please don’t leave me. I know it’s hard but i can’t take the challenges of life without you by my side

I want to know what's going on between us. it's an illusion in my head or it's just something you don't say?

a pesar de la distancia quiero que sepas que nunca sentí algo así por alguien, espero algún día conocerte

Thanks for broke my heart, thanks for make me feel like I don't worth it, thanks to giving me the opportunity to
wanna kill myself

i hate looking back at our old messages because it makes me upset but makes me happy at the same time

Not a day goes by the that i don’t think about you, you’re my first thought when i wake up and my last when i head to bed. So how on earth did we end up becoming strangers so quickly? We used to stay up all night talking about our hopes and dreams just to randomly ghost each other without any explanation.

I just talked to you five minutes ago. At the same time, I didn't. Every time we talk I expect to greet the caring, teasing, and sarcastic boy who stole my heart. The person who still has a piece of me. instead, i always meet someone new; someone who doesn't give a single shit about me, someone who forgot all of our inside jokes, someone who doesn't let me wear his shirt anymore, someone who isn't there for me when my family is falling apart. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. It's my fault that we never worked out and I'm so sorry for how I treated you. You make me act crazy and nervous and irrational. How can I apologize to a brick wall that I constructed myself? A new brick with every missed text, a scoop of grout with every date I dodged. I miss you. Every time I hear one of the hundreds of songs you've sent me, my heart cartwheels and I think of watching the sunset with you, of sitting on the train, of staying up all night talking, of a warm comforting glow in my chest knowing that you exist. The real you is fading, wispy, translucent, a ghost that resides only within the hard walls of my mind. But I guess that isn't you, just who you were, who I wanted you to be.. it doesn't matter. Just that You don't exist to me anymore. And it hurts with every single small, meaningless, empty pleasantry we exchange.

I look at you for comfort. The things you've shown me I've never known to exist, exist with you and only you.

somos e éramos amigos. via-te como um porto de abrigo, assim como vejo hoje. podia nem sempre ser para me dizeres que ia ficar tudo bem. porque às vezes, as coisas tinham que mudar muito para correr tudo bem. às vezes és bruto, mas eu gosto de ti assim. no outro dia dei por mim a pensar em ti. a pensar no que seria se estivesses comigo quando, há um ano por esta altura, desejei. esperei, esperei e esperei. esperei demasiado. perdi tempo a ver-te apaixonares-te por outra pessoa. e tive que te ver todos os dias a ser feliz com ela. quando eu queria que fosse aquele o meu lugar. não seríamos as pessoas perfeitas, disso tenho a certeza. até porque ninguém o é. mas a partir do momento em que estou contigo, toda a realidade escapa. e eu só te quero abraçar. dizer o que sinto sinceramente. mas não me cabem tantas palavras na boca. nem tu saberias como aguentar. amo-te e vou te amar até sempre. de uma maneira ou outra. keep rocking. i will too. with or without u.

Fuck you, fuck this absurd perception of reality you've conjured where you can never do let alone be wrong

I am to afraid to say this but i fall for you more and more everyday. I know youre not intro girls and that is alright but I know that it will break my heart one day. I dont know how much longer I can hold this i fucking love you

i’m not over you.i only let go of u bc i wanted u to be happy and i knew couldn’t make u.i know udc anymore,but it’s okay.we’ll meet again:)

I'm with someone else now, you know that anyways but, something in the back of my head drags me back to the nights we spent together.

i wish there was a way i could figure out if i have feelings for you. Im with someone else and all i feel is guilt whenever i think about you. I dont wanna hurt the person im with, i love the person im with but theres always this presence in the back of my head that i cant shake, this thing that keeps bringing me back to you.

I told you stuff i never told anyone, i pushed you away bc i didn't deserve you its been 2 years and i still miss you

How are you? I sometimes miss you but I think we're better now, on different directions. Maybe our roads cross again.

I thought we would be together forever.
You were the first person I’ve ever loved but now we’re strangers.

