Unsent messages to DANIEL

I was at my worst, you didn’t even visit me at the hospital. Somehow, you left like it was my fault.

This is my way of coping with the end of us, i thought we would be always because you were not like them, you made me love the raw me, now i see you falling into other people's arms and i've been left behind without a word from you.

I wonder if we could have been something like if I would have actually communicated with you but also why’d you try to cover up the fact that you had a girlfriend even after y’all broke up I wonder if something could have happened then but then you stop talking to me but why did you only talk to me when you had a girlfriend but I realized that you weren’t really interested but maybe I did something to stop that because I’m my defense I was terrible at communicating but what would have happened if I would have grabbed your hand that day in class would we have just sat there holding each other’s hand or was I miss interpreting what you were doing maybe I was miss interpreting everything and really their was nothing going on and I just fell to fast this past week I had a dream about you (9/22) it really got me thinking and honestly I stressed me out it made me think like really what was going. I’m also wondering why were you always so curious as to where I was when I wasn’t at school did you genuinely miss me because to be honest that’s a little strange. Why did you ask to be my best friend that one day the was totally random . I saw a picture of you today it was weird it’s taken me a while to get over you I hadn’t thought about you in a while but seeing that picture of you I don’t know it just threw me off from where I was I was ready to forget everything but then I saw you and I don’t know. It honestly suck that I’ve been thinking about you again I hate it soo much why

Me abrí contigo, tomaste la confianza que te tuve y la rompiste. Me gustaría mirar atrás y decir que es un lindo recuerdo, pero siento que eres un capítulo que, incluso después de varios años, no he logrado cerrar.

Stoners, nature and philosophy always seemed like a good mix if you and I were in it, too. Thank you for everything. It’s time to let go.

you may have used me just for my body, but i really did like you. it’s too late for that now since you blocked me for now reason.

you are such a bad person but i cant help looking at you over and over again. the one time we really talked was the highlight of my year and i wish we could do that more often

I was told to never walk away from something I think about everyday. I can't walk away from you ever.

You broke me, but I'm really happy you did cause I learned my worth and found someone who makes me absolutely happy.

fuiste quien estuvo en todas conmigo, muchas gracias por todo, y sin ti no se que hubiera hecho.
te amo con todo mi corazón

Today’s my birthday, and I thought of the way you were one of the only people that cared last year. We haven’t talked in two months, and it’s because I still love you, but I know I have to let you go because you must love me from your free will.

hey danny. i love you so much. i miss you. i miss your good nights and i miss the way your words comforted me when no one else could. i miss the way when you said i love you you were the only person i’ve ever believed in my whole life. i’m so sorry i hurt you. ive never been loved before and that’s not an excuse but i miss you everyday and there isn’t a second i don’t think of you. i love you danny. i hope one day youll say i love you to me again and i’ll hear my name come out of your mouth and we can watch the stars together and just be you and me. i love you so much daniel

4years and you threw it away thinking i wouldn’t find out. i know i did my best fighting for us throughout the years. i wanted it to be you so bad but i guess it wasn’t meant to be.

There is nobody in this world I would ever trade to have my first love with over you. Please come back.

I hope you know that even after everything, I'd still risk my life for you. Wrong person, wrong time i love you bubba :)

I really still mis you, but I will do my best to forget you, and even though for the damage you caused me I want to have a grudge but I can´t...

I hope breaking me helped you because it's been 6 months and every time my phone goes off I'm hoping it's you.

i definitely shouldnt feel this way about you. please stop being so kind to me, youre making it hard to leave.

Dani, me pregunto que fue lo que sucedió, por qué solo me dejaste de lado y me dejaste de hablar, porque nunca me buscaste para decirme que todo fue una mentira.

att: Ema :(

I'm waiting for you, i wish things were different. I really need you in my life, despites all the things that happened, please come back, lets start again. I want to taste your lips and hug you until I lose my breath.

I have been inlove with you for over a year now, you're running thru my mind 24/7. But I know you done feel the same

I just want to say thank you for everything, I know I am a lot to deal with and I have a lot of issues but you helped me get through them by staying by me. I'm sorry for what I did and I know it changed everything between us and I'm very grateful that you are still sticking by me to work this out.

I love you so much. Like, so so much. And you fall in love with mi BFF. And she rejected you. And, im stil loving you

shit man i thought you were different but turns out you werent. youre exactly like every other guy out there. stop pretending that you care about me when i know you dont. stop playing with my feelings. please, i beg you.

