Unsent messages to DANIEL

i really liked you. and you liked everyone but me. you are such an ass sometimes but god i really liked you. i must let go of you, it’s been too long

everytime i think of anything even slightly related to u i feel like ill throw up u ruined so many things i loved for me

Hola, soy yo de nuevo pero esta vez no será para decirte lo mucho que te extraño si no para despedirme de ti para simpre, te estuve esperando 3 años los cuales dejé pasar muchas cosas ya que fui una estúpida que creía que me buscaría para regresar, si lo se yo fui quien fallo pero tu me bloqueaste de todos lados y no sabía cómo buscarte, no sabes cuántas noches te llore, cuántas veces no te pensé y no sabes cuántas veces compara a las personas contigo porque yo no quería a otra persona quería que fueras tu.
Pero sabes caí en cuenta de que eres el amor de mi vida pero no para mi vida y hoy viernes 1 de enero del 2021 después de tanto tiempo te suelto y me dejo de aferrar a ti, te deseo lo mejor por es lo que mereces y no sabes cuanto agradezco que nuestros caminos se cruzarán y que me hallas hecho tan feliz te amo y así siempre será que seas muy feliz.
Hasta nunca.

We both secretly knew we liked eachother at the same time but didn't do anything about it. I wish we did something about it ...

me and everyone i know thought we were going to be together forever. i still want to be. why don’t you?

hey i know we cant talk anymore due to specific people, but i still love you and i know that you knew that we had a connection, i am working on myself, so i can get you back.

I only have brief memories of us when we were children, but I know how much I enjoyed my time with you. I miss you so much, even though you still live next to me, we just grew apart.

I hate you so much and I’m not the type of person to hate anyone. You literally came into my life and fucked me up for what? For fun? Gosh when I look back I get so mad at how you treated me, I deserve so much better. Was it that hard to be honest to me? But it’s in the past now and you’re happy with her. Please don’t treat her like how you treated me. Be honest with her, she’s a sweet girl. No matter what, you’re someone I used to fall special and I wish you nothing but the best. Good luck.

hey :) i’m sorry i’m really sorry for leaving. I’m struggling really hard right now but you deserve someone who will make you smile and have joy in your life.I’m sorry, i told you i wouldn’t leave but i failed that promise i’m sorry. I need to find myself first ok ? thank you for being there for me when nobody else could

i miss you. i wish we never fought. maybe we will become friends again bc i don’t think it was supposed to end like that.

hey Daniel - there's weird things that I miss about you. Calling during Spanish, walking to my orthodontist appointments, watching movies, and getting BAKED; what a good time LOL. You started off as an older brother, became a crush, and now we're lifelong friends. I hope NM is treating you well. c

i wished i could’ve told you how much i loved you. but time didn’t wait, and now you’re someone else’s love

Was that you? The one that wrote that you dreamt of me? I doubt it, but if so, I’ve really nothing to say to you anymore. I haven’t thought about you in months. I am much happier without you.

is it that hard to say i love you back? i am going to disappear. I'm tired of it. i meant it as a friend and i feel unappreciated. i refuse to hurt myself just to be friends w you

i don’t think you realize that you’re using me as a shield to protect yourself. but then again i let you. it’s okay i’ll get hurt so you don’t have to be. i hope you’re doing okay.

it’s been over a year when i told u how i felt. you told me you felt the same, but nothings happened. i wish u could just message me or talk to me in class. i don’t know if i’ll i ever stop liking you, you’re different from your friends. you’re nicer, and compliment me.

I still have our Polaroid picture in my wallet. I think I always will. I’ll never forget you or a single green light…

I wish I could see you, it’s been too long and we got too used to seeing each other so often before you had to go back. It’s not the same here without you, it feels wrong ☹️

Honestly, I keep telling kat im over you and here I am still pining over you. I think I have told her about 7 times in the last 5 years that I am done with my crush on you but i'm really not and I don't know why. It's not like we're friends or even have actual conversations with each other. All we do is say "hi, how are you doing?" and "bye, see you soon!" and every time I go running to tell her how I just can't seem to brush you off. There is just something about you that is not letting me let you go and I don't know what. I pray that one day I get over you because it's been years.

All i want to do is make you the happiest man alive. i can't explain how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I would never get tired of being with you

I can't wait for the day we finally move in together. It will be fantastic to finally live under the same roof as you.

I don't think you'll ever understand how hard I loved you. I wish we had more time. Until we meet in another life.

¿Cuántas excusas tengo que inventarme para verte? ¿Cuando vas a entender que te miro directo a los ojos porque te amo?

I am not mad that u left me alone again, am mad that u gave me hope and convinced me that you will stay and took advantage of the little soft spot I have for you because u knew I would be there for you no matter what, I feel so used and stupid.

I hope you haven't used Dory's whale accent on someone else, you will always be important to me, even if I fool myself saying that it isn't.

I love you with every piece of my heart and knowing that you’re happy without me breaks me. i hope you’re doing okay.

Looking back I realise it wasn’t me you were angry with; it was yourself. I often think about you and I hope you’re better now. Be kind. Be the version of yourself I saw you as.

