i still think you should be with her bc you love her so much. i think it'd make everything better in your life.

thank you for everything you did for me. Thank you for always making me feel special. And I'm sorry for whatever I said that made you stop talking to me. I still love you doe.

I wish I didn’t fall in love with the image of you instead of the real you. I was naive and I didn’t know what love really was.

it's been over two years and my heart still flutters sometimes when i think of the way you used to look at me and your laugh. but i thank you for making the decision to leave our shitty town because if you hadn't, i never would have let you go no matter how much i needed to. there is still a large whole in my heart where yours used to fit that i am still working to fill but just know i don't regret a second of our time together.

I REALLY MISS YOU, I REGRET ABOUT EVERYTHING I DID WRONG, I WOUDL LIKE CRY IN YOUR SHOULDERS AGAIN WHILE YOU HOLD MY HANDS BETWEEN YOURS

hey, it's been a while. Idk where to start. I know that we've talked over this but I really thought that we were going to work out. I even thought you wanted to give us a second chance, but I guess you didn't. I truly regret listening to her, and I'm sorry for not trusting you. I knew that my friends just wanted to look out for me because I catch feelings to fast, and I did ofc. But that soonly disappeared after you sent that last text. Did you know that it made me cry omw to school? I was a mess.

Really, i will never know if u really love me in the past because i always was for u, and well when i needed you, u left me, and st u sent me things like if u miss me but u dont act like that

Yo se que te gusta helena, lo veo en tus ojos, ojalá pudieras verme de la misma manera. Cada que ves que tus perlas verdes se iluminan mi emoción sube, mi corazón quiere explotar, vos queres que solo seamos amigos, pero mi corazón no quiere aceptar, te amaré por siempre F.

The more opportunities it gave you the more it hurt me and even though I wanted to believe that you loved me the same way I did with you, you didn't look at me the same way every day I stopped seeing you with the same eyes as before now I tell you that everything you did everything you promised The more opportunities I gave you the more it hurt me and even though I wanted to believe that you loved me the way I did with you, you didn't look at me the same way every day I stopped seeing you with the same eyes as before now I tell you that everything you did everything you promised no longer hurts me I hope you're happy.

i started this text over and over not knowing what to say, we never knew what to say, atleast i didn’t and we never really spoke. i wish you had atleast said goodbye, but all you did was walk by with your eyes in mine.

I was so sorry about the idea you had to choose between us and your future, but now I feel like you never really had to choose cause you never really wanted me.

i loved you. and now i don't. i was never enough for you all those times and i wasnt enough for you this time either.

yo puedo sanar tus heridas del pasado para que seas el mejor pero tu no te das cuenta que a pesar de que ya no hablamos seguiré esperando un mensaje tuyo queriendo que alguien te escuche como lo hiciste conmigo alguna vez:(

i wish u knew how much i love u and always will. i wish u would realize all of the things i would do for you bcs im that in love with you. you made my life so much happier without you even knowing it. the fact that i rlly cant let you go already shows how attached i am. god im so in love with u i cant stop thinking ab u. dont leave me. dont u dare leave me.

even when you tease and argue with me, i still love it because at least we talked. you're always on my mind, God i cant stop thinking about you. its like im addicted, but of course you love her... its always gonna be her, isn't it ? i just wish you would give me a bit more attention. sometimes i think i love you i mean i always do fall for the type of people i can never have.

I don’t regret getting with you but I do regret how I let u change me. U can say u didn’t take advantage of me but u did and u know it. U knew how much I liked u and that I would do anything for u and u didn’t care. All u cared abt was getting with girls and bragging abt it. U know what u did to me was wrong. I can’t believe I ever fell for ur lies, I should’ve seen how u treated ur ex’s but I was so in love with u I didn’t care. I lost so many friends bc of u: they tried to tell me what u were like but I didn’t listen. Why did u shag my bestfriend? Why did u ask me for nudes when u had a new gf? Why did u start talking to that girl when u were with me? Why did u lie abt talking to my friend and then try to get with me. Why did u one day start to ignore me? U broke me. I cried every night for a month when u left me on opened even tho 10 minutes earlier u told me how much you liked me. I used to go back and read our texts bc it made me happy remembering how much I thought u cared for me. I would probably continue to read them if they weren’t deleted. I hate u so much but at the same time I can’t help loving u. It’s been 10 months since we last talked but I see u around and everytime I do my heart aches. Everytime I see u talking to a girl my heart aches. It genuinely makes me want to die bc I sometimes can’t imagine my life without u. U fucked me up so bad. I don’t know how to love now. I’m so scared that everyone is going to lie abt liking me to get something from me bc that’s what u did. Why do u think it’s ok to use girls. It’s not. I hate u so much. I fucking love u so much. U have ruined my life and broken my trust. But if u messaged me again I would probably reply.

sometimes I check ur spotify hoping you’ve made secret playlists about me, like the ones I made about you

when i heard you had a girlfriend for months, it made me feel nothing actually. guess i’m over you:( writing this makes me wanna cry tho

i really hoped you would realize but you didn't. now we are just friends and i want to say im ok with it. i think it wasn't the right time for us or maybe im just in love with the idea i had of you

maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I ask for to much, but maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up

extraño pasar los días contigo, extraño despertar y ver tu cara a mi lado, o que me abraces por las noches que me abrigues cuando me sientas helada :( terminamos por nada, te siento como distante pero quiero entender que es solo porque no estás pasando un buen momento, me encantaría aceptarte que eres el amor de mi vida, que pienso todos los días en ti, que cuando te pienso siento una calma enorme, te quiero tanto, estoy segura que nos volveremos a encontrar y seremos igual de felices.

