From: ABC
To: Harry
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:41 am
The first time I saw u, I probably didn't even know. But for some reason we saw each other a few times more because of friends or something like that. But again I didn't pay much attention to u. Sorry for that. But (big but) somehow we found to each other once again when we were older. And I instantly liked u. U were smart and kind and so funny, always trying to make me laugh. I loved it.
But now I am to scared to see what is next, so I will never know if I will love you and not just it. I am so scared of rejection that I rather hide and wonder. Sorry. Maybe one day I will have enough courage to step further.
Well, u probably don't even know these feelings of mine exist for u. Don't worry, u never will.
So, thank u for being by my side in some kind of way. Hopefully I don't lose u.
We will see what the future holds and maybe, just maybe, it's a future where I am more brave.