Me dejaste con traumas y jugaste conmigo, juro que jamás te hice nada... me desgastaste a más no poder con la excusa de que era la única que podía con tu """Depresión""" No sabes cuanto te odio por haberme dejado esos traumas, Jodete.

hi my love. i wish i could see the stars in your eyes, feel your touch around me, and hear the sound of your voice as it pierces the air directly. one day you'll be back home and i'll have you in my arms. we'll be there for each other, just us against the world in our little infinity. i love you my little dandelion.

Its been a year and a half since i left and moved on with someone else, you didn't fight for me once, you said you loved me, you was my first love, i can't get you out my head, i still think about you, why did you never fight for us? after nearly 2 years of a relationship with up and downs you moved on so easily on ur own, it really hurt, i wish you fort for us after i left, when i hear ur name i crumble inside, i just want a hug and for you to tell me I'm gonna be okay, ur the only person who has seen the dark in me and stayed, you was my first love and will alway be special to me, i love u so much, Its been a year and a half since i left and moved on with someone else......i miss you x

I should be happy and moving on with my new love, but why do i still think about you and wonder were we would of gone if i didn't give up on us.

for as long as i can remember the entirety of my life has revolved around you, i’m not complaining though i wouldn’t trade my memories with you for the world, but sometimes i sit back and wonder how i would’ve turned out if you had never came along swept me up and carried me away like this. i just wonder if maybe i would be different or if things might’ve been easier.

we’re approaching the 2 year mark and the thought of you hasn’t left my brain since that day. everything went dark when you left and i haven’t seen light since. please come back to me, i’d give the world just to be comfortable and at ease in your presence one last time.

the harder i try to let go the tighter i cling on, i’ve accepted that i’ll love you for as long as my heart continues to beat and no one could do a single thing to change that. i loved you unconditionally then and i still do now. i’m here waiting so if by chance you decide you would like to come back, i’ll be waiting forever right here for you. right where you left me.

you said that we would keep in touch, i heard that you've changed. I wonder if you think about me as much as I think of u. I never got to say goodbye to u

i just want to redo everything. i can't stop thinking about you/: i want you to tell me that you miss me and that you love me.

The one time you’ve choked me out of anger, that night should’ve been the night to break up with you.

When we’re together, I look over and remember all the reasons I longed for you, I’m glad we’re still friends, but my heart aches a lil everytime I think about why we couldn’t make it, I wonder what that world with you had waiting for us, thank you for being someone who truly saw and loved me for who I was, thank you for making me laugh when I’m sad, thank you for being here, maybe it’s not that deep for you but I appreciate you, thank you for not seeing me as the bad guy because I had to turn a good thing away, there’s so much I might not ever tell you, but thank you, I could really use a hug from you right now, I’m not sure if you care about me with much intention, I hope you do, cause I’ve never stopped, even as just friends, I’ll admire you as I always have, I love you :,)

I'm starting to think u might be the right person but wrong time and it kinda hurts because I really wanted it to work out because I really love you

I wish we were still friends. You are such a funny and great person but your also an asshole. I told you to stop saying those things because they genuinely hurt me and you didn’t. We still talk but it’s not the same as it was in the summer. I miss you Dan.

I didn’t love you but I wanted to. I’m mad and I’m sad that you found someone else even though you told me you weren’t ready. But I’m learning to move on, and that it wasn’t because I wasn’t enough but because you weren’t the right person for me.

Even after I told you what he did to me you chose your friend over me. You know what he's done, and you'll have to live with knowing you didn't stand up for what was right.

you knew I was weak for you. you exploited and hurt me more then youll ever understand. im happier now, fuck you. fuck you for knowing you could get in my head, fuck you for seeing me as a body. you called me your bestfriend. and then you hurt me. your intentions were ill, and you used me as a sexual release. fuck you dnaile fuck you

all you ever did was try to make me happy, I didn't treat you the way you deserve to be treated. I care about you so much, you have no idea, and I know a lot of the time it didn't seem like that. im so sorry. you're one of the healthiest things that has ever entered my life and it didn't feel right, it didn't feel familiar, but thats good. if it was familiar, it wouldn't have been healthy.

I do love you. I should've said something when I had the chance. I know people always say this but I really want you to be happy. im so sorry things ended like this. I hope you realize you are perfect

should i talk to you again? are you waiting for me to text you. do you still care? Im so fucking tired of thinking about you

you're not my first love but u are something beautiful in my life, i see home in your eyes but home is far away. it's scary but maybe it's worth it at the end.

i don’t want to admit that i like you because i keep pushing it away. i know you have hoes and you have had prettier ex’s but why can’t you like me. why can’t you just shoot your shot and text me. i have a feeling your friend likes me but can’t you just develop feelings for me. i can’t make you like me but just talk to me. can someone just break my heart because i’m sick of this.

I know that you will come back to me after you realize it won´t work with her. While I wait I try to be happy again. I try to get my life that you ruined back to normal. I still feel something for you, idk if its love, hate or just a neutral feeling. I let you go now so that I can be happy again and I trust you. I trust that you come back and I can wait. Even if I have to wait forever.

i loved you so much. so so much. everytime i saw you i felt home m, but now? i’m numb. and the fact that in some way i hope that you come back is sad. because of you i was in so much pain and now i finally let you go.