From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: October 1, 2020, 5:54 am
You were my everything the reason why I looked forward to each day, your bright eyes and innocent smile I will never forget it ever. Harry the feelings I had for u we’re not simple I even believe that u could be my twin flame, it hurts to see u living life without me in it it hurt when u stopped talking to me it hurt when I heard about u and other people each week it hurt it hurt a lot. You don’t understand how much I love u, perhaps it was the right person at the wrong time but ik it’s not possible for anything between us. You moved on and I need to move on too I found someone that loves me maybe even more then I love u. Although I like him it will never match the love I have for u and the guilt is eating me out alive but I just want to be happy. Maybe one day something will happen maybe a miracle will come and u will see this but I love u so fucking much it hurts me, every time I talk to someone new the only person I can think of is u, ur the first and last person on my mind everyday and just the thought of u consumes me. Why couldn’t something have happened between us it’s been fucking years since we talked and I miss our innocent small chats but it’s no longer possible we’ve both changed, good or not we’re no longer the same people we were. We’re no longer little kids in year 6 we’re teenagers trying to get our lives together. You deserve the world and I hope everything goes well for u, I’m trying to get over u I think I’m slowly doing it but at the same time ik I’m not. Thank you so fucking much u saved me and as much as I don’t want to admit ur the only person who I’ll ever love and adore. Even though u hurt me and left me I just can’t imagine a life without u even just the thought of being able to see u at school or maybe coincidentally bumping into u at work or in public is all I hope for so im sorry that I’m being delusional despite knowing nothing will ever happen but I just can’t help myself. Thank you Harry for everything I love u, the bond between us is crazy ur my twin flame and I’ll never forget u thank you
