Unsent messages to HARRY

the definition of right person wrong time. it’s been what..6 years of friendship? i never should have gone for anyone else. maybe one day.

What if I don’t ever love anyone like I love you? What if someone doesn’t make me feel the way you do

it’s taken two years to realise that i only like the idea of you.
i'm glad i never told you i liked you because you're a bit of a twat :)

I feel as though our souls are bound to each other, forever connected. Soon we will be together again, whole.

I wish I could tell you this but I'm too afraid to do that so, here it goes nothing, I loved you since we were both 11, ikr we were best friends, and I thought you had feelings 4 I was happy until the day that we choose different paths, hope you didn't forgot 'bout all the things we did together, sadly I will always love you...

I’ve loved you for over 10 years. Do you know that? How is it that after all this time you still care so little for me? How is it that I haven’t learned to not feel hurt? I don’t know that you are the same person I’ve loved anymore. I love you all the same.

-TW- I know we were becoming really close, and it was weird me telling you I liked you in the way I did and when I did but I just want you to know I only told you because I was about to give up my life.

My life is an empty void and yet somehow no matter what you always seem to have a flashlight and candies for us to snack on

i dont really know how to say this but i think about you every single day, i know we broke up in august but im so glad we kept in contact, this year has genuinely been one of the best years of my life and i can safely say that you were the main reason, the memories ive made with you i will never ever forget , like the time we first met we picked flowers, chased each other around and cuddled beside a lake looking at the sky. i miss you more than anything and im so sorry things ended the way they did. i know we are only 14 and 15 but i know for a fact your one of my soulmates and i feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have met you so young. right person wrong time. im dreading you going off into the army in 2 months because i know that i will never see you again which is going to break me. i love you. i always will.

im scared im going to lose you as a friend after opening up to you, pls dont think of me differently. im still trying to figure everything out.

I love you so much. You never fail to put a smile on my face especially on the bad days. I really hope you are doing well and I hope you know you are loved and appreciated.
love you lots hazza

you left me with a jumper and no one to fill it. Why did you leave me? I could've helped, I miss you :)

i miss you everything about you all the tiny details from the way you looked at me to the way you made me feel why did you have to change you aren’t the same you aren’t the person i so secretly fell in love with and still will not admit you had all of me i was all in for you and i know you felt the same

I know I ruined everything for you because of my selfish needs. I’m so sorry, I know you’ll never forgive me. I miss your smile, you always need so much for me.

You made me so goddamn giddy. Thinking about you makes me smile. I know you're happy with her. As much as it hurts, I'm happy for you.

you make me feel so unbelievably happy. you inspire me to be who i want to be no matter what others think. you remind me to be kind to others. i love you.

Harry, sometimes my whole body aches thinking about how i'm never going to spend another moment with you, or even marry you

you asked if you could use me to get over her, i only said yes because i missed you so much. now you’ve left me again
from m

i'm glad you're happy with her now, i hate the fact that i'm just sitting here looking at the man who i thought i was gonna be with for the rest of my life.

Thought I was over you. Then you texted me and we sorted everything out. Why do you have to be so selfish. Let me move on.

I wish I would have the guts to be bold and just live in the now with you. I’m always in love with you, even when I say I’m not. I wish you’d push me a little more towards you.

i wish you knew me so you could take my hand and reassure me that everything’s gonna be fine.

all the love, G

I’m sorry for the pain I have caused you. I didn’t realise that after I broke up with you, you still loved me.

its so funny. i literally love you and you have zero clue about it. maybe if i told you you'd eventually feel the same? but maybe not. its okay. but i do love you, and as long as i retain my memory of you - i will always love you.

I just want to know you miss me and that you know what you lost out on. I don't know how you moved on so fast. but it's been months and I still wait to hear from you every day. I'm so broken, bear.

Aprendí que encariñarse duele, desde muy pequeña.. hasta que te conocí, desde mis 10 años has llenado mi corazón. A mis 19 años aún pienso que ojalá pudiera algún día llenar o ser parte del tuyo, es la promesa que hice hace 6 años, pero por si acaso.., feliz vida aún sin mi cariño.

I miss you so much. I want to be there with you. Maybe watching "The Notebook". Just us, on the couge.
I love you

Unfortunately I do still love you. You think I’ve moved on so you joke about it but each time you mock me my heart breaks for what we could’ve been. I’ll never be ok with that.

I think about u all the time, I think about how if I were differnt we could've been together I think about how we could've been differnt if we just tried and I think about how much I know we won't work because we never will

i loves you. You talked to me on text and in person you just pretended i wasn’t there. I thought you were ashamed of me and you made me feel so insecure. You made fun of me but no matter how much you did that i still loved you. I want to have to back. I need you. I’m sorry

I don't know if you will ever see this but i need to get this off my chest. Ever since i've known you i have loved you. Even when we were little kids, i loved you. 3 years ago we went on a holiday, it was one of my best holidays solely because i spent the whole time with you. i will always love you even if we don't end up together but i have a strong feeling in my heart that we will grow old together and i will forever love your blue eyes and how you love and care for everyone. i love you harry, more than you know.

