i hate that you gave me attention. i hate that that’s all it took. i knew you would break me from the start but i just wanted a bit of love and attention. you only needed to say the right words and i’d be doing anything for you. i promised myself i wouldn’t get attached and that you were just around to make me feel good about myself but before i knew it i was up late waiting for your texts. i looked to you to make me feel better but i feel worse. it was all fake.