Realmente no se que es lo que hice mal para que me trataras así, entiendo si no fui la niña de tus sueños, la más linda, la del cuerpo perfecto, pero fui la que siempre te perdonaba cada error, la que te acepto tal y como eras y lo único que hiciste fue decepcionarme de todas las maneras posibles. Y la verdad es que odio tener que obligarme a superarte, porque se que será muy duro, pero también se que será lo mejor.

Me hubiera gustado que no me hayas ilusionado después de darte cuenta que no sentias nada, me hubieras ahorrado lagrimas y angustias. Sin embargo, me hiciste comprender muchas cosas, como que en el amor a veces se gana y a veces se pierde, y que no hay que entregarse tan rápido a una persona o tal vez sí, pero hay que procurar que esa persona de todo de si mismo también.
Gracias.

hey, i’m sorry i left. i really didn’t want to but i think it was better for both of us and you practically gave me every reason/hint to. you would repeatedly tell me “we have nothing in common,” which is true, but i still wanted to at least try and make things work out. you wouldn’t really put effort either. after that, you would take from hours to days to respond and gave me no explanation of why whatsoever, and no, “i was busy” isn’t valid. i don’t hate you at all but no matter how hard i tried to stay friends, you always made it so obvious you weren’t willing to put in the same effort to keep me in your life. but that’s totally alright, and i’m becoming kind of glad that you did. never in my life did i think i’d ever leave you, and to be completely honest, i think there was a misunderstanding between us because i didn’t mean to. but i’ve understood my worth clearer and i’ve seen “us” from and outsider’s perspective. it's required for me to love myself first before i can have anyone else love me. for this, i’m letting you go, which is painful; i miss you. but i know it’d do nothing but harm for me, as i only want to be your friend, but can’t watch you with somebody else. i know by staying in your life, you’d catch feelings as well (if you already lost them), and we’d both have to go through all this pain of not having each other in our daily lives again. or you’d catch feeling for someone else, and i’d have to pretend i’m fine with it. i want to say that time mends everything and we just need time apart, but as much as i want you, i really don’t think you’re my person and neither am i yours. who knows what the future holds; we might find each other again, if we’re meant to be in each other’s lives. but as of now, i just wanted to say goodbye. and thank you for all your happy memories. goodnight f

Te amo con toda mi vida, porque me cambiaste a ser una mejor persona, tenes una super personalidad y sos muy divertido.

i wish u would pay attention to me. the little things big things. just anything. it’s like you don’t even care anymore. but i cant seem to wrap my head around why. was it me ? did i do something ? did you mean it when you said you love me? was anything you said true ?

I was told we met in a past life. And i made sure we never made it in this one. Maybe we can talk in the next?

Hola, de verdad lo siento perdoname, no tenia idea del daño que te hacía pero gracias por abrirme los ojos y decirme que todo estara bien te lo agradezco todo y bueno solo queda continuar con nuestros caminos que no se unirían pero lo que paso fue lindo gracias por todo que seas feliz.

Hey, I’m submitting this about you because you have me well and truly confused. I think i wanna date you but maybe i’m just being naive

Nunca intenté nada porque creí que de esa manera no te perdería. Pero parece que no pensabas de la misma forma.

we don’t talk anymore but i miss you more then you’ll ever know. i wish i could go back in time, i was so much happier then. i think there was a part of me that loved you and will always love you. i hope i see you again one day. i hope that you’re happy and healthy, even if the person you’re happy with isn’t me. thank you for giving me immense happiness even if you didn’t know how much you meant to me.

I can’t believe it’s only been 2 days since you’ve left. Everything that I do reminds me of something we’ve done together. If I do something stupid I literally walk out of my room to tell u about it but then realise you’re actually not here anymore and it kills me every single time. Now that you’re not here it’s making me realise why everyone says I’m falling for u. Maybe I actually am cause I feel like something is missing all the time now that you’re not here. I still talk to you everyday but it’s not the same. I miss your hugs. Can’t wait for when we actually meet again

i still question why i let you treat me like that and i’m ashamed for always giving u another chance :(

