I like you so much it's unbelievable but all I get now is mixed messages. Where do we go from here?