From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 28, 2020, 1:06 pm UTC
i love you. happy anniversary babe. hopefully one day it will be a huge celebration, but being here with you is perfect.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 27, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
i knew it wasn't realistic but i didn't want to slow dance with anyone else at my last high school ball
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 26, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
You're the first person I felt a real spark with, it felt so easy. It was only for a short while but I still feel the same way about you and can't seem to want anyone else. Would you ever give us a try?
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
i spent hours trying to figure out which color would suit you best, but i realised there isn't a specific one. or rather, i would say, you're all of them. that's why when rainbows appear in the sky, i smile... it's because i think of you.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 20, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
why did you treat me so badly? why do i still miss you? why were you so cold? i tried, why didn’t you try for me?
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 16, 2020, 11:30 am UTC
My love for you felt like something people make movies about, I’ve never loved someone the way I do you. Please please don’t leave me :(
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 15, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
i went from loving you to hating you in a matter of months. you think you’re above everyone else when you’re not. i despise you. fuck you and your lies.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
I don’t think I’ll ever know if you liked me. I don’t think I want to know. But I don’t think I’ve moved on.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
I tried so hard to be a light for you, but all you did was push me away. Why did you hurt me like that?
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
You’ve saved me from myself countless times. I would do anything for you. But you wouldn’t do the same.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:28 pm UTC
How could I ever love someone like I love you. You are magic, pure magic. No one would ever come close to your perfection. I wish I could show you how much I adore you x
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
There was nothing stopping us leaving our jobs and just starting a life together. Should we have done it?
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
i’d like to think i’m more important than a game. i’d like to think that if i was hanging onto life by a string you’d come see me. i’d like to think that if i were at my lowest you’d stay to let me talk. but you didn’t. and you won’t. if you were hanging on by that string i’d never leave. if you were at your very lowest i would stay until you wanted rid of me. i’d be with you as long as you needed and i’d never leave you. and that’s my proof i love you more than you could ever love me
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:36 am UTC
I’m sorry. I couldn’t carry on being the one willing to drop everything and run to you whilst you stand still and not shorten the distance.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:27 am UTC
The night you said you where going to kill your self if I broke up with you. Was the night my heart sunk and died.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:18 am UTC
i’m so sorry. i hate lying to you but i know if you knew what i sent him you’d hate me. he made me and i had no choice. i’m sorry and i love you.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
i cant get over u. ur always running through my mind, ur presence could be an olympic long run athlete
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 5:44 pm UTC
I love you so much I’m sorry that I don’t want a relationship your the best thing that ever happened to me I don’t want to let you go but I don’t know what to do anymore we just go round in circles. I love you forever I hope we can be together in the end x
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 3:06 pm UTC
you literally broke my heart so many times but i just can’t stop liking you it’s actually a joke at this point. please love me back
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 2:03 pm UTC
I'm so in love with the person you used to be. I hate you for taking him away from me.
please bring him back.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:57 pm UTC
we were haunted by the words we never said to each other. We're both cowards and now we pay for it in lost love.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:53 pm UTC
Tw//
Thinking of you should be a form of self-harm.
you sting so bad but I can't stop thinking about you.
did you really think what we had was nothing?
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:35 am UTC
I want you to be totally clear to me because no matter what you do I will always forgive you because you are my everything and I don’t know what I would do without you. So I am asking you please tell me honestly everything I beg of you please.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 9:01 am UTC
I don’t think you ever got over me. I think you still love me. I’ve moved on but really I still have the same feelings for you 4 years on.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:22 am UTC
I know you’ve never liked me. We’ve both changed as people. I hope one day we’ll laugh about how crazy I was about you. Maybe you’ll have something to say about it.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:59 am UTC
I'm forgiving you in order to let go of you. I've been going over the pain you put me through for 2 months so i'd know what to say for when we had the conversation about us getting back. But i no longer want you back. But please, leave me alone.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:54 am UTC
Tarot is telling me we'll reconcile, and has been since we broke up. It's now saying this month, and the thought of it happening makes my stomach drop. But i think thats a good thing.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:51 am UTC
I don't know if i miss you anymore, part of me wishes i did. But i know i'm still in love with the person you were with me, my Harry.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:30 am UTC
The beautiful eyes you hated and your smiles lines stay engraved into my memories forever. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 11, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
I wish things ended differently. Timing was poor on both sides, I blame you for waiting too long to say something, and myself for pushing myself to move on because it was too painful. We both should have been more patient, I hope this isn't the end of the story. x
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
You went through so much. I'm glad you got your happy ending. Even if I'll never get to share it with you.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:48 am UTC
I can never stop thinking about you but I don’t know if I like you or not because all of this is new to me and I’ve never felt this way about someone, you can be brutally honest but I like how you always speak your mind and make me smile :)
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 9, 2020, 3:36 pm UTC
I remember when I held you while you cried for hours. I never thought less of you for showing me how much you were struggling. I would do anything for me to be there for you again.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
you are everything i’ve ever wished for. you complete me as a person, and i love you so much for that. i just don’t know how to show it but i hope you understand that i love you more than life itself
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
I still love you so much but it's time to move one thank you for the best 8 months of my life I loved it while it lasted and I wish I could still have you but I guess this is for the best
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:18 pm UTC
I always wonder if we would of still been something if I didn't break up with you over something petty.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:26 am UTC
four months, all of that time for what? i wish you had let me go sooner, maybe then it wouldn’t hurt as much.
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 6, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
I’m sorry I ruined us. You were the only person I’ve ever truly loved and I made you go away. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: September 6, 2020, 7:41 pm UTC
How did I fall for a guy who single handedly made me insecure and hate myself. I fear what you would’ve done to me if we stayed together, it keeps me up at night