Unsent messages to HARRY

i wish you never let me go

i still miss you. please come back soon.

I don’t know what I did wrong I thought you we’re different

I want to have a normal conversation with you again

Hi bebs i miss you.

break up!!!! its me you need

i loved you, still do and i really hope i can see you some day

don’t let me be a stranger again

Stop talking to her liek that if u rlly want to keep me

i lov hanging out with u ur awesome

loving you always, too.

I have so much to say just ask me in person <3

i wish you’d realise that she isn’t right for you and i am

Talk to me instead of running away from ur problems please xoxo

i think i am in love with you but we don't talk anymore

give me a smooch already

I still listen to your freaking playlists

Please kiss me on Friday. That’s all i ask

u hurt me

i don‘t know what i would do without you

i hope its u and me in the end hhhh

i love you

missing u always

im sorry for breaking you.You loved me and i took if for granted and pushed you away multiple times.I know you now hate me but i promise,i never intended for things to end like this.

I know There’s no way I can be with you but I acknowledge the pain you have and want to help I love you always, angel.

Waking up from a dream about you makes me relive the pain again. If you could just give me another chance.

i don’t know if u know how i feel but i like you i really do i just hope u don’t break my heart all i want is someone that cares

you’re probably going to read this and know it’s me. if you do, don’t say anything to me about it, just act like you haven’t seen this. this is a goodbye message, it’s not me trying to get you back, i promise. god i wish things could have just worked out. i guess maybe we’re both too damaged to be able to be put together. i just can’t help be sad when i look back at us and i really hope i can find someone than can make me feel like how you did, and i hope i can move on quickly, but i’m doubting it honestly. i genuinely have all my best memories with you; the time we literally got hailed on, watching the sunset from the bridge, sitting in that bloody tree, the escape room, the arcade, the bad movies, and my favourite one, and probably my favourite memory of all time, sitting on that old dock and looking at the river before i left. although i’m literally crying while i write this, i’m actually just happy we could sort things out. maybe one day i’ll see you again. genuinely, i hope you do well this year and you get everything you hope for. you are so talented and i know you’re going to flourish in your industry, and i am so so so proud of how much you’ve done and how far you’ve come from everything you’ve been through. you should be proud of yourself too, and i hope you realise how amazing you are. i truly think you are a beautiful person and i’ll never forget how happy you made me. we weren’t even together long but, i’m just so happy it happened. i’ll always care about you harry, and if you need anything, to talk, support, advice, if you need to see me, a hug, anything, i’m a text away. i’m hoping this will be the last time i write to you on here, but i know it won’t. i have so much to unpack and i just don’t know how to put it into words. i have so much love for you, and i hope eventually, in future, i’ll be able to be friends with you, because you are such a special person to me. so this is a goodbye. thank you for everything, the memories, making me feel important and safe, and for being nearly all my firsts. i wouldn’t have had it any other way. :)

i think i need to begin to move on. looking back, you didn’t really care for me as much as i did . if you wanted to, you would. it was fun. and i i’ll miss
you.

i think i need to begin to move on. looking back, you didn’t really care for me as much as i did . if you wanted to, you would. it was fun. and i i’ll miss
you.

What you did hurts me every day , but I still think about you all the time and would give anything to go back and go through it all again just to be with you , Despite you having no interest in me I still like you and always will.

Thank you for believing in us again. I'm glad you can trust me and try again with me. I can't wait to see you at school and meet up with you. You're the best person in my life rn and ik i can talk to you about anything. Bye for now dummy

you taught me to be myself and not worry about what other people think, I'm on my way to being comfortable. i love you.

