Unsent messages to KAT
From: ABC
To: kat
I wish we talked normally. Please don’t forget me I still miss you
From: ABC
To: kat
kat, i know you told
me stop liking you. but i just can’t, i love you so much. i hope you understand
From: ABC
To: kat
I still wonder what would've happened if I didn't cutt you off and asked first.
From: ABC
To: kat
We’re either old and married in the future or I messed everything up again. I still owe you a kiss.
From: ABC
To: kat
A connection so well I forgot your actual name: I know only the nickname I gave you.
From: ABC
To: kat
I hope the best for you forever, you are the better half of me even though we are only friends❤️
From: ABC
To: kat
My heart belongs to you, but idk if it ever learned how to belong to me first.
From: ABC
To: kat
My throat tightens when I think of the day we stopped talking,I miss u, I always will.I still love u
From: ABC
To: kat
even after everything, i know you'll always be my favourite person.
From: ABC
To: kat
i know things are difficult right now, but we're gonna make it. it's us, against the world, yeah?
From: ABC
To: kat
i wish i’d done more. i hope you’re at peace up there. i love you always. i’ll see you one day
From: ABC
To: kat
I still think about watching movies on rooftops. I miss you. Those were the times
From: ABC
To: kat
I promised that if you were happy, then I was happy. Nothing else to talk about.
From: ABC
To: kat
I'm sorry i never texted you back that year, i still think about you. hope you're doing amazing
From: ABC
To: kat
sorry I stopped talking to you. I was becoming someone I didn't like
From: ABC
To: kat
You fill me with equal parts joy and dread. And it scares me because I love you. Do you love me?
From: ABC
To: kat
I love you. I admire every part of you. I hope one day you feel every beam of light you give.
From: ABC
To: kat
I’ll always be your shield. I’ll always wait for you. I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: kat
I’ll always love you Kat… we aren’t meant for each other, and we never will be.
From: ABC
To: kat
you like lavender so maybe you’ll know it’s me i’m glad you got someone you can see i’ll still wish
From: ABC
To: kat
I wish I could go back and had gotten help instead of using you. I’m forever sorry
From: ABC
To: kat
Wish I could grow the courage to ask you out. Guess I’ll just continue delivering shirts
From: ABC
To: kat
isnt it rotten, there isn’t any use my telling you i love you
From: ABC
To: kat
ive never really got over you... some nights i still dream about you by my side
From: ABC
To: kat
u wore a nice outfit the other day but i was too afraid to say
From: ABC
To: kat
We went literally everywhere together. It was a fever dream. We had so much potential for more love
From: ABC
To: kat
There is so much I wish I could've told you
I’ll love you always and I’ll miss your moms cooking.
From: ABC
To: kat
i tell ppl i’m straight but i actually want u it’s always been u and i can’t seem to get over it
From: ABC
To: kat
would you ever wanna try again? even if its been like 3 years now? i still have the plushies we got
From: ABC
To: kat
should we just search romantic comedies on netflix and see what we find? that song makes me think of you. anyway love you kitty
From: ABC
To: kat
i fffucking love you so much i know i just saw you a couple minutes ago but i really love u n my text isn't sending cuz u dont have a sim card (u idiot) n i hope you're safe i love you i love you i love you
From: ABC
To: kat
why tf do you find it ok to pretend. u haven’t been around me for 7+ months and I find out your hanging out with someone you said you hated. you always blow me off and I’m tired and I’m pathetic for thinking you care.
From: ABC
To: kat
i love you. i know that only looks like three words but in my head its an explosion of different colors. reds and purples and blues and greens and yellows all spraying everywhere all at once and the little droplets flying by in slow motion. everything you are and what you say and do and wear and draw and hum (oh god your humming makes me weak at the knees) it all draws me in closer to that spray of color that those three words are. i cant describe it. there's a dark background almost like empty space but there's zero noise. and then the words are there but they're little flecks of brightness everywhere and there's no dark left in sight its all just bright and good and warm and sparkly its like you're stuck in the spray of a lukewarm rainbow champagne bottle being opened. (i know lukewarm champagne sounds kind of gross but pretend that it isn't icky) the confetti looking droplets are everywhere they're all around 360 degrees and for juuust a second it feels like the big scary world is gone and ur just surrounded by nothing but love. fucking pure and untainted love. SJSHDJKGH this is so gross and cheesy but that writing piece i did got me out of writers block so here u go.
From: ABC
To: kat
I fucking miss you so much. I’m physically nauseous at the thought of never being close to you again. I can’t stop thinking about you I absolutely love you. You make me feel so safe and at home. You helped me feel hopeful and happy again. Even though we aren’t talking and the pain from that is unbearable.... I don’t regret meeting you.
