i'm glad you're happy with her now, i hate the fact that i'm just sitting here looking at the man who i thought i was gonna be with for the rest of my life.

You were my everything the reason why I looked forward to each day, your bright eyes and innocent smile I will never forget it ever. Harry the feelings I had for u we’re not simple I even believe that u could be my twin flame, it hurts to see u living life without me in it it hurt when u stopped talking to me it hurt when I heard about u and other people each week it hurt it hurt a lot. You don’t understand how much I love u, perhaps it was the right person at the wrong time but ik it’s not possible for anything between us. You moved on and I need to move on too I found someone that loves me maybe even more then I love u. Although I like him it will never match the love I have for u and the guilt is eating me out alive but I just want to be happy. Maybe one day something will happen maybe a miracle will come and u will see this but I love u so fucking much it hurts me, every time I talk to someone new the only person I can think of is u, ur the first and last person on my mind everyday and just the thought of u consumes me. Why couldn’t something have happened between us it’s been fucking years since we talked and I miss our innocent small chats but it’s no longer possible we’ve both changed, good or not we’re no longer the same people we were. We’re no longer little kids in year 6 we’re teenagers trying to get our lives together. You deserve the world and I hope everything goes well for u, I’m trying to get over u I think I’m slowly doing it but at the same time ik I’m not. Thank you so fucking much u saved me and as much as I don’t want to admit ur the only person who I’ll ever love and adore. Even though u hurt me and left me I just can’t imagine a life without u even just the thought of being able to see u at school or maybe coincidentally bumping into u at work or in public is all I hope for so im sorry that I’m being delusional despite knowing nothing will ever happen but I just can’t help myself. Thank you Harry for everything I love u, the bond between us is crazy ur my twin flame and I’ll never forget u thank you

I have a lot of things I want to say to you but the main thing is that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not opening up to you when you needed me to and what ultimately ended up pushing you away. I'm sorry. I love you my haz

You’re the first man I ever loved. I tell myself there will be others but there’s no one like you. You set me expectations so high that I’m scared

I don't know if you will ever see this but i need to get this off my chest. Ever since i've known you i have loved you. Even when we were little kids, i loved you. 3 years ago we went on a holiday, it was one of my best holidays solely because i spent the whole time with you. i will always love you even if we don't end up together but i have a strong feeling in my heart that we will grow old together and i will forever love your blue eyes and how you love and care for everyone. i love you harry, more than you know.

The first time I saw u, I probably didn't even know. But for some reason we saw each other a few times more because of friends or something like that. But again I didn't pay much attention to u. Sorry for that. But (big but) somehow we found to each other once again when we were older. And I instantly liked u. U were smart and kind and so funny, always trying to make me laugh. I loved it.
But now I am to scared to see what is next, so I will never know if I will love you and not just it. I am so scared of rejection that I rather hide and wonder. Sorry. Maybe one day I will have enough courage to step further.
Well, u probably don't even know these feelings of mine exist for u. Don't worry, u never will.
So, thank u for being by my side in some kind of way. Hopefully I don't lose u.
We will see what the future holds and maybe, just maybe, it's a future where I am more brave.

I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold on for much longer. I’m just so tired. Thank you for being my best friend, thank you for giving me color. I’ll never stop loving you

you asked if you could use me to get over her, i only said yes because i missed you so much. now you’ve left me again
from m

Thank you for believing in us again. I'm glad you can trust me and try again with me. I can't wait to see you at school and meet up with you. You're the best person in my life rn and ik i can talk to you about anything. Bye for now dummy

i’ve written too many of these to you. i’m tired now. this will be the last. i deserve happiness. remember me.

i loves you. You talked to me on text and in person you just pretended i wasn’t there. I thought you were ashamed of me and you made me feel so insecure. You made fun of me but no matter how much you did that i still loved you. I want to have to back. I need you. I’m sorry

I feel as though our souls are bound to each other, forever connected. Soon we will be together again, whole.

What you did hurts me every day , but I still think about you all the time and would give anything to go back and go through it all again just to be with you , Despite you having no interest in me I still like you and always will.

We aren’t talking right now . It’s been a week . I don’t get how you could do that to me when you knew it would break my heart . I’m still waiting for you . I love you.

I hate when enough time goes by that I forget all the bad things and the reasons why and I start to miss you again

I believe in "right person,wrong time" because of you. Maybe one day we'll be able to be together finally.

You gotta see it to believe it
Sky never looked so blue
So hard to leave it
That's what I always do
So I keep thinking back to
A time under the canyon moon
(i love you pls marry me)

Thank you for always being there for me, you're the only one i'm comfortable talking to about deep things. Even though so much happened between us, you'll always be my best friend:)

Thank you for always being there for me, you're the only one i'm comfortable talking to about deep things. Even though so much happened between us, you'll always be my best friend:)

My body aches in places I never knew it could for the old you. It shatters in places I never knew it could because of the person you are now.

I think about u all the time, I think about how if I were differnt we could've been together I think about how we could've been differnt if we just tried and I think about how much I know we won't work because we never will

Unfortunately I do still love you. You think I’ve moved on so you joke about it but each time you mock me my heart breaks for what we could’ve been. I’ll never be ok with that.

You’ve saved me from myself countless times. I would do anything for you. But you wouldn’t do the same.

I tried so hard to be a light for you, but all you did was push me away. Why did you hurt me like that?

i care for u so much. we've never met but you have been one of the only constants in my life, have been since i was around nine. i literally would not be here if it weren't for you, you make me so happy. u mean the world to me. thank u for everything. i love u more than words can ever express. thank u for sharing your music with the world. my heart could burst with pride seeing how far you've come. i hope we can meet someday. i hope i can give you the biggest hug and thank you for all of this in person.