You’re the first man I ever loved. I tell myself there will be others but there’s no one like you. You set me expectations so high that I’m scared

I have a lot of things I want to say to you but the main thing is that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not opening up to you when you needed me to and what ultimately ended up pushing you away. I'm sorry. I love you my haz

i hope one day you realise that nobody has ever cared about you more than i do. i’ll still be there. text me.

What we had was something I never felt before, despite the sad ending I will always wonder what we would’ve been if it worked out , but it was beautiful and I thank you for that. I love you.

thank you for all you have taught me. you broke my heart but i will forever be grateful for the time you spent in my life - you showed me my worth. i loved you so much - i just wish you loved me enough to end things on better terms.

I'd love to say a lot of things to you. You have changed my life for the best. You are my best friend. I love you. - A.
My cheshire boy

you were my medicine when i struggled the most, but i don't think you'll ever know. this red still reminds me of that one jacket you have. thanks for being my happiness for a bit.

i’m not sure if i know what love is but you are the closest i have ever go to feeling it. i know you don’t feel the same i’m sorry. you made me see all the good things in life when i thought there were none

Sometimes it feels like it was all a dream... sometimes I can't bear to think of you because of how bad it hurts

sometimes i wonder if you actually had feelings for me or just used me to get to katie. if someone asked if u knew me what would you say

i miss you sm but u broke my heart you was always everything for me but i was just never enough for u

You're perfect. I guess we met too late . Maybe in another life ... I'll go through the pain for now.

Thank you for being amazing and listening, you’ll never know how much you changed me and how much it meant to me

You make me feel loved and happy again. You provide me with a sense of security no one else gives me. I know i don’t say it but i truly love you

We weren’t mature enough at the time to understand much but I do understand that you were looking for help.As much as I tried, I hadn’t experienced pain like yours at the time. I hate to say that I don’t like who you have become but I still hope you live a life you love.

The first time I saw u, I probably didn't even know. But for some reason we saw each other a few times more because of friends or something like that. But again I didn't pay much attention to u. Sorry for that. But (big but) somehow we found to each other once again when we were older. And I instantly liked u. U were smart and kind and so funny, always trying to make me laugh. I loved it.
But now I am to scared to see what is next, so I will never know if I will love you and not just it. I am so scared of rejection that I rather hide and wonder. Sorry. Maybe one day I will have enough courage to step further.
Well, u probably don't even know these feelings of mine exist for u. Don't worry, u never will.
So, thank u for being by my side in some kind of way. Hopefully I don't lose u.
We will see what the future holds and maybe, just maybe, it's a future where I am more brave.

You were my everything the reason why I looked forward to each day, your bright eyes and innocent smile I will never forget it ever. Harry the feelings I had for u we’re not simple I even believe that u could be my twin flame, it hurts to see u living life without me in it it hurt when u stopped talking to me it hurt when I heard about u and other people each week it hurt it hurt a lot. You don’t understand how much I love u, perhaps it was the right person at the wrong time but ik it’s not possible for anything between us. You moved on and I need to move on too I found someone that loves me maybe even more then I love u. Although I like him it will never match the love I have for u and the guilt is eating me out alive but I just want to be happy. Maybe one day something will happen maybe a miracle will come and u will see this but I love u so fucking much it hurts me, every time I talk to someone new the only person I can think of is u, ur the first and last person on my mind everyday and just the thought of u consumes me. Why couldn’t something have happened between us it’s been fucking years since we talked and I miss our innocent small chats but it’s no longer possible we’ve both changed, good or not we’re no longer the same people we were. We’re no longer little kids in year 6 we’re teenagers trying to get our lives together. You deserve the world and I hope everything goes well for u, I’m trying to get over u I think I’m slowly doing it but at the same time ik I’m not. Thank you so fucking much u saved me and as much as I don’t want to admit ur the only person who I’ll ever love and adore. Even though u hurt me and left me I just can’t imagine a life without u even just the thought of being able to see u at school or maybe coincidentally bumping into u at work or in public is all I hope for so im sorry that I’m being delusional despite knowing nothing will ever happen but I just can’t help myself. Thank you Harry for everything I love u, the bond between us is crazy ur my twin flame and I’ll never forget u thank you

Since we stopped being friends i’ve lost my entire identity, the only thing i’m sure of is that i miss you.

we just started dating but we have been best friends for 5 years and I already think I love you. I want to tell you but I'm so scared that you'll run off :(