i truly don’t know what to do anymore. i’ve thrown myself around and around, torturing myself with blame and shame about what i did. i’m driving myself into a hole wondering why you can’t forgive me after everything, after the last few months, after every moment together. my feelings feel completely unrequited and honestly, i don’t think i could ever be around you again. and that hurts because i want to be around you as much as my body forces me to breathe. so i don’t know how to fix things and how i’ll ever be able to completely open up to you again because it’s been thrown back in my face one too many times. and the worst part is: i finally started to believe that i wasn’t crazy and i was worthy of having someone care about me enough to listen to me. and you’re a stranger to me now, a stranger who knows everything there is to know about me, a stranger that i have shown every single vulnerable bit of myself to, and someone i trusted so completely and genuinely. it feels like it’s gone. it feels like it’s never going to heal. and i have so much love for you. more than anyone i have met and i’m sure anyone i will meet for a very long time. i welcome the day i can finally delete the notes page where i have kept a diary of our moments and the little messages you have sent me, the day i don’t go through our messages to feel happy again, the day i don’t check if you’ve seen my story. and most of all, the day someone will mention your name and i won’t tear up. the day i wont see if you have opened my messages or not. the day that i don’t have the impulse to message you again. i feel you wanting to move on. maybe it’s time i let you.

i never really cared until i met you, but now you’re gone i’ll always have a part of you in me
from A

thank you for being my constant. life is always moving so fast, but you never left my side, even through the pain.

I’m so sorry I hurt you. I want you to know I loved you back, I just convinced myself I didn’t. I still do.

I like you. I am afraid you like someone else. I don't want to start this online. I want to talk to you irl. Unfortunately , we are busy ghosting each other.

you mean a lot to me. it seems you always know what to say, even in the toughest of situations. i’m so glad i met you. thanks for being the most amazing friend to everyone, not just me. i know life’s been shitty to you recently and it hurts to see such a sweet person feel so sad. i wish i could help you in the way you help me. i’m so proud of how far you’ve come and just know everything’s going to be okay. i love you and i appreciate you a lot. keep hanging on

It’s okay that you didn’t love me back because you taught me how to love at all. I still hear you in the music I listen to. Bye

I miss you and want to be near you all the time. when I am with you I have to use all my strength to not touch you or hold your hand. I want you to hug me when you see me and say you missed me and mean it. I want you to put your arm around me. hug me around the waist. kiss me while holding my face. take it slow and mean it. I am getting too attached which is why I need to pull back. I am so sorry.

I rly like you and want to be with you but im scared because what if we don't work out and I lose u and everything becomes really awkward.

I dreamt of you for the first time in months. You held me and smiled and it was like all was forgiven. Then I woke up

You have saved my life. Your talent, your kindness, your devotion and your passion. You are the most admirable person I have ever known. You are my everything, the most important person to me. I will never be able to put into words how proud you have made me through the years. I won't go anywhere. Stay happy in all that you do as you conquer the world. I love you.

My body aches in places I never knew it could for the old you. It shatters in places I never knew it could because of the person you are now.

You gotta see it to believe it
Sky never looked so blue
So hard to leave it
That's what I always do
So I keep thinking back to
A time under the canyon moon
(i love you pls marry me)

you know what? you fucked me up and i still am fighting. i made one mistake when u made multiple. i love u so much and i will forever hate myself for the chances i have given you. fuck you, fuck you so much. i don’t wanna love you anymore. please fucking leave me, i’m not strong enough.

hi harold :) when we would first talk it was nothing but friends and over time i began to fancy you, and when you told me that you may fancy me too i panicked and distanced myelf.. sorry about that but it wouldve never worked anyways and i wasnt ready and we both knew that. im so happy now and i appreciate everything and how much youve been there for me always. you were such an amazing part of my 2020 and ill treasure moments we had even if we never met. please remember you are such a kind genuine and lovely person. youre also handsome and someday some girl will be ever so lucky to be with you and im ever so grateful for you

you’re so fucking fit man 10/10 would smash it’s a shame u dropped ur phone in. the pool yesterday lol but i’m glad u had it in rice ur so seggzy leggzy and ugh u make my taste buds tingle

i’m so sorry i used you to realise my feelings for someone else, if you see this tell me i think we could become good friends :)