I don’t think I’ll ever know if you liked me. I don’t think I want to know. But I don’t think I’ve moved on.

i went from loving you to hating you in a matter of months. you think you’re above everyone else when you’re not. i despise you. fuck you and your lies.

Thanks for always cheering me on from the sidelines. I knew you would've dropped everything for me but i didnt realise that at the time. I know that you liked me but I didnt care, I didnt know. Im sorry for everything. I love you now, i miss you. You know how they say you only love something when you lose it. Your the best harry and i dont deserve you one bit

it’s taken two years to realise that i only like the idea of you.
i'm glad i never told you i liked you because you're a bit of a twat :)

i think i need to begin to move on. looking back, you didn’t really care for me as much as i did . if you wanted to, you would. it was fun. and i i’ll miss
you.

i think i need to begin to move on. looking back, you didn’t really care for me as much as i did . if you wanted to, you would. it was fun. and i i’ll miss
you.

My love for you felt like something people make movies about, I’ve never loved someone the way I do you. Please please don’t leave me :(

I’m sorry that I didn’t love myself first. I’m sorry I didn’t know who i was. I’m sorry you were the collateral damage. You’ll find someone who deserves you.

i think a part of me will always want u. ppl still ask me about us and i brush it off but if u texted me i know id come running back

hi harry,
you weren`t my first love or anything but you mean the world to me. You understand me like no one else and I wish i could spend all night just talking to you and everything and nothing. I know I`ll see you again, I`ll see you again one day.

you’re probably going to read this and know it’s me. if you do, don’t say anything to me about it, just act like you haven’t seen this. this is a goodbye message, it’s not me trying to get you back, i promise. god i wish things could have just worked out. i guess maybe we’re both too damaged to be able to be put together. i just can’t help be sad when i look back at us and i really hope i can find someone than can make me feel like how you did, and i hope i can move on quickly, but i’m doubting it honestly. i genuinely have all my best memories with you; the time we literally got hailed on, watching the sunset from the bridge, sitting in that bloody tree, the escape room, the arcade, the bad movies, and my favourite one, and probably my favourite memory of all time, sitting on that old dock and looking at the river before i left. although i’m literally crying while i write this, i’m actually just happy we could sort things out. maybe one day i’ll see you again. genuinely, i hope you do well this year and you get everything you hope for. you are so talented and i know you’re going to flourish in your industry, and i am so so so proud of how much you’ve done and how far you’ve come from everything you’ve been through. you should be proud of yourself too, and i hope you realise how amazing you are. i truly think you are a beautiful person and i’ll never forget how happy you made me. we weren’t even together long but, i’m just so happy it happened. i’ll always care about you harry, and if you need anything, to talk, support, advice, if you need to see me, a hug, anything, i’m a text away. i’m hoping this will be the last time i write to you on here, but i know it won’t. i have so much to unpack and i just don’t know how to put it into words. i have so much love for you, and i hope eventually, in future, i’ll be able to be friends with you, because you are such a special person to me. so this is a goodbye. thank you for everything, the memories, making me feel important and safe, and for being nearly all my firsts. i wouldn’t have had it any other way. :)

You have saved my life. Your talent, your kindness, your devotion and your passion. You are the most admirable person I have ever known. You are my everything, the most important person to me. I will never be able to put into words how proud you have made me through the years. I won't go anywhere. Stay happy in all that you do as you conquer the world. I love you.

After nearly 2 years apart, I looked deep into your eyes and barely recognised you. I don't know who you are anymore :/

i don’t know if u know how i feel but i like you i really do i just hope u don’t break my heart all i want is someone that cares

Waking up from a dream about you makes me relive the pain again. If you could just give me another chance.

I miss you so much. I want to be there with you. Maybe watching "The Notebook". Just us, on the couge.
I love you

I dreamt of you for the first time in months. You held me and smiled and it was like all was forgiven. Then I woke up

i never realised it but at the time i was fully in love with you now you’ve left my life i wish you would come back

I rly like you and want to be with you but im scared because what if we don't work out and I lose u and everything becomes really awkward.

I miss you and want to be near you all the time. when I am with you I have to use all my strength to not touch you or hold your hand. I want you to hug me when you see me and say you missed me and mean it. I want you to put your arm around me. hug me around the waist. kiss me while holding my face. take it slow and mean it. I am getting too attached which is why I need to pull back. I am so sorry.

you were the only person to care for me and i cared for back. you make me happy and wish people could accept us together

I know There’s no way I can be with you but I acknowledge the pain you have and want to help I love you always, angel.

though we never have truly been in a relationship I have loved you. subconsciously I knew the whole time. your the reason I believe in right person wrong time and it seems even as hard we try to not realize it or drift away from each other its impossible. though I may never be in a relationship with you I still have this feeling its gonna happen I just cant explain it. i just wish you gave me the effort now that you did when I wasn't available and in denial because now I'm not and I just want it to happen but I cant do it without you. but it's like we arent even close enough anymore where I can even tell you that, and it drives me crazy. i miss you harry, I just don't know how to get you back into my life were there's that comfort level where I can tell you that. i hope we end up eventually.

im sorry for breaking you.You loved me and i took if for granted and pushed you away multiple times.I know you now hate me but i promise,i never intended for things to end like this.

why did you treat me so badly? why do i still miss you? why were you so cold? i tried, why didn’t you try for me?