From: ABC
To: Mac
You were my first love. Stolen glances and secret flirting for 6 years. You weren’t brave enough to commit
From: ABC
To: Mac
You were my first love. Stolen glances and secret flirting for 6 years. You weren’t brave enough to commit
From: ABC
To: Mac
why you gotta say all those cute things and do all those cute things but remind me that you wouldn’t date me... cmon
From: ABC
To: Mac
if i had known our last kiss would be our last i would've never let it end. thank you for showing me what it means to love someone.
From: ABC
To: Mac
i had to delete all the pictures of you from my phone because i couldn't look back at them without crying. we didn't date long but you gave me my first taste of love.
From: ABC
To: Mac
I guess I just don't understand why you said you wanted to hang out again and then don't respond. Kind of wack and pretty shitty of you if you ask me.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Despite what happened between us, I wish on the stars that you’re truly happy right now, wherever you are. Those short months with you made me happy
From: ABC
To: Mac
I love playing chess with you. Every time we play I fall more and more in love with you. You're my endgame. You know I suck at endgames, I'm more of an opening person.
From: ABC
To: Mac
would you kiss me on spaceship earth again? i dreamt about it last night; miss you with everything in me
From: ABC
To: Mac
if we can still try my future is yours and i think it always will be. watched the moon last night, miss you
From: ABC
To: Mac
today i came out to someone as nonbinary for the first time; i'm just hoping you might read this and be proud of me
From: ABC
To: Mac
hey, it's me again. do you still think of a future where we're together or is that long gone? say hi to the moon for me regardless
From: ABC
To: Mac
11/11: the date reminded me of you every time i looked at it; do you still want our chance at everything?
From: ABC
To: Mac
it’s been years and i’ll never text you first. out of spite and because i don’t really want to talk to you and give you an opportunity to gaslight me. but i’m not a pushover, and i never was.
i deserved so much better, first from him, and then from you. i deserved so much fucking better. and the worst part is that you fucking KNEW i deserved better and you were too fucking selfish to give it to me. you don’t even know how much hell you put me through. i’ve finally healed. i finally have peace. but i needed to say this. FUCK you. fuck you for what you put me through. i did not deserve that.
From: ABC
To: Mac
yeah i had a crush on you for like 4 months and part of me still gets jealous when you talk about other ppl and i dont like it bc im in a relationship.
From: ABC
To: Mac
i'm still hoping there's the us in the future just like we talked about all those years ago - did you let go or are you still holding on too?
From: ABC
To: Mac
i long for the day we finally meet face to face. you have brought me so much happiness, i love you truly.
From: ABC
To: Mac
i miss you so much. you didnt deserve to go the way you did, but i hope you are at peace. rest now. you finished your job here.
From: ABC
To: Mac
i miss you more than i possibly know how to say and that terrifies me - do you think of me the same way?
From: ABC
To: Mac
i'm still awake, sitting here listening to taylor swift because i know i can live without you but i just don't want to
From: ABC
To: Mac
I read the letter you made for me in our 1st anniversary everyday, it hurts the way we thought we would be together till the end, I guess we would never go back again, darling, nobody said that it would last forever, that doesn't mean we didn't try, to get there :(
love always, NHNC.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Hi, babe, I don't think you are in pages like this one, but te quiero very much and I love having met you, I find things I like about you that I hadn't thought about and I learn a lot from you, espero que todo siga así de bien y sé que irá mucho mejor, bb KASASJ spanglish
From: ABC
To: Mac
You were so fucking arrogant, but if I could capsulate that moment where we locked eyes as I peaked out from behind the curtains with you on stage I would
From: ABC
To: Mac
You two are perfect for each other. The fuck ups obsessed with popularity. So glad you shitted on me and never had the chance to know the real me because you wouldn’t have deserved it
From: ABC
To: Mac
i'm not sure it'll ever be me you choose (why would you?) and i don't think i'll ever be fully okay with that; i love you
From: ABC
To: Mac
i'm sorry that i love you because i still don't feel like i'm good enough for what you deserve (everything) and, yet, i still hope
From: ABC
To: Mac
i love you more than anything but rn is starting to not feel the same. i'm afraid of the future with you.
From: ABC
To: Mac
I've never understood why you always appeared into my life you really confused me at that, but what I do know was that I laughed and had great memories with you before you moved away - :)
From: ABC
To: Mac
i miss you forever, im sorry for what ive done. i wish you could forgive me.
From: ABC
To: Mac
i hope my absence gives you the peace that my love couldn’t. i guess this is the end between us :(
From: ABC
To: Mac
I love you and I'm proud of you even though I don't know what your going through.
From: ABC
To: Mac
If you missed my voice then you’d make an effort to hear it more
From: ABC
To: Mac
I never really admitted this to anyone, I guess not even to myself (yet), but I like you :)
From: ABC
To: Mac
I love you so much, i did nothing to deserve you. cant wait to see you in august.
From: ABC
To: Mac
hi my sweet, today is one of those days that u dont get out of my mind. i miss u so much. hope ur ok
From: ABC
To: Mac
i hope you didn’t do what i think you did. i’ll never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Why did you have to be so mean to me? We are friends now but cmon! :c
From: ABC
To: Mac
so many of these here for you now, but i still care so much i just want you to know
From: ABC
To: Mac
i wish i can fully move on from you, i wish i didn’t fall for you deeply.
From: ABC
To: Mac
I miss you more then anything but I cant talk to you i cant trust you I hope one day I can
From: ABC
To: Mac
wish i knew how u rly felt ab everything.it sucks to still wonder after all this time.i hope ur well
From: ABC
To: Mac
I’ll forever miss the monkey noise you made to cheer me up. I’ll love you forever Maccy.
From: ABC
To: Mac
I wish I knew what really happened. Where are you? Are you even who you said you were? I’m ruined.
From: ABC
To: Mac
It's been five years since we last spoke. I'm in college now. And I never stopped writing about you
From: ABC
To: Mac
I don't think I even hate you. I'm just disappointed. You let me down when I needed you the most.
From: ABC
To: Mac
I love you my sweet boy. I can’t wait to grow old w you. you are perfect the way you are.