Eres una de las mejores personas que he conocido. Ojalá nunca dejes de sonreír y de hacerme reír. Gracias por estar cuando te he necesitado y por haber llorado conmigo escuchando Happier. Te quiero mucho :)

Cuando te estaba superando, llegaste e hiciste que mi esfuerzo por olvidarte se esfumara con tu sonrisa.

you’ve hurt me so many times. I’m glad I got to love you when I did but I know you’ll be happier with her.

You are still a very important person in my life, even after everything you did, it hurts me that we ended, but I must value myself and you, well, I will overcome you little by little, be sure, you keep seeing your dream girls.

i say i’m over you but i’m not. there was nothing to like about you. you look like sid the sloth, but i still regret getting so drunk that night.

i think i kinda like you. im saying it on here because writing letters helps me but i dont want this to turn into to all the boys ive loved before (which you know is my favourite book). its obvious you like me, i told you a tv series that i liked and you went home and watched all the seasons so we could talk about it. we have more inside jokes than me and my best friend. you pretend to hate me but you're always there for me, never complain when i rant to you 24/7, you always let me copy your answers on a test or use your hotspot. you're the best friend i could ever ask for

i hate how easy it was for you to throw our 4 yr friendship away for a girl that you barely even knew

Next time I promise I’ll never leave I won’t cheat I’ll never cheat I love you and only you we are forever we are connected you hear my thoughts I’ve changed I’m different I love the world around us I love us I love you so so so much I am sorry baby sorry :(((((

Te amo, es una pena que todo haya acabado de esa forma. Todos los días pienso en ti. Eres inolvidable.

Perdona por no darte la oportunidad que te merecía. Por culpa de eso llegue por tercera vez en mi vida tarde a decirte lo que siento.
Estoy enamorada de ti. Te quiero.

“You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest, & most beautiful person I have ever known, & even that is an understatement.”
- F. Scott Fitzgerald

P.s.- I’ll always miss u my dear ocean boy

its painful not having you in my life anymore but its more painful loving someone that doesn’t love me back.

I wish you told me you were struggling with your sexuality. Sometimes I wonder if we’d still be together.

Eres u. Recuerdo muy lindo, siempre te tendré un cariño muy especial y espero que seas muy feliz porque si tu eres feliz yo lo soy, tu eres uno de los pocos que nunca me lastimó y apesar de que ni sentías nada por mí me cuidaste, gracias, gracias por no herirme

Atte: R

I've loved u since the first time I saw u, your precious smile and your perfect personality , or the laugh in the middle of the class, u don't love me or even like me, but someday I hope we can be friends :(

I wish you would stop. You remind me so much of him; the way you talk, the way you laugh, your slight lisp...it’s all him.

you seem so happy now and i’m so happy for you. i miss my bestfriend and having someone that understood me completely. i have hope life will reconnect us in the future. ur dummy will always care.

why do i still think about you almost everyday. i know you're happy now. i've just always thought i'd see you again and we could start over. maybe im insane lol.

i’m sorry that i blocked you everywhere. we haven’t talked properly in a year and i’m still stuck on you, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to fully move on. you made me feel the way i feel about music but i don’t think you ever really felt the same way no matter how much you loved me. i saw you’re with someone now and i’m going through a second heart break. i don’t know why i’m so hurt like i just, it hurts to see you with someone damn. i still love you and i just.. i’m sorry.

I’ll stand by you until the end of time; and in the next life I’ll find you again. I have found everything I need in you.

I’ll stand by you until the end of time; and in the next life I’ll find you again. I have found everything I need in you.

Hey man, I'm sorry for not being able to accept your hugs. Or that I hate being touched in general. I wish I stayed home for you so you don't have to deal with that woman on your own. I wish I was a better sibling instead of letting you see me get high every chance I get. I'm sorry, but stay your soft loving self please.

Danke für alles! Wir hatten so eine schöne Zeit und du hast mich immer auf den Boden zurück gebracht!

You broke my heart but i’m still in love with you. Hope you listen to our songs and think of me cause i’ll always think of you.

Does it ever hurt you to realize that you lost my love and my friendship, and that’s so hard for me to take away from others.

Does it ever hurt you to realize that you lost my love and my friendship, and that’s so hard for me to take away from others.