Maybe there was a time when you loved me or even cared a bit about me. But it hurt like hell when you left without saying anything. I'll always hate myself for letting you leave and even though we're 'friends' now I'll always care about you and miss what we had.

you were in love with her and I was in love with you. It sucked seeing you happy with her and not me.

i miss u sm man. i lost one of my best friends, and i’m sorry if i’m distant, but you don’t understand how you hurt me, and you never apologised or explained your choices. i still think about you as if we were close but it’s been 9 months... miss you

maybe in another life, or if we met a little earlier, a little later, if i had just never said hi that day, if i had just had the courage to tell you, we could've worked.

Everybody saw this coming. I did. I know you did, too. Me falling in love with you was inevitable.
I’m sorry.

There’s so much I still have to say. You think I have a dumb crush, and I cry at night to playlist I made about you

I wrote so many of these for you in the past 4 years. You’ll never know, but our story lies right here

i wish i'd been confident enough to tell u all those words in my journal about loving u but then i think maybe i didnt love u at all

u were my best friend and u broke my heart worse than any boy ever did, I don’t know how to forget what u did to me

I will never understand why you let these hoes get in between what we had. I loved our bond..I miss you. -
xoxo, your “crybaby”

i’am in love with your eyes, your smile, your voice and your very thing about you. i am in love with you and i wish i wasn’t but i just am

tbh i don't know what i'm still doing here. it's so confusing... i told my friends i was over you and for a while it was true but tell me why my heart still skips a beat when your name pops up on my screen. i hadn't thought about you all autumn and winter but then you had to text me. i know you meant it in a friends type of way but i guess a spark of my love for you hasn't died yet. i wish it had because being just friends would be cool. anyways, i'm gonna stay away from you for a while so hopefully we can be normal again someday.
why you though?
i mean what's so special about you? honestly i think it's beause when i first caught feelings for you i was in a great place in life ( happy, confident, many good friend and all that shit ) and i think that letting go of you would feel like letting go of that version of me. but it's time to let go. that way i can be a newer, even better and happier version of me. it's better for both of us...
the sad thing is that you'll probably not even notice cause we don't talk anymore. ok, that's all i had to say. i hope you're happy with your new chick;*)
- a (again and hopefully for the last time)

i realised i loved you when you came into every room and put a smile on my face and when your mood changed it changed mine

se avessi saputo che quella sarebbe stata l'ultima volta che ti avrei visto, avrei preso tutto il coraggio di questo mondo e ti avrei abbracciato forte.

I love everything about you from your AMAZING smile to your personnality everything about you is perfect

You were my best friend for more than a year. We met each other and connected immediately. We talked about everything and supported each other always. You threw that away like it was nothing and it broke me. I healed really fast and realized that friendship isn't as strong as I thought it was.
Bye hoe

I wonder what I would feel the next time I see you, I’m afraid I’ll feel butterflies bc im supposed to be over you at this point

Once in a while I check this to see if you've written me anything. I know you still love me, just write me something. I still love you.

I never thought I could be in love like I am with you. You're my real first love, and I will never let you go. I love you, baby. Xx

I love you so much but i can’t help but find myself constantly jealous of you and your life. i genuinely hate myself for it.

I used to think I wasn’t able to love before I met you. So many adventures together. You made me feel really alive.
Forse ti amerò sempre un pochino

we lost each other in a wind blow, and the moon will always remind me of you.
if u are reading: i love you, after all this time.

fuck you. i wish i never met you. i trusted you allowed you to hear things no one else did. i let down my guard. fuck you.

i think i'm over u. but i need u to know that if u told me u loved me i would rush back in a heartbeat. and that terrifies me. i don't think feeling like that about someone is healthy, especially if they treat me like u did.
one day u made me feel like the prettiest most important girl in the world and suddenly u didnt talk to me that much anymore. eventually we grew apart. and then my friends had to tell me u fell in love with someone else. and the worst thing is that i can't be mad at u because u were never mine to begin with. but hell did it feel like it. and i guess it broke my heart even more that it was so easy to just forget me, especially because i know i'll never forget u. even if it wasn' official, u were still the first guy i ever loved. but i moved on, i really did, i only think of u when it get's bad like rn...

okay im here again. new year, without u. damn, I miss u sm. I hope that u are happy with her and yeah.i still can't believe that u did this to me. u used your own pain to make me feel so fucking bad. but okay that what u wanted ig yeah. im sorry

If only you knew how many nights I spent overthinking the last text I sent you wondering why you didn't reply.

I loved traveling through time with you, from the Beatles to Simon & Garfunkel, you were my music!

You don't know how bad you do me, sometimes I want to say that I don't feel anything for you and that I want to finish all this, but I love you

Sitting on the dock with you watching the stars talking about dumb stuff made me realize a lot of things.