From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:48 pm UTC
you broke my entire heart and made me so miserable, but you're still the only person I want to be with.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:22 am UTC
Sitting on the dock with you watching the stars talking about dumb stuff made me realize a lot of things.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:55 pm UTC
okay im here again. new year, without u. damn, I miss u sm. I hope that u are happy with her and yeah.i still can't believe that u did this to me. u used your own pain to make me feel so fucking bad. but okay that what u wanted ig yeah. im sorry
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:29 pm UTC
I used to think I wasnât able to love before I met you. So many adventures together. You made me feel really alive.
Forse ti amerĂČ sempre un pochino
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:42 pm UTC
I love you so much but i canât help but find myself constantly jealous of you and your life. i genuinely hate myself for it.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:20 am UTC
i wish i'd been confident enough to tell u all those words in my journal about loving u but then i think maybe i didnt love u at all
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:18 pm UTC
i wish u knew how much i love u and always will. i wish u would realize all of the things i would do for you bcs im that in love with you. you made my life so much happier without you even knowing it. the fact that i rlly cant let you go already shows how attached i am. god im so in love with u i cant stop thinking ab u. dont leave me. dont u dare leave me.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:50 am UTC
I wish I didnât fall in love with the image of you instead of the real you. I was naive and I didnât know what love really was.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:40 am UTC
will i ever think that somebody could actually like me ever? you fucked me up big time. i wish we never met, i wish i could go back to how i was before when i actually believed i was loveable.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 30, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
You donât know how much you hurt me when you said that Iâm an amazing girl and that you wish for me that Iâll find someone who will love me back. I was already in love with you.
J
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:35 pm UTC
why can't i forget you? you have taken my heart and never returned it. i just know you never spend even a single second thinking of me and it burns my heart. i pray everyday to just see your face once more or hear your voice. i miss you. i am yours forever.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 29, 2020, 1:56 pm UTC
definition of right person wrong time, i'm so glad we're friends though, you saved my life without knowing it. Maybe in another universe we'll get what we want
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:51 am UTC
Te extraño como a nadie lo habĂa hecho, pienso en ti cada dĂa que pasa; tambiĂ©n pienso en una y mil formas de como creo que vas a volver. Pero dentro de mĂ se que no lo harĂĄs solo por evitar el sentimiento que nos tiene atrapados.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:33 am UTC
Fuiste la razĂłn por la cuĂĄl sigo viva. Gracias por salvarme y perdĂłn si fui egoĂsta, necesitaba un break.
Te necesito demasiado, pero tengo miedo de que no sientas lo mismo y agobiarte,, te amo y siempre lo amaré
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:08 am UTC
i hate that you gave me attention. i hate that thatâs all it took. i knew you would break me from the start but i just wanted a bit of love and attention. you only needed to say the right words and iâd be doing anything for you. i promised myself i wouldnât get attached and that you were just around to make me feel good about myself but before i knew it i was up late waiting for your texts. i looked to you to make me feel better but i feel worse. it was all fake.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 28, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
i really love u,and i know u dont love me but i am okey with it.i really hope u get happy with her and without me.i will always love u because u are the love of my life.without u my life doesnt make sense.i want to kill myself but i dont do because i always think that u could come back someday...but u wont....?
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 28, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
turns out your a dickhead
that doesnât change anything though as i know if you asked iâd go back to you no hesitation
i hate you so much
i wish i could just forget you
-the girl that was never good enough
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 28, 2020, 1:15 am UTC
we donât talk anymore but i miss you more then youâll ever know. i wish i could go back in time, i was so much happier then. i think there was a part of me that loved you and will always love you. i hope i see you again one day. i hope that youâre happy and healthy, even if the person youâre happy with isnât me. thank you for giving me immense happiness even if you didnât know how much you meant to me.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:19 am UTC
Nunca intentĂ© nada porque creĂ que de esa manera no te perderĂa. Pero parece que no pensabas de la misma forma.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 25, 2020, 7:22 pm UTC
i'm sorry i didn't notice. believe me, i would have tried helping u. and believe me, seeing u suffer breaks my heart, but now it's too late. orange reminds me of our favourite song. u remember? we would sing it all the time. i am deeply sorry we lost each other and u will always be my best friend.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:00 pm UTC
You probably didn't think having me will be hard, but my pride is bigger than yours. So now we're both alone.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
non mi manchi piĂč, ma una parte di me spera ancora che tornerĂ quel che avevamo, ormai quasi un anno fa.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:48 pm UTC
domani saranno 6 mesi dal nostro ultimo bacio, e a quel punto le mie labbra si saranno dimenticate di te.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
23 febbraio 2020.
