23 febbraio 2020.
quel che mi hai detto era più puro e sincero di un 'ti amo'.
c'era amore e lo sappiamo entrambi, forse l'abbiamo solo un po' trascurato.

domani saranno 6 mesi dal nostro ultimo bacio, e a quel punto le mie labbra si saranno dimenticate di te.

non mi manchi più, ma una parte di me spera ancora che tornerà quel che avevamo, ormai quasi un anno fa.

Why do you always come back to me and leave me alone afterwards? And why I go back to you every time?

My best friends in love with you and so am I, you’ll love her first and I’ll pick up the pieces
Love,
S

one day I felt everything then I couldn't even remember,I never really knew if I really loved you. =/

You were my first love. The guy my whole family wanted to meet. The one guy my oma approved of. Now our time together is a distant memory

We never followed our hearts, we never found eachother at the right time, but I know you're my person, you make my heart melt.

i´ve been in love w you for many years, i always wanted to be able to spend more time w you but im shy :( i really wish u would talk to me one day.. ily

i just want to know why you did what you did, if you still miss me, if you truly ever loved me, why u stopped.

It’s weird for me to have feelings for a girl but I think I feel a lot of things for you. And it scares me.

You probably didn't think having me will be hard, but my pride is bigger than yours. So now we're both alone.

I don't think I will be able to forget you.
Even if one day I will meet someone else, I will always have u in the back of my head . I don't wanna forget about you. I just can get rid of the idea that our story would have been perfect. You are in my mind every day, and I can't be mad at you, I never was. I really hope that you will reach happiness and light, that all you deserve and all I want, even if I thought that we will reach the happiness together.
I still can imagine that we will never see us, that so fucked up, my mind won't understand that it's the end. If I could have just imagine, one second, that the last time I saw you was the last one, I would have told you that I'm scare to loose you.
But if you are happy, I am too. I hope you think of me, even if it's not as often as I do.
Thank you

we've been friends for a long time. can you believe how much time has passed? i like to think that our relationship is picture perfect, but if there's anything i regret from our friendship, it was making all those stupid flirty jokes with you. fuck that, hah. i think i've fallen for you. every time we pull away from a grasp, i always yearn for more. whenever we talk, i wish i could squeeze in another sentence for you, all to hear your stupid laugh again. i want to look and adore you for ages, to listen to all the tiny stories you'd ramble on about forever. i always want more from you. but i know that i'm not ready. i know you're not ready. i don't want to push these feelings away like i did with everyone else, but it's for the best. i'm still hurting, i'm not in a good place at all. it's too soon, or perhaps it's too late. i need to grow. we need to learn.

you'll never hear these words come out of my mouth, but i love you. i love you so much, more than anything. you mean so much to me. i'm so sorry i can't be up and honest with you. i'm sorry that i don't have the guts to tell you how i actually think about you. until then, let's remain the way we are, feelings lingering deep inside me. let's carry on holding hands without a care for the world, without facing the truth. let's remain clueless, it's for the best.

Every time you get close to me, I feel my heart racing.
Every time you touch me, all I want is to kiss you.
Every time you’re on my mind all I want is to be with you. I’ll always love you.
x R

i wish you could’ve heard the way i spoke about you for the past 3 years and now that you are actually here you don’t even want to speak to me and now i can’t even talk about you because my best friend likes you and i love you but i can’t do anything about because you don’t want to talk to me and i can’t hurt her but i am competing with 2 people right now and one of them hold your hand everyday and the other is my bestfriend so i can’t do ANYTHING and it hurts me so much

Its so hard to hear you, see you. Like my heart skips a beat everytime...i miss your hugs(and i could really use one now)..

just wanted to let you know that i think about you everyday. i miss when we would still ft and talk. even though we never talked like that and we were only friends, i always felt some type of way about you, and i always wondered if you felt the same way about me. i think you did at the beginning and everytime i loose hope, something gets mentioned about you. there’s a reason we met, and though we haven’t spoken in months, i know there’s a reason why your always on my mind and why there’s always random signs of you. i hope we find our way back to eachother

yeah hi I know I fucked up I didn't want to do that lol now I lost u. I fucking need u and idk what to do without u lolz. u have a gf and im just here waiting and u know it hurts me lol. u never gonna understand me lol. I told u everything and u were just like " oh lol " like bro- I trusted u. ilysfm I fucking care ab u ur my fucking everything and u are doing nothing.

it hurts so bad. I want to block u on all my socials but, I need you. fuck you fuxk you u love her and u told me that u loved me lol. FUCK U

I write this in purple because its your favorite color. I miss you. You dont know how much I wish things work this time, but I know that we dont work.

I regret never telling you how I felt before we stopped talking forever. If I knew it would be the last time I'd talk to you, I would told you that I was in love with you...

you broke my entire heart and made me so miserable, but you're still the only person I want to be with.

i'm sorry i didn't notice. believe me, i would have tried helping u. and believe me, seeing u suffer breaks my heart, but now it's too late. orange reminds me of our favourite song. u remember? we would sing it all the time. i am deeply sorry we lost each other and u will always be my best friend.

this colour reminds me of your fur, its been 3 years since i last saw you. i miss you, beautiful boy.

i love you so much. i'm sorry for my bad attitude... please give me another chance.. here i am listening to the first song that u sang to me..

I don't remember the exact day I realized my feelings for you but when I did, I cried. It was so silly because I knew one day I would have to tell you and I was scared to put our friendship at risk like that. We're friends, I consider you my close friend but I'm not sure if you consider me one too. You've done so much for me and I haven't done anything for you. I guess you're one of my reasons for pushing forward and doing better in life and as a person. When I'm in your arms, there's this brief moment where the world slows down and all I can feel is your heart beating. I love those little moments so much I wonder if you experience the same thing as I.I'm sorry for not telling you this in person but maybe one day.

i honestly tried to make it work but everytime you just give up. even when you’re the one that hurt me. i hope she was worth it.

we were suppose to go to a poem night and meet your "soulmate" and now we don't even talk LMAO that shit hurts, from one year to the next we were nothing. sometimes i wonder if our friendship meant anything.

U know what u did, but I can't let u suffer, and even though u don't notice I'm always checking on you.
Hope u ate today.

i became a different person because of you

I'll love you forever. I don't want to lose you.

I love you so much.

hope she is worth it. I’ll never want you again <3

seeing how many more hours it'll take for you to text first
I miss you.
sorry
I know you do too

Your love feels like a razor scooter to the ankle, it hurts me but I keep coming back for the fun

sometimes i think the ones under my name, my nickname, are from you. i know they aren’t.

maybe i was the problem. i still loved you nonetheless. imy

You don't... but I want to be. I want to grow old with you, I need you here beside me. Please.

One day, if you'll find your way back to me, I hope you're not going in other direction.

You're not cute at all.

is it bad that i still think about you?

maybe in another universe we have the same feeling

I don't know if waiting for you to text hurts more or talking to you knowing you're probably bored

i get it why we stopped talking, i don’t get it why it had to be so fun while it lasted

Can you stop giving me mixed signal? i'll stay if you want me to stay.

how did you move on so easily ?
tell me so i can too.

war is over

when i'm not being honest, i pretend that you were just some lover

i'll always miss the old us....