From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 9, 2020, 11:29 pm
i love you much i cant even explain it like I want to hug you and kiss you and smile with you. i just want to tell you how much I love you. but im too scared right now, idk i just cant say it to you. you probably dont feel the same way and we will stop being friends. thats the last thing i want to do. youre just too perfect for me right now and im just the thing you need right now. you need love and affection you need kind words you need hugs... i just cant give you those things right now, which im so sad about. i dont know how to fix this mess. we have so much tension and i would do much more good for you if we were in love. but i think im the only one in love. but there is hope. everytime i see you youre so much happier with me and youre so relaxed with me. you can tell me anything and you just know i wont judge you. i just love you that much. i will always go out of my way to make you feel better. i just cant stop loving you. i never think of any of your bad traits and think well youre a bad person. i cant do that. i just cant. i love you too much. i just wish i could express that love to you.