quel che mi hai detto era piĂč puro e sincero di un 'ti amo'.
c'era amore e lo sappiamo entrambi, forse l'abbiamo solo un po' trascurato.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 21, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
iâve liked u ever since we were younger and four years after the last time i spoke to u, one day u reached out randomly. i thought u liked me but one day, a few months later u stopped replying. stupid talking stage. i miss u. i hope u reply soon.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 17, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
I want to know what's going on between us. it's an illusion in my head or it's just something you don't say?
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 17, 2020, 1:07 am UTC
fuck you. i wish i never met you. i trusted you allowed you to hear things no one else did. i let down my guard. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
You were my best friend for more than a year. We met each other and connected immediately. We talked about everything and supported each other always. You threw that away like it was nothing and it broke me. I healed really fast and realized that friendship isn't as strong as I thought it was.
Bye hoe
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 15, 2020, 1:31 am UTC
maybe in another life, or if we met a little earlier, a little later, if i had just never said hi that day, if i had just had the courage to tell you, we could've worked.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:46 pm UTC
Maybe there was a time when you loved me or even cared a bit about me. But it hurt like hell when you left without saying anything. I'll always hate myself for letting you leave and even though we're 'friends' now I'll always care about you and miss what we had.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
extraño pasar los dĂas contigo, extraño despertar y ver tu cara a mi lado, o que me abraces por las noches que me abrigues cuando me sientas helada :( terminamos por nada, te siento como distante pero quiero entender que es solo porque no estĂĄs pasando un buen momento, me encantarĂa aceptarte que eres el amor de mi vida, que pienso todos los dĂas en ti, que cuando te pienso siento una calma enorme, te quiero tanto, estoy segura que nos volveremos a encontrar y seremos igual de felices.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:54 pm UTC
sometimes I check ur spotify hoping youâve made secret playlists about me, like the ones I made about you
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 14, 2020, 3:11 pm UTC
I donât regret getting with you but I do regret how I let u change me. U can say u didnât take advantage of me but u did and u know it. U knew how much I liked u and that I would do anything for u and u didnât care. All u cared abt was getting with girls and bragging abt it. U know what u did to me was wrong. I canât believe I ever fell for ur lies, I shouldâve seen how u treated ur exâs but I was so in love with u I didnât care. I lost so many friends bc of u: they tried to tell me what u were like but I didnât listen. Why did u shag my bestfriend? Why did u ask me for nudes when u had a new gf? Why did u start talking to that girl when u were with me? Why did u lie abt talking to my friend and then try to get with me. Why did u one day start to ignore me? U broke me. I cried every night for a month when u left me on opened even tho 10 minutes earlier u told me how much you liked me. I used to go back and read our texts bc it made me happy remembering how much I thought u cared for me. I would probably continue to read them if they werenât deleted. I hate u so much but at the same time I canât help loving u. Itâs been 10 months since we last talked but I see u around and everytime I do my heart aches. Everytime I see u talking to a girl my heart aches. It genuinely makes me want to die bc I sometimes canât imagine my life without u. U fucked me up so bad. I donât know how to love now. Iâm so scared that everyone is going to lie abt liking me to get something from me bc thatâs what u did. Why do u think itâs ok to use girls. Itâs not. I hate u so much. I fucking love u so much. U have ruined my life and broken my trust. But if u messaged me again I would probably reply.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:07 pm UTC
this colour reminds me of your fur, its been 3 years since i last saw you. i miss you, beautiful boy.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 13, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
it hurts so bad. I want to block u on all my socials but, I need you. fuck you fuxk you u love her and u told me that u loved me lol. FUCK U
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
yeah hi I know I fucked up I didn't want to do that lol now I lost u. I fucking need u and idk what to do without u lolz. u have a gf and im just here waiting and u know it hurts me lol. u never gonna understand me lol. I told u everything and u were just like " oh lol " like bro- I trusted u. ilysfm I fucking care ab u ur my fucking everything and u are doing nothing.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:24 pm UTC
Its so hard to hear you, see you. Like my heart skips a beat everytime...i miss your hugs(and i could really use one now)..