I missed you a lot. I’d cry every time our song would come on. But not anymore. You always put me second and I had enough. I deserve better. What hurt me the most was you saying you wasted your time with me. When all I did was try my best. I was starting to believe maybe trusting wasn’t that hard. But turns out you didn’t care about me. You showed me that when others put me second, I’ll always have myself to put me first. So fuck you for making me feel like I’m nothing more than a second option. Fuck you for making me feel worthless. Fuck you, but hope you have a nice rest of your life :)

i know what i did was wrong, and i apologized for it so many times, but i've been nothing but nice to you after that. why do u still dislike me? i wish you told me instead of keeping it inside.

turns out your a dickhead
that doesn’t change anything though as i know if you asked i’d go back to you no hesitation
i hate you so much
i wish i could just forget you
-the girl that was never good enough

i really love u,and i know u dont love me but i am okey with it.i really hope u get happy with her and without me.i will always love u because u are the love of my life.without u my life doesnt make sense.i want to kill myself but i dont do because i always think that u could come back someday...but u wont....?

Sometimes I wonder why I wasn’t enough. If you ever even loved me or liked me, or if it was all just a game. I loved you, I really did. With every piece of my being but I have to let go. You’re happy. That’s all that matters.

i love your laugh, your messy hair, your humor, everything about you. i just wish you'd let me be there for you. i know u need it right now .

I wish i couldve done something to make you stay. sometimes we still make eye contact and i feel like that feeling is still there

Hi, this is in red because although there are colors I think would fit better here, red reminds me of you because of your Chicago Bulls cap you used to wear in sixt grade. I wish I could have been better to you, please know I've always love you and that will last forever. I know you're probably having the best time of your life now so that's why we don't really talk anymore but I miss you so much.

F, meeting you has been the worst thing that has happened to me in a long time. I hope I will not meet you in the next life or the ones to come.

i hate that you gave me attention. i hate that that’s all it took. i knew you would break me from the start but i just wanted a bit of love and attention. you only needed to say the right words and i’d be doing anything for you. i promised myself i wouldn’t get attached and that you were just around to make me feel good about myself but before i knew it i was up late waiting for your texts. i looked to you to make me feel better but i feel worse. it was all fake.

Why do I have to compromise all the time? Why are you so oblivious? This relationship seems one sided to me. I deserve someone better.

Fuiste la razón por la cuál sigo viva. Gracias por salvarme y perdón si fui egoísta, necesitaba un break.
Te necesito demasiado, pero tengo miedo de que no sientas lo mismo y agobiarte,, te amo y siempre lo amaré

Te extraño como a nadie lo había hecho, pienso en ti cada día que pasa; también pienso en una y mil formas de como creo que vas a volver. Pero dentro de mí se que no lo harás solo por evitar el sentimiento que nos tiene atrapados.

I never let go. Never let go of the thought of you holding me, never let go of the thought of you kissing me, never let go of the thought of you loving me. I never let go...

definition of right person wrong time, i'm so glad we're friends though, you saved my life without knowing it. Maybe in another universe we'll get what we want

why can't i forget you? you have taken my heart and never returned it. i just know you never spend even a single second thinking of me and it burns my heart. i pray everyday to just see your face once more or hear your voice. i miss you. i am yours forever.

You were the best mistake i’ve ever made. I hope i was good enough. Even if you left me shattered, it’s impossible for me to hate you, cause you were the reason why i used to smile every day. Did i do something wrong? was leaving me worth it? have you found someone better? why didn’t you say goodbye?

You destroyed me in little time with your words, I have no hope to fall in love again because I don't think I ever will be able to. No one compares to you, I'm lost without you.

Te ame, pensaba que todo estaba bien, cuando realmente me estabas quitando toda esa felicidad, espero que algún día sepas amar a alguien.

Me encantas, siempre me encantaste, pero nunca pudimos dar el primer paso, y nuestras vidas se separaron y ahora que volviste, eres la persona correcta en el momento equivocado. Siempre te tendré mucho cariño

you are the prettiest flower i’ve ever come across. and i’ve visited tons of gardens, but none of them are quite like you. i wish i didnt still like you so much. i want to see other flowers’ beauty without comparing them to you every damn time.