I don't know if i miss you anymore, part of me wishes i did. But i know i'm still in love with the person you were with me, my Harry.

Tarot is telling me we'll reconcile, and has been since we broke up. It's now saying this month, and the thought of it happening makes my stomach drop. But i think thats a good thing.

I'm forgiving you in order to let go of you. I've been going over the pain you put me through for 2 months so i'd know what to say for when we had the conversation about us getting back. But i no longer want you back. But please, leave me alone.

I know you’ve never liked me. We’ve both changed as people. I hope one day we’ll laugh about how crazy I was about you. Maybe you’ll have something to say about it.

I don’t think you ever got over me. I think you still love me. I’ve moved on but really I still have the same feelings for you 4 years on.

I want you to be totally clear to me because no matter what you do I will always forgive you because you are my everything and I don’t know what I would do without you. So I am asking you please tell me honestly everything I beg of you please.

Tw//

Thinking of you should be a form of self-harm.

you sting so bad but I can't stop thinking about you.

did you really think what we had was nothing?

we were haunted by the words we never said to each other. We're both cowards and now we pay for it in lost love.

I'm so in love with the person you used to be. I hate you for taking him away from me.
please bring him back.

you literally broke my heart so many times but i just can’t stop liking you it’s actually a joke at this point. please love me back

I love you so much I’m sorry that I don’t want a relationship your the best thing that ever happened to me I don’t want to let you go but I don’t know what to do anymore we just go round in circles. I love you forever I hope we can be together in the end x

I loved you because you treated me normal. I never told you because I knew you were straight and I would lose our friendship if I did.

I wish i could still text you like how we used to before. I always had a feeling you didn't want me anymore which was why i always needed reassurance. I couldn't save us. I miss everything. The way you held me, when we called all the time and had "our" song. The thought of you just breaks my heart and it hurts thinking about it. I love you:(

I love you Bowers. As more then just my best friend. I want to be with you until the end. I want to live the rest of my high school life with you by my side. I want to blast music together while driving down old country roads on the way to your grandma's. I want to slow dance with you in the pouring rain. I want to go get midnight whataburger and stargaze with you in the bed of your truck. I want to do everything with you and have you hold me tight. I love you goofball, I just wished you loved me back.

i cant get over u. ur always running through my mind, ur presence could be an olympic long run athlete

i’m so sorry. i hate lying to you but i know if you knew what i sent him you’d hate me. he made me and i had no choice. i’m sorry and i love you.

The night you said you where going to kill your self if I broke up with you. Was the night my heart sunk and died.

I really wished we would have been one of those couples, that face adversety and end up togheter. I really wish.

I’m sorry. I couldn’t carry on being the one willing to drop everything and run to you whilst you stand still and not shorten the distance.

You make my heart skip beats and flutter when you smile. You have a contagious laugh and it’s always on my mind. The way I want to slap you when you talk slow in hopes you’ll just spit out what you have to say in some weird romantic way. I wanna cuddle and watch our favorite movies. Or lay on the floor and listen to old music together on vinyl while discussing our favorite parts. I dont wanna be just a face to you without a name. I want to be a person. I want to be your person. It’s been 11 years now and I’m going crazy. Notice me. Love me. Please.

you taught me to be myself and not worry about what other people think, I'm on my way to being comfortable. i love you.

i’d like to think i’m more important than a game. i’d like to think that if i was hanging onto life by a string you’d come see me. i’d like to think that if i were at my lowest you’d stay to let me talk. but you didn’t. and you won’t. if you were hanging on by that string i’d never leave. if you were at your very lowest i would stay until you wanted rid of me. i’d be with you as long as you needed and i’d never leave you. and that’s my proof i love you more than you could ever love me

i’m so sorry i used you to realise my feelings for someone else, if you see this tell me i think we could become good friends :)

This is the colour of the shirt you wore when we met. It’s also the colour of the flame that the shirt sat in.

There was nothing stopping us leaving our jobs and just starting a life together. Should we have done it?

you were my medicine when i struggled the most, but i don't think you'll ever know. this red still reminds me of that one jacket you have. thanks for being my happiness for a bit.

How could I ever love someone like I love you. You are magic, pure magic. No one would ever come close to your perfection. I wish I could show you how much I adore you x

you’re so fucking fit man 10/10 would smash it’s a shame u dropped ur phone in. the pool yesterday lol but i’m glad u had it in rice ur so seggzy leggzy and ugh u make my taste buds tingle

You made me so goddamn giddy. Thinking about you makes me smile. I know you're happy with her. As much as it hurts, I'm happy for you.

you know what? you fucked me up and i still am fighting. i made one mistake when u made multiple. i love u so much and i will forever hate myself for the chances i have given you. fuck you, fuck you so much. i don’t wanna love you anymore. please fucking leave me, i’m not strong enough.

I'd love to say a lot of things to you. You have changed my life for the best. You are my best friend. I love you. - A.
My cheshire boy

i knew it wasn't realistic but i didn't want to slow dance with anyone else at my last high school ball

thank you for all you have taught me. you broke my heart but i will forever be grateful for the time you spent in my life - you showed me my worth. i loved you so much - i just wish you loved me enough to end things on better terms.

i want to believe that our relationship was just right person, wrong time. and while i do think there is a possibility that we are meant to be with each other, i cant stand by and wait for you to figure that out. you will always hold a special place in my heart, no matter what. i truly wish you the best.
i love you.

you fucked me up so bad and i don't think i could ever forgive you. but the worst part is i love you and could never hate you.

i love you. happy anniversary babe. hopefully one day it will be a huge celebration, but being here with you is perfect.

What we had was something I never felt before, despite the sad ending I will always wonder what we would’ve been if it worked out , but it was beautiful and I thank you for that. I love you.

i wish you knew how much i liked u.
i just hope u know i hate u now and i take back every good work i said about you
miss you tho :)

I remember when I held you while you cried for hours. I never thought less of you for showing me how much you were struggling. I would do anything for me to be there for you again.

i hope one day you realise that nobody has ever cared about you more than i do. i’ll still be there. text me.

we just started dating but we have been best friends for 5 years and I already think I love you. I want to tell you but I'm so scared that you'll run off :(

I’ve loved you for over 10 years. Do you know that? How is it that after all this time you still care so little for me? How is it that I haven’t learned to not feel hurt? I don’t know that you are the same person I’ve loved anymore. I love you all the same.

i’m actually quite offended you’re not aggressively obsessing over me anymore. yes it was annoying and ridiculously over the top but it gave me the male validation i need.

Sometimes I think I miss you but maybe I just miss how life was before. I wonder how often you think about me

i really liked you and thought u felt the same but clearly not, u made feel shit about myself and ruined my christmas. You weren't even nice enough to tell me why.

i wish i could tell you how sorry i am for how selfish i was. i acted like i would be there to clean up the mess we made together, in denial that i would not be. i ruined you, and then ruined anything between us. i'm so sorry. i love you.

I wish I could tell you this but I'm too afraid to do that so, here it goes nothing, I loved you since we were both 11, ikr we were best friends, and I thought you had feelings 4 I was happy until the day that we choose different paths, hope you didn't forgot 'bout all the things we did together, sadly I will always love you...

Since we stopped being friends i’ve lost my entire identity, the only thing i’m sure of is that i miss you.

U make me laugh a lot, one of my bestf even if u don’t know that.
Let’s get married if we aren’t by 37

I still think about you, us. But not you now or what we could’ve been. What we were. That’s what I miss. The past us.