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:44 pm UTC
I don't think I will be able to forget you.
Even if one day I will meet someone else, I will always have u in the back of my head . I don't wanna forget about you. I just can get rid of the idea that our story would have been perfect. You are in my mind every day, and I can't be mad at you, I never was. I really hope that you will reach happiness and light, that all you deserve and all I want, even if I thought that we will reach the happiness together.
I still can imagine that we will never see us, that so fucked up, my mind won't understand that it's the end. If I could have just imagine, one second, that the last time I saw you was the last one, I would have told you that I'm scare to loose you.
But if you are happy, I am too. I hope you think of me, even if it's not as often as I do.
Thank you
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 11, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
u bitch. fuck u bitch. wasted so much of my time. took my virginity. fuck u i have sooo much hate for u.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 10, 2020, 7:46 pm UTC
Iâd do anything to lay on the grass, look at the stars and talk about silly things with you one last time.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 10, 2020, 7:11 am UTC
I donât like the fact you re stealing my precious time that I should be spending with âmâ. I just donât like I hate it. Youâre not the center of it all, itâs muy life and I want you to be really far from it as it was before. You are just ruining everything idc. I DONT LIKE U
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:13 am UTC
You were the right person, it was the wrong time. I wasnât ready for anything and ready was all you were. Itâs too late because youâve moved on to someone and you love each-other more than anything. It wasnât you, it really was me.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 9, 2020, 11:29 pm UTC
i love you much i cant even explain it like I want to hug you and kiss you and smile with you. i just want to tell you how much I love you. but im too scared right now, idk i just cant say it to you. you probably dont feel the same way and we will stop being friends. thats the last thing i want to do. youre just too perfect for me right now and im just the thing you need right now. you need love and affection you need kind words you need hugs... i just cant give you those things right now, which im so sad about. i dont know how to fix this mess. we have so much tension and i would do much more good for you if we were in love. but i think im the only one in love. but there is hope. everytime i see you youre so much happier with me and youre so relaxed with me. you can tell me anything and you just know i wont judge you. i just love you that much. i will always go out of my way to make you feel better. i just cant stop loving you. i never think of any of your bad traits and think well youre a bad person. i cant do that. i just cant. i love you too much. i just wish i could express that love to you.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
I really liked u, I did, and I wanted to tell u but I'll never have courage to even admit it. so goodbye...
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:50 am UTC
spoke with someone today that almost had your name
... and almost had the same number
... and lived on a fucking street that just so happens to be in my top 5 fav words
the fucking irony
braindead
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
I wish I never had my abortion.
It was the best for us then and there, and I do not regret it, I just wish that my kid had a father like you. You are amazing.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:29 am UTC
i have always hated my name ever since i was little, but ever since i heard you say it, i despise it even more now.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
Te ame, pensaba que todo estaba bien, cuando realmente me estabas quitando toda esa felicidad, espero que algĂșn dĂa sepas amar a alguien.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:06 pm UTC
i know what i did was wrong, and i apologized for it so many times, but i've been nothing but nice to you after that. why do u still dislike me? i wish you told me instead of keeping it inside.
From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:43 pm UTC
I canât believe itâs only been 2 days since youâve left. Everything that I do reminds me of something weâve done together. If I do something stupid I literally walk out of my room to tell u about it but then realise youâre actually not here anymore and it kills me every single time. Now that youâre not here itâs making me realise why everyone says Iâm falling for u. Maybe I actually am cause I feel like something is missing all the time now that youâre not here. I still talk to you everyday but itâs not the same. I miss your hugs. Canât wait for